Disclaimer: I do not own Glee…I can only dream I did.
BANG!BANG!BANG!
This is what I am awoken by at 3:45 in the morning on a Saturday. Groaning I pull myself out of bed and yell to whoever is at the damn door
"JESUS CHRIST…..WHOEVER YOU ARE…..YOU BETTER HAVE ONE HELL OF A REASON TO BE BANGING ON MY DOOR THIS EARLY!" As I yank open the door it takes a moment to register who it is.
"Rachel, what are you doing here?"
"I am sorry Quinn. I know it is early and I just, I didn't know where else to go."
I look at here for a moment before saying "Come in Rachel."
I lead her into my living room and we sit down. The tension is so sharp in the room that you can get cut if you move to quickly. You see the last time I saw Rachel was when she left me for Finn. She tried to stay friends but I didn't want that and I made that clear the last time we spoke which was well over 7 years ago when I reluctantly had to go to the train station with everyone from Glee to say goodbye.
As I sit here lost in my thoughts for who knows how long, it takes Rachel touching my arm to shake me out of them only for me to realize that she has been talking this whole time. "I'm sorry…what?" I didn't miss the sadness in her eyes from me not listening. "I said, can we please talk?"
"What do you want Rachel? I have said all I had to say to you."
"Quinn, I miss you. I miss us. I miss how we were. I made a mistake in choosing Finn and I am so so sorry."
I sat in silence. I am shocked to the point of I feel like I am going to be sick. That lasted all of 2 seconds before HBIC came out. "NO! YOU DON'T GET TO DO THIS TO ME. NOT AFTER ALL THIS TIME, IT HAS BEEN 7 YEARS SINCE I HAVE TALKED TO YOU. 8 SINCE WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER. I HAVE IGNORED ALL YOU ATTEMPTS AT CONTACT FROM YOU. YOU CHOOSE FINN AND NOW YOU GET TO LIVE WITH THAT. YOU DON'T GET TO COME BACK AFTER THIS LONG AND SAY THESE THINGS TO ME. IT ISNT FAIR AND I WONT HAVE IT. NOW GET OUT!"
Rachel just looked at me and said quietly "I am so sorry Quinn and I will leave but I want you to know that I am not giving up on us, not again. I left because I was scared and I didn't want to get hurt. I will show you that we do belong together. I know it has been a long time but I believe it an…."
"Rachel please just leave. I can't do this." I interrupted her rambling.
"Okay Quinn but I WILL be back, just know that."
A/N so this is my first attempt at a fan fiction. I have a awesome story in mind and I hope you all like it. Please review and let me know what you all think. I know I left some things in the air but have no fear I will explain things. There will be flashbacks later explaining all. I have no beta so this doesn't get reviewed beforehand by anyone but me. I have read and read many times trying to make sure it is just right. There will be other characters from the show worked in.