-Wow has it been forever since my fingers have touched a keyboard , and oh how I've missed it! I'm back with something new and i hope all of my old followers like it too! This is just a small tester run because I do want to make this a multi fic and not just a oneshot , so if you want to see lapis's point of view and see where this leads. Please leave comments down below with your honest opinion, I live for reviews! Peace, love and all that good stuff!-
A Sick Twisted Craving
Jasper:
Sometimes when I close my eyes I can still feel the crushing weight of the ocean on my chest.. I'm struggling to breathe and regain control whilst my ribs groaned and screamed under the pressure of it all , an agonising burning sensation wraps around my heart wave after wave wracking my body with harsh blows the taste of salt never leaving my mouth coating my taste buds .
Is it wrong to miss it ? Wrong to miss her , we were trapped together in a never ending game of tug of war and in the beginning it was all about the power and the strength that came with being Malachite but when the chains wrapped around my limbs and dragged us into the ocean I felt the power shifting to her! As the minutes turned to hours and the hours into days I felt myself falling deeper into a dark abyss that was my mind.
When we unfused my soul ached to be near her again it was beyond an intimate link or anything humans feel! Its a sick craving of mine ...I ache for that drowning feeling , the constant threat of being crushed under her. I miss it...I yearn for it now. I try to find any other way to fill that void but I cant substitute it...I cant substitute her...