Ahhhh... there was too much fluff in my system, I needed... something else. And what is better than B/Aus?

LOVE?

You love him. You are sure of it.

You want him with his failures and virtues.

You want him to be part of your life.

But you forgot that you need to consume him.

Need him so close until you can't breathe.

You forgot you don't only want his faults:

you want them matching yours.

Fault against fault scratching and screaming inbetween the sheets.

It's ironic, you think, how love can still be a breeze

when there are storms breeding between you.

YOU'VE GOT EVERYTHING

A.N: *This* is what happens when you read Phillip's fics... I'm sorry I can't remember the name, but it's the one where Buffy is turned and she with Angelus go to L.A (NOT the Darkworld!)...

Only I know you 'till your bones

you're an assessin, sometimes mine.

(always just yours)

you hide under a pretty smile

turn it deadly so the world can love you as I do

you think you can refuse me?

when I know everything you wanted to be?

when I held you as the world crashed down onto your shoes?

you think I'll leave you alone with ghosts hanging onto your skirts?

I forgot you once, oh so long ago

(Or I really tried)

and then I came back, found you crying on the streets

coulnd't leave you never more.

I love you just as you are.

no lies. no hides. no lies

I know you're vengeance and you can be love, too

(it is harsh but it is)

lust and violence come in your sweet lips

do you think you'll scare me?

that I'll go and never come back?

I've seen all you can be.

I've seen your lies and I'll give you this truth in exchange

I'm yours in the morning, when dawn only brings memories of what is not

I'm yours at midday, you wanting to bring down the sun and go to hell with it

I'm yours in the afternoon, and I'm sorry but I'll stay

don't forget, my little murderer, my deadly darling

I'm yours tonight,

(always just yours)

as you are mine in my arms.