How you ask….
"My onii-sama…so strong and so beautiful, how is it possible that you are mine?"
Yuuki asked leaning on Kaname.
"How…you ask", he said with an inner voice which never reached Yuuki's ears.
He knew that οne day or one night, he would have to give an answer for all of these tears that now filled Yuuki's eyes as she drank his blood and his emotions catalyzed her veins. He knew that one day he would have to say his story…but then…
"Memories will flood the present and dominate the future. A past that cannot be forgotten with all the purebloods spells I know. Moments that are now unreachable, hours and moments I cannot afford to recall, as the pain numbs my heart. Not because they are sad and bitter, full of regret and despair.
To be honest, I do not care about those moments which are filled with sorrow as they have well haunted my eternity. On the contrary, I must confess that it is the moments of happiness that I do not dare recall; in them lays the real pain. Because they will never repeat again and what I felt, loved and lived once, will never come again. And so…it is unbearable for me to remember, the love we had. The feeling of losing what I've been fighting for all of these years…promise me, you won't make me feel that again. No more sacrifices, isn't that what you said? How funny it is, as history made you sound like a liar. But there was a time, like a fairytale, that you really meant it…And you were called Aeries…".