Mistake 1,001

by terraXbbXFAN2

Terra tells of her mistakes and tries to do the right thing. Beast Boy and Terra. Rating for rape, violence and lemons.

1. Chapter 1

Mistake 1,001

Authors note: I don't own teen titans. Set during aftershock parts one and two. Mostly Terra's POV

'' means thoughts

"" means spoken

I've made a lot of mistakes in my life. Betraying the teen titans and going off with Slade was probably the worst. I had destroyed cities, accidentally killed people, and been running for the most of my life, but none of that compared to this.

I ruined people's lives. I've ruined my own life as well. I've ruined friendships, strong friendships, almost family bonds. I left the first and only real home I've ever had just for the promise of control and power. The titans could have helped me, but I ran from them. I shouldn't have done that. It took awhile just to figure out that Robin was smart, that's it. He figured it for himself, Beast boy didn't say anything. Beast Boy. I miss him so much. I just want to run back into his arms. I fought him today. It hurt so much, I just wanted to stop in the middle of it so I could break down and cry. I love him.

So yes, I've ruined the only love that I have ever known.