The guitar echoed through the trees as the wind bristled his hair. I was captivated the moment we met eyes. His soothing voice made me fall for him all the more. He smiled, showing his perfect teeth as he sang his perfect song.
"All I saw was you, couldn't believe it was true. I was lovestruck the moment you came in the room. You make me stutter, but you know I love it. You make me smile, cause with you my life is lit. I can't live without you, my girl, my love, my world."
I reached out and held his hand. He stopped playing and looked at me anxiously. "Did you not like it?" I could hear the nervousness and disappointment in his voice.
I shook my head and smiled that goofy smile when I'm around him. "No, I didn't. I loved it." Everything was perfect. "You're amazing." I told him. He blushed and put the guitar back.
"Haha, thanks fi. Means a lot to me." He smiled and looked at me in the eye. His eyes were so amazing; blue, green, and a hint of grey. They were magical and matched his disheveled brown hair in a way that was indescribable. I was so estastic he showed me this amazing song, I was at a loss for words. Instead I just sat there, hoping he knew how much I appreciated it. "I hope Ness likes it." He lifted his gaze and his eyes showed so much love. My heart dropped. I was speechless, but in a different way than before.
"U-uh, what?" I couldn't believe what I was hearing.
"Ness?" He looked at me confusedly as he mentioned my best friend. "I made this song for her. I'm going to ask her to the Sadie Hawkins Dance." He stared at his guitar nervously, "I really hope she likes it. I poured my heart out writing this. I'm glad I got a second opinion on it before I showed her." He smiled at me gratefully. "Thanks again, fi."
My insides were cold. The boy I loved, that I thought I had a shot with loved my best friend. He was still waiting for me to respond but I couldn't feel anything. My heart had been broken, and he didn't even know. I clutched at my chest and tried to breath. I couldn't. It hurt too much.
"Hey, fi?" You okay?" he asked, concerned. No. Don't be kind to me if you don't feel anything for me.I couldn't stand this. I stood up and kept my face hidden in my hair. I couldn't look at him. Not without my heart aching more.
"I-I'm fine." I lied. "Heartburn."
He reached out and put his hand on my shoulder, trying to peek at my face. "Are you sure? Need me to bring you to the doctor?" I shook my head vigorously.
"N-NO!" I bit my lip. "It's nothing. Go to Ness. She'll love your song." I know I did. I ran out of the room as fast as I could. My breath was heavy and my vision was blurred, but I didn't stop. I never looked back. I knew if I did, I could never give up on him. So I ran. I ran until I reached my house, and I cried my heart out. I cried out all the memories of him, everything I love, no, loved, about him. I cried until my dreams was the only thing that stopped my tears.