Feels So Good
by: Kenkeru Kinda Girl

Author's note: When I wrote this, I was
thinking of Daisuke. But you can think of
anyone you like, I guess.

Disclaimer: I don't own anything. They
all belong to their respective companies.


It feels so good, sometimes. To feel bad, I mean.
To feel pain rushing through your veins. The pain
caused by the one you give in to.

And he causes it. It hurts when he slaps me around,
beats me, whips me. But the emotional pain hurts
the most. He demeans me, puts me down. Treats me
like the worthless little shit I am.

And I like it.

I'm a sick freak! But it feels so good to feel
so bad. And Ken, or the Kaizer, which is the role
he kind of takes on when we have 'fun', likes it
to. And when it's over, he's so sweet and gentle,
like he's sorry.

Maybe he is sorry. Maybe I'm sorry. Maybe the
whole situation is sorry. I don't know. Maybe
I'll never know.

But I know it feels good, like someone cares. And that's
all I want.