September 9, 1997 - Happy birthday to me!
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I sighed as I looked on the horizon. The rain falling down against my cheek.
The rain went on and on. Just like my dreams. Nothing has and ever will change between us.
Why do I just lie awake and think of you
I need some sleep
Tomorrow I have things to do
I don't want to lose him, like everything else I lost. He's the only one left holding me up.
Keeping me here. Keeping me alive.
Every time I close my eyes, I see your face
So I try to read
But all I do is lose my place
He's the only reason I want to live. He means everything to me.
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I stare out the window. I see her there. Gazing at the starry night sky.
I wish I could be there. With her. By her side for the rest of my life.
Am I obsessed with you?
I do my best not to want you
But I do all the time
I do all the time
I could never tell her. I don't want to risk our friendship. Not even for something better.
I couldn't sleep that night. I thought about her.
I just had to call you up and say hello
I know it's 3 AM
And I saw you a while ago
I couldn't take my mind off her. She means the world to me.
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I couldn't sleep. Yang was awake, I had to keep quiet.
If he knew I was awake, he would ask if something was wrong.
But I still had this aching pain to hear your voice
To know you're there
I don't seem to have any choice
He couldn't know, no one could. Not even him.
I don't know how they would react. How he would react. He was evil, I was good.
Am I obsessed with you?
I do my best not to want you
But I do all the time
I do all the time
It was too hard. But, he's my everything.
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I was awake, I thought about her.
When I slept, she was in my dreams. In my wake, she was stuck in my mind.
I'm so sorry, I just had to wake you up I feel so lonely by myself
Is this the way it feels when you're in love?
Or is it something else?
I saw her everywhere. I couldn't stop thinking about her.
I tried to sleep, but, I can't stop.
Am I obsessed with you?
I do my best not to want you
But I do all the time
Want you all the time
I won't stop. She's my life.
But I do all the time
I want you all the time
Am I obsessed with you?
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Obsessed by Miley Cyrus
A Little Happy 12th Birthday Gift To Me!
What? No cake?
Aw, pellets!
Excuse the cheesy-ness, I wrote this a month ago.