Jacob and Renesmee - Can't I Love You?

by don'tforgetrubymoon98

Jacob has been in love with Renesmee since she had matured. He's been mastering the courage to confess his feelings for her. But a year had gone by and Renesmee had met someone else. Can they save their love? Sadness, rejection and pain on both sides. Will it be too late to save this love?

1. Prologue

Jacob's Point Of View

Prologue: We Were Meant For Each Other, Weren't We? Not.

My name is Jacob Black. I've been completely in love with Renesmee, a vampire- human hybrid ever since the day she was born. Of course I didn't love her like that when she was young. But these past few years she's been more of a mature age so I've passed the phase of being her brother/protector. How did my life get here?

I always thought that imprinting guaranteed we'd be together. But it was never like that. I knew she had the right to choose someone else, its just I didn't think she would. I mean, what kind of girl doesn't love that soul mate thing, the guarantee that you're with the person who's completely perfect for you. Edward never liked the idea of the possibility of Nessie and me together. Bella supported it after a while and Edward warmed up to the idea when Nessie was more mature.

Before I met Renesmee I was in love with her mother, Bella. But turns out Nessie and me were like fate. I no longer see Bella that way. During her pregnancy we were drawn to each other and I didn't understand until I imprinted on Nessie. Turns out I was drawn to Nessie and not Bella.

Nessie. She has beautiful, light skin that glows naturally. Her hair hangs perfectly, with nice bronze curls and her chocolate brown eyes just like when Bella's eyes when she was still human. I'm so glad those weren't lost. Nessie had a special ability to show people what she was thinking ever since she was born and break people's shields. Over the years it progressed and she has the ability to persuade people to do things. Like mind control, only not that dominant. Also she gained the ability to manipulate her thoughts, it comes in handy with Edward so she can pretend to be thinking something when she's thinking of something else. When we met Nahuel he told us that his kind usually matured within 7 years give or take a year. It took Nessie 8 years to look like a mature 18 year old.

Imprinting. It's complicated. I had no choice but feel this way. I couldn't fight this feeling; every time I saw her, my heart skipped a beat. The first time I felt this about Nessie, something big had happened to my heart, I thought my heart was going to beat out of my chest. It was something I couldn't control. I had high hopes, always thinking does she feel the same? Every time I was apart from her, it hurt my heart so bad and every time I couldn't see her I missed her already.

I waited eight years for this, for her to mature. But she didn't choose me.