A/N: Hey just some short infos about the storry. Fist of all I wrote Soi Fon instead of Sui Feng out of two reasons;

1. It's easier to write and it looks better (It's just how I feel about it)

2. I don't really get why they use to wright it this way ( yeah sure it's because she is a Chinese woman) but still it makes no sense because Soi Fon / Sui Feng is something like her whole name ( It's how I understood this as he gave her the name Soi Fon instead of Shaolin) and she didn't have the Feng as last name anymore. ( otherwise they would call her Feng Taichou /Captain Feng, and not Soi Fon- Taichou) so I think writing it as Sui Feng just didn't make much sense to me it only causes confusion.

Ok I know nobody will get what I tried to say, but I just like Soi Fon better even if Sui Feng is the official version of the translator though it doesn't really matter anyway.

Anyway at the beginning, the story sticks to the original story, but that changes soon. Don't be afraid we will have a 'beating Aizen up like hell' scene.

And a big thanks to my Beta httydfreakforever!

That's really all I have to say so have fun.

Disclaimer: I do not own Bleach or any Character in it.

Chapter 1 return

100 years ago.

Fast steps were making a loud sound on the empty wooden floor. The shadow of a small woman flashed along the walls. Suddenly the shadow stopped in front of a door. A loud sound echoed through the cold air as she pushed the shoji door open.

The young woman watched the room carefully only to find it empty. Not giving up to find what she was searching for the girl flashed away. Reaching her last destination, her last bit of hopping to find the missing Person, the woman stopped at her trainings ground.

'She must be there, she just must'

was her thought as she passed the last corner, before the wide open field of the trainings ground met her silver eyes.

Her heart beat fast, full of hope, until she saw the trainings ground as empty as the room before.

At that moment her heart quit working for a second. Pain grew in the young woman's body, a pain she never felt before.

She grabbed her stomach with her buff arms, trying to stop the awful feeling, but it just got even worse. A tear ran dawn her cheek and the woman could barely breath as she fell to her knees and screamed out the name of her only love.

"Yoruichi-sama!"

The name of the lost woman echoed through the Seireitei, begging for her return, but nothing happened.

The woman fell to the side and was then lying on the cold ground. Shocked, crying was the only thing she could do. Her body refused to stay up or even quit the sobbing, hours passed until she finally lost her consciousness out of fatigue.

100 years later

Soi Fon pressed her foot on the chest of the orange haired women which she declared as a traitor, and was lying right in front of her. As suddenly a flash caught her and jumped together with her down the cliff of Sokyoku hill. Soi Fon struggled to free herself of the tight grip but stopped as she recognized a pair of golden eyes. 'Could it really be?' Was her first thought, though she already knew that it was true. The deep golden eyes could only be the ones of...

"Yoruichi-sama." Came out of her mouth as her former mentor ripped the fabric off her face.

" Long time no see Soi Fon." Yoruichi smiled at her former pupil, but her true feelings were hidden in her mind. 'What was that, I never saw my little bee act so cruel and heartless.'

The tanned woman was worried about the scene she saw some moments before.

But what happened next just increased her bad feelings.

Soi Fon pushed herself away as soon as they reached the ground, and started to attack Yoruichi and so the two women ended up in an bad death fight. Yoruichi tried not to hurt her little Bee but she got some hits from Soi Fon because of that.

The tanned woman didn't want to fight her but the raven haired woman wasn't showing mercy to her former mentor. The only thing the girl cared about was revenge. Revenge for leaving her and revenge for 100 years of pain.

But as the smaller women started to prepared for a technique Yoruichi just knew good enough, she had no choice as to defend her self with the same technique. An attack which is called Shunko.

Yoruichi just couldn't believe it, on one hand she was proud of her protégé that she nearly mastered this Technique, but on the other hand she was worried about the hatred in Soi Fon's heart.

Sure she made the biggest mistake in her life, but did she really deserve this? How much hatred was in her bee's heart if she attacked her with such a deadly technique?

The raven-haired woman got ready to attack as Yoruichi explained her that she also mastered the Shunko. It made the smaller woman angry, just as she thought she finally surpassed her Senpai she had to learn the truth.

Soi Fon started her attack no longer clearly thinking what she was doing, stretched out her arm to strike as her moves suddenly stopped. Yoruichi held her up with her own Shunko.

'What happened? She stopped me with Kido of the same speed and strength but met opposite rotation. And still she did it so effortless, like it was the easiest thing on the world.'

Was she still this weak? 100 years had gone by. 100 years of training, for this one day. But still nothing changed. She should be better by now, She should be the stronger one, but she wasn't. Yoruichi still had the upper hand.

This realization made Soi Fon give up fighting and instead explained herself over her tears. The pain she tried to shut way, was back in his old power and she couldn't behave herself.

"Why? Why didn't you take me with you?"

Was the last thing she was able to say before she finally broke down under her emotions. It was this question that always was in her mind and after a hundred years she was finally able to ask the question that caused so much pain in her life. But yet Yoruichi didn't answer it. She just kneeled dawn and took her protégé in her arms to comfort her.

Soi Fon suddenly didn't care about the answer, at least for the moment, she only felt Yoruichi's touches, a touch she had desired for for a long time, and it filled her with happiness. It mad her forget the anger and the question. The only thing that counted was this touch.

The tanned women gave her some minutes before she looked at the smaller one with a dead serious gaze, as she just receive a message through her mind. 'Aizen is a traitor'.

"Soi Fon it's not the time for this now! You know the soul society is in great trouble. I will explain everything you want to know, later."

Soi Fon nodded and wiped her tears way.

After Aizen disappeared.

"Yoruichi-sama why did you leave in first place?"

The two women sat inSoi Fon's office as the raven haired girl broke the awkward silent between them. Going straight ahead to the most important thing.

"You know Kisuke was in big trouble, and as much as I lo..."

Yoruichi stopped and searched for an other word, as the one she was about to say, not ready to tell the younger one the whole truth.

"as much I LIKE you, I just wasn't able to let my friend die. At least, I thought that would happen to him, and it was already to late to turn back as I learned that his life never happened to be in danger."

She stopped again and watched dawn on her cup of tea.

"I was sure you would do well without me, I believed in you, and as it seams I was right! You look pretty good in the Captain Haori."

Yoruichi smiled at her protégé who were wearing a white peace of fabric over her Shinigami uniform, It made her appear really strong.

Soi Fon blushed on one hand because her former mentor made her a compliment and on the other hand because she knew that what Yoruichi said wasn't true. She hadn't managed things very well in the last 100 years.

"Eh w..."

The raven-haired was about to ask the other question, but suddenly her braveness faded away. She was too scared about the answer, because more than everything else, she was scared about hearing Yoruichi say how useless she was or how unimportant. So Soi Fon didn't try to ask again, letting the opportunity she waited for fade away.

"What is it?"

Yoruichi wondered why Soi Fon stopped so abruptly. And the raven haired got nervous about the question.

'What shall I say? I can't ask her now! God damn..'

"Yoruichi-sama would you like to stay in my house until you find something else?"

'What wait what did I just say?'

The thought ran through Soi Fon's mind as she realized what she had asked in her distress. Her cheeks turned even more red and she closed her eyes scared about the answer.

"Ou that sounds great! Thank you Soi, I would like to stay with you. I will go and get my things!"

The tanned women flashed away.

Soi Fon couldn't believe what happened. Only one day ago she had been laying in her bed and crying her eyes out because of the lost love, and not more then two hours had gone by since she had tried to kill Yoruichi.

And now?

Yoruichi was about to stay at her home as if nothing had happened. It was too much to take in. 'Can I really be around her?' There was nothing that Soi Fon wanted more than Yoruichi at her side, but what if she looses control or Yoruichi leaves again? Will she be able to handle her emotions? She wasn't sure about the answers but there was no way to send Yoruichi away now.

"I'm back, so where do you live now?"

The noble woman stood there with a backpack and a little stuffed animal looking like a mouse under her arm.

"Eh, honestly in your old rooms."

Yoruichi mentally smacked herself because of the stupid question.

"Of course you live there, you're the Captain now!"

Yoruichi said remembering the Captains house not far away from the trainings ground.

Soi Fon stood up and lead the way, Yoruichi followed her the hole time smiling like an little kid with a lollypop.

"Ah, home sweet home." Yoruichi walked in and held her arms behind her neck to relax a bit.

"It looks exactly the same, I remember when I sat on this couch and thought about how I could tease you the next day." The older women smiled little about her memories, as she walked over to the bedroom.

"Hell even the bed is still the same."

Soi Fon blushed about the thought that she sleeps in her former mentor's bed.

"You can take it tonight, I will look for something else tomorrow."

The raven-haired girl said. Compared to Yoruichi, the younger one was really nervous, she fought with her emotions every second. It was hard for her to keep the distance between the so open and friendly, but still she had to, otherwise she would be hurt again.

"Oh no, you forgot I can change into a cat, so I can take the couch. I mean it's nice enough from you to let me sleep here, so I don't want to intrude any further."

With a poof the tanned woman disappeared, leaving a black cat with yellow eyes behind. Soi Fon couldn't help herself and smiled a little bit.

"You know how adorable that is, Yoruichi-sama?"

And so the ice was broken.

That was her little Bee, cut and shy and formal. She was lucky to see that her Soi was still the same. Even if she would prefer it when the girl would forget about the 'sama'.

"I have still some paperwork to do. I'm sure you can handle yourself, I will be back in the evening."

Again a 'poof' and the tanned beauty stood completely naked in front of her protégé.

The younger women didn't know where she should look at and her gaze met Yoruichi's beautiful body several times. Soi Fon turned red all over her face and stammered nervously something about clots and that she has to go as she flashed out of the room.

'I guess that was a little to much for her, she reacted even worse then Ichigo did.'

Yoruichi thought and jumped on the couch to relax after a such strange day. But she couldn't find any rest; the scene from this day came back to her mind, Soi Fon being filled with pure hate and the cruel gaze she saw on Soi's face before she pushed Soi away from the innocent girl. What was that? That wasn't her little Bee. Suddenly a thought came in to her mined.

'Could it be? Is this all my fault?'

She knew that she hurt Soi badly with her actions, but she never imagined that it would change her little one. A tear run dawn her cheek, Yoruichi pressed one hand against her forehead in despair.

"Soi Fon please forgive me." She whispered in thoughts, still not knowing how much pain she really caused to Soi Fon.

The sun was already set as the raven hair woman entered her house. She was wondering what her former mentor could be doing but as she saw a thin black cat sleeping on the white couch, she wasn't very surprised. But the golden eyes opened as soon as she set one small foot on the wooden floor.

"Soi Fon your back! What time is it?" Said the cat, still a bit confused from her cat nap.

"Around 10:00 PM."

"Oh Bee you shouldn't work so long, there more to life than work."

'what else do I have besides work?' the raven haired girl thought bitter, but not angrily.

"I was training after work."

"Oh you should have take me with you, I can still teach you how to get faster, you're not as fast as I am yet."

The cat said with his manly voice, now fully aware of everything.

"Ahh come on Yoruichi-sama I surpassed you, have you already forgot about our fight. I mean I almost killed you just some hours ago."

Soi Fon was dead serious, but then Yoruichi said out loud.

"Ohh little bee don't get too cocky, I was holding back." The cat stated.

"You weren't! I can see every movement of yours and I'm faster!" Soi Fon said like a little child to his big brother, but it seemed to work. Yoruichi was now watching her little bee with a serious gaze.

"You really think so?"

"Of course."

A smirk appeared on Yoruichi's face.

"So then... Can you see that?"

Soi Fon heart skipped a beat as she felt the warm breath from her mentor at her ear. The tanned women who was now standing behind Soi Fon held the younger one at her hips and pressed Soi's back to her front.

Indeed she didn't see Yoruichi move, it was incredible fast. She felt Yoruichi's touch even before her image disappeared from her view

"H-how?" Soi's eyes were wide open in disbelief, this meant Yoruichi was really holding back, and not just a little bit.

"Did you think I was just lying around in my cat form? I had 100 years of training so don't expect me to be as slow as I was back then."

Yoruichi let go of the other woman.

Soi Fon skin felt like burning there where her mentor touched it. The smaller one was still not able to move, too many thoughts running though her mind at the same time. 'Was my training for nothing? This touch, is she playing with me? Why did she let go of me? Can I ever be faster then her? Does she fell the same way like I do? Not! Not possible! Why did she hold back?'

Soi Fon shook her head, trying to concentrate. She still had a lot of thoughts in her mind but at least she was able to move again. But she didn't turn around because she was 100% sure that the other woman was naked since she just turned back to her human form.

"Soi you're damn wet!"

"What?" Soi froze again. 'How did she?'

Yoruichi smirked as she saw the reaction of her little bee obviously misunderstanding her.

"I mean you were sweating a lot at your training, perhaps you should take a shower."

The raven-haired women took a deep breath. 'Oh hell I thought she meant something else.' As she walked over to the bathroom, once more she stopped her movements instantly.

"I could join you. Helping to clean up your back"

"Lady Yoruichi stop this!"

"Stop what?"

"You know exactly what!"

The tanned woman laughed like never before. It was still too easy to tease her bee.

"Okay, okay, I'm sorry. Its just to fun to tease you."

Soi Fon closed the bathroom door behind her, she wondered if Yoruichi knew about her feelings or if she just think Soi is nervous in her presence because of the fact that Yoruichi is her Mentor and is not used to being treated like this. 'Hopeful she has no idea about my feelings, or this would be horrible. Not mention how many jokes Yoruichi would find to annoy me.'

Yrouichi stretched her paws in one direction and her tail in the other as she woke up the next day. She made a short fur cleaning session with her right paw and jumped dawn from the couch. Soft and quietly, like cotton, did her kitten feet land on the dark wooden floor. The black cat walked through the rooms searching for her little bee, but she had no luck. When she finally checked the clock she knew were Soi Fon must be. It was already 9:00 AM and this meant that the Caption of the 2nd Division must have been at work for nothing less then 2 hours.

Since she was all alone, Yoruichi decided to go over to Kukaku, but before she left, the tanned women wrote a quick note and left it on the table, only in case Soi Fon cames back early.

"Hey you hopeless alcoholic where are you!"

Yoruichi screamed in front of the fireworks Queen's house.

"Oh look who is here, our little kitty! What gives me the honor?"

"Well I was bored so I thought I could come over."

"Whaaat? Is being bored the only reason to come and visit me?" Kukaku said in a melodramatic voice to show her disappointment.

"Oh, shut up Kukaku you are already too drunk to really care. Can I just come in and have a cup of sake?"

"Brother we need another bottle of sake!" The drunken woman screamed into her home as she turned around to go back. Yoruichi followed her and both of them sat down at a table. After some senseless talking and drinking, Kukaku suddenly asked a more serious question.

"Yoruichi what is it? You look so worried the whole time."

"It's just... I'm kind worried about Soi Fon. Yesterday, we had a fight and she seems to be so full of hatred... I don't know, but I think she changed. But on the other hand, yesterday evening she was the same little Bee I knew."

Kukaku took a sip and turned really serious.

"Look Yoruichi you can't just leave a girl like her alone, breaking her heart, and expect her to be pretty fine. You know that she is known as the cruelest Captain of all? I don't want to say you destroyed her life but you definitely caused much damage."

Yoruichi strengthen her grip on her cup.

"You know I had no other choice."

The tanned women said trying to defend herself.

"You could have taken her with you."

"No way. I didn't want to destroy her whole life completely. And I.. I.. Was s..."

"I already know, but anyway, I'm pretty sure you can bring the old Soi back in no time. Just be nice and don't push her."

"I hope you're right... But anyways, I should go, the sun is already setting and I don't want to walk home in the dark."

It wasn't the darkness which forced her to go home, it was her desperate desire to be with Soi Fon, now even more than before Kukaku told her about Soi's reputation.

"In that case, good bye, and take good care of your little Bee."

"I will."

And with that, the Goddess of lightning flash slipped away.