My friends, Hermione and Ron, I have not seen them in almost three and a half years, and worst of all, I have not see Ginny either, instead I have just tried fruitlessly to fill the void. I have a girlfriend, Keighla, whom I have been with for the past year, and sadly I have been leading her on. Every night when we go to bed and we 'make love' it is not as it should be, it's almost as if it is a chore, like I do not feel it needs to be done. Why? Because I do not feel attached to her, I do not love her, nor will I ever love her.
I live in Canada, where I assume a different life, as William Durick. No one in Canada knows who I am, nor do they have any reason to. I keep my scar under wraps. I read the Daily Prophet now and again, just to see how everything is going back home. Home, yes that is what I call it, I do not call this area my home, for it is not even close to being my home. The people here do not like me, perhaps that is because I am not the person I was years ago, I have changed. I have grown cold and bitter over the years, my pain and suffering have seen to that. I know I must change, I must seek out the people I know and love, I must change.
