We were on a roof in the afternoon.

I reached out my hand and begged you to stop.

You stared at the new moon and laughed

The clock that was the wall stopped moving.

Your silhouette against the sunset looked terrbly small

You didnt exist anymore

I was in my room.

I remember being alone with you

You smell like strawberries and sugar

I dont think I understood what that meant

You grow cold again but it doesnt bother me

Everyday.

I don't know your name

But i know your laugh

It fills me with dread.

How could such a sweet laugh be so tainted?

You always laugh

I dont know why you always laugh

You cease to exist but I can still feel your laugh on my skin and the smell of you on the wind

I hate the way strawberries smell

We are on a roof in the afternoon

Everyday.

The clock stays the same

I reach out my hand and beg for you to stop.

You laugh, and turn towards the new stars

The banister is keeping me from waking up

The wind blows your hair away

I smell strawberries

"Please don't"

You fell.

I can hear the wind ruffle your skirt and I can hear you hit the ground

I wake up again.

I cant fix you.

Everyday.

Everyday.