Somewhere I Belong
Prologue: Numb
A KuroFai Story
A small blond child sat on the bed in the corner of a dark room, curled up into a ball silently crying. His small arms were wrapped around his knees pulling them into his chest. He could hear hushed voices coming from the hallway. Both the voices were deep and male. One of them he recognized as his uncle, the one who had brought him to this place. The voices got closer and he curled up tighter, knowing that the mens' intentions weren't good; if they were the door wouldn't be locked.
Footsteps reached the door, and he whimpered, pulling at the handcuffs that engulfed his tiny hands as the door swung open. The two men entered the room and the boys uncle, Ashura, walked over to him.
⌠Now, Yuui, you are to be kind to this gentleman. I have a feeling your going to be seeing a lot of him.■ Ashura smiled wickedly, as he stoked the boys face.
Without so much as a glance back, Ashura walked out of the room. Yuui cowered as the man walked over to him, looming over him. The man was of a strong build, and if Yuui wasn't handcuffed to the bed he could struggle even if he wanted to.
The man leered at him, a smirk playing on his mouth as he licked his lips. ⌠Hey little boy, why don't we have some fun?■
Yuui cried out as the man pounced on him, riping off his clothes. Yuui tried to kick the man off, but his legs were pinned underneath the man. Tears of hopelessness and fear trailed down his face. The man grabbed Yuui's face in his hands, forcing the small child to look at him.
The man spoke, ⌠You be good and this wont hurt one bit.■ he said with a chuckle, continuing his actions.
When it was all over Yuui lay on the bed, bleeding profusely, and tears still fell from his eyes. His throat felt rough, from all the screaming he had done. The man had long since left, which he was more than grateful for.
The door opened, and his sapphire blue eyes dimly watched as Ashura crossed the room. He could feel his uncles hands running through his hair, petting him, like he was some sort of animal.
He felt fingers forcing his chin up, and he looked into Ashuras golden eyes. ⌠Yuui,■ He said his voice gentle, but you could hear the malice underneath it. ⌠If you ever tell anyone about what happened, tonight and whats going to happen for a very long while-■
⌠What you'll hurt me?■ Yuui asked, coughing slightly as the back of his throat burned.
Ashuras grip on his chin and hair tightened, and he smiled, but this time his eyes were cold. ⌠No, I'm not going to hurt you. Why that would be stupid! That would be giving you what you wanted! No I'm going to hurt your precious little twin.■
9 years later
⌠Yuui, Yuui, Yuui,■ he repeated my name like a chant, and I felt a shiver go down my back at the way he said my name. He took a drag of his cigarette and blew the smoke in my direction. ⌠What am I to do with you, Yuui?■
I looked up confused, tentacles of smoke curling around in the air. He had never asked that question before. ⌠Ashura-ou?■ He smirked at the confusion in my voice, before his expression hardened.
⌠Yuui, did you charge a client only 20 dollars?■ he asked, eyes flashing daring me to lie.
I closed my eyes and let a bitter sigh escape my lips. I nodded, ⌠Yeah, I did.■
I heard him get out of the chair and walk over to me. I felt him blow smoke at me again. I held my breath as the fumes passed my face, scrunching my face up in disgust.
⌠Give me your hand.■ his rough voice demanded, standing closer to me than necessary.
I opened my eyes and stared at him in confusion. But I gave him my hand, knowing better than to disobey him when his voice gets like that. He inspected my hand, turning it over in his larger ones and ran one of them over my own. When his grip on my hand tightened, suddenly, I jumped. He pushed up the material of my shirt to where it bunched up below my elbow. I followed his movements curious about what he was about to do and knowing that it wasn't going to be any type of good for me.
My eyes widened when he grabbed the cigarette that had been dangling between his lips. I realized what he intended to do, and I tried to pull myself from his grasp, but to no avail. I gasped in pain as the still burning end of the cigarette touched the sensitive skin on my wrist. I whimpered as he dug it, acting as if my wrist were an ash tray.
My knees buckled and crashed hard against the wooden floor of Ashuras office. He released my hand and my body fell to the side limply. I curled around my hand, blowing on it, trying to cool the burning sensation.
Ashura crouched down next to me, grabbing my chin roughly and forced me to look at him. Unshed tears had weld up in my eyes, but I refused to let them fall.
⌠Now, lets try this again. How much do we charge for a blowjob?■ he asked with a light smile on his face, he had always enjoyed the site of tears in my eyes.
⌠50.■ I spat out, hating him with every being of my body.
⌠Good boy.■ He chuckled, petting my hair lightly. ⌠You know that I don't like to hurt you, right, Yuui?■
I nodded weakly, my wrist still throbbing in pain. ⌠ Yeah I know.... Uncle...■