All these while, I'd never thought I'd ever be in this current circumstances. The last thing I remembered was being trained by my cousin, Bryan Danielson – better known as Daniel Bryan.
A lot has happened since then.
Unfortunately, not only had I become an official WWE diva but a lot more obstacles had rolled into my life. There never is a time whereby I would be happy for at least a month. Within weeks or days, anything that could cherish me would also be the reason to bring me down into pieces.
I've learned about independence in life but I have yet to teach myself to not take things for granted, or to put my past to rest. Nothing that comes in so easily can be kept for long and I have to learn it the hard way.
In a snap of fingers, I entered the main roster, adapted to the new on-the-road with adults environment, learn how to let go of some friends, made a couple of new friends, realized that sometimes not everything goes as planned, being offered a role in Total Divas, experienced a traumatic moment whereby I almost lose my closest – and only – family, become an aunt to a niece, bravely going to an audition for MTV's Teen Wolf series, be kissed by someone's boyfriend, rejected his intimate affection, learn to keep my family as close to my heart as possible, realized when one door closes some others will open, discipline and passion will bring me as far as I'm willing to go, taking chances although it's the unlikely ones, fell in love with a co-star which is another British lad, keeping up a low-key relationship with him, accepted his proposal after a 2-year relationship then broke his heart at my own accord and ultimately, I've learnt to come clean of my feelings towards my beloved best friend, Colby Lopez.
Life is good for Zariah Carmine, I think.