Hey guys, this is the first kinda story I've written, so sorry if it's really bad. Obviously the characters do not belong to me. Reviews or criticism would be appreciated, and if you don't like don't read!


I hate him; I hate him with all of my heart. Words couldn't even describe the feeling; just the thought of him makes me want to crawl into a hole and die, or even better erase his very existence. The way she talks about him, it makes me sick; she talks about how he could be the best thing that ever happened to her.

What can I do? All I can do is agree, pretend that everything is fine, when actually it kills me inside. Imagine what it feels like to see them together, holding hands, kissing, touching. He doesn't deserve it, that lazy bastard has done nothing, I devote my life to this woman, I would die for her, yet she can see me only as a subordinate, a friend. Nothing more. She doesn't even realize the pain she puts me through, I cannot show the pain in my face, my words, it would only show weakness.

My eye's burn with tears at just the very thought of them together, I can't even sleep at night it's almost torment. Ha, she wouldn't even understand if I told her, she would probably think I was being stupid, she only thinks I dislike him. Humph, it's more than dislike, it's pure hatred. Trust me, if I could, I would rip his head from his very body and burn it, these images like fire non-stop running through my head. I don't even care if it's selfish, I love her with all my heart and nothing can stop me from feeling that. I would give or do anything, just so she could feel the same way.


AN : Just a little something i thought of at some silly time in the morning! ^.^