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Rating: MA for some sex, Man on Man no like no read!
Pairing: Harry/Remus/Sirius and Ron/Severus
Summary: Harry, Sirius, and Remus were together for a couple of months when Harry just stopped being with them. He said that he just didn't like them like that anymore, that he cared for someone else. The next night at the opening of a new diner called Heaven's Beast Harry's seen with his new love: Cronje, the head of werewolf's aurors force.
A/N: This is for a friend of mine, she is always writing me Jack/Owen fics, and so now I'm going to write her a Harry/Sirius/Remus fic. Thanks Druantia for all the hard work you put into those fics for me! It really means a lot to me! People her fics are great! Go check them out! Here's a shortcut to her page, of course only go there after you've reviewed this! Lol! Heart's Desires
Chapter 1:
Remus' Pov
"I don't understand, Sirius. What's happening. Why did he leave us?" I asked my mate, well, one of my mates. The other had just walked out the door saying that it was over and that he couldn't be with us again, that he didn't mean to hurt us, and hopes that one day we can forgive him.
"I don't know baby. I really don't know. Look, I'll talk to Ron in the morning. Maybe he'll know something. Hell, maybe by morning Harry will have come to his senses and will be back begging us to forgive him." He told me with a sad smile shot my way. I could smell the tears. I walk over and wrap my arms around him as my own tears fall.
"Oh baby, it'll be ok, you'll see. I promise I'll fix it somehow, ok." Sirius said as he pulled me onto his lap and kissed me gently. I whimper slightly but nod none the less. I just don't understand. "Was it me? Did I do something to upset him? I swear I didn't mean to. I'll- Sirius if he just wants to be with you only, I'll leave. That way you two can be happy. You know I'd do anything I could to make you happy, right?" I ask with a faint whimper. What if he just didn't want to be with a wolf?
"We both know Harry's not like that. He wouldn't have lied and hurt everybody. If it were that, he would have told us about it from the get go. Besides, even if it were that, which I'm sure it's not, I wouldn't leave you Remus. Not after I finally got to be with you." He tells me before pulling me tighter to his chest.
"I love you Remus, you know that. I will not leave you. Not now, not ever. I only wish I had realized that this is what I wanted back in school, then I wouldn't have wasted so much time with all those nobodies." Sirius told me before turning me around and pushing me down onto the bed. I knew what he was doing. He wanted to distract me for awhile, hoping that I might forget even if only for a little bit.
He kissed me again; just a light kiss against the lips at first, before pressing an bit harder, trying to coaxe my lips open. He gently started to nibble at my lower lip asking me for permission to enter. I smile slightly and allow him entrance. He slips his tongue in and starts a small battle with my own. He dips his hips down to rub against my own making me groan into the kiss. I allow him to win our 'battle'. Sirius leans his head forward and whispers an I love you into my ear before trapping the lobe in between his teeth and begin to nip at it.
His tongue darts out and licks at the shell of my ear making me shiver as he rubs himself against the side of my leg, teasing me. His hands move to my shirt as he lowers himself down to my chest area. He slowly unbuttons the first button, then dips his head down to kiss, lick, and nip at the newly exposed skin. He undoes the second button and procedes to continue his adventure with his mouth. Then the third goes and he kisses and nippes his way to the right to capture one of my hardened nipples in between his teeth. He nips harshly making me gasp at the pain before he licks at the abused area tenderly making me moan. His hand comes up and pinches at the other nipple making me groan and buck my hips up hoping to get some sort of friction.
I can feel his smirk against my chest and groan knowing he's going to make me beg. He always does. I don't know what it is, but it always seems to get him off. Yet even when I do beg, he makes me wait for what I want until he feels like giving it to me. I didn't beg once when he told me to do so. He left me tied up and hard for an hour before coming in to see if I was ready to play again. Needlessly to say I've never did that again. I feel his hands slide down my chest to the waist of my pajama bottoms.
When did he get my shirt off? He was suddenly sucking and nipping and biting at my collarbone. He pulled back to look at the obvious mark he left there before leaning back in and kissing the area gently. He reached up and kissed me on the lips again before he slipped a hand beneath my bottoms rubbing at my semi-hard cock making me gasp and buck up into his hand.
"Gods above Padfoot I need you to take me now!" I growl out wanting nothing more then to cum right then and there. Suddenly I feel the ring around my member and groan knowing that this is going to be a long night. I lean my head forward to meet him in a sloppy kiss and groan when I feel him take my pants off. He breaks the kiss and turns me on my stomach. He starts to massage down my back making any tense muscle relax for him. He has me quivering with need by the time his hands slid over the swell of my ass. He slips a finger in between the crack, running his finger over my entrance slightly, making me gasp and jerk forward.
Yet he doesn't stay there and start to stretch me like he normally does. He lets his hands slide down to my thighs and starts to caress them making me moan in pleasure. He knows how sensitive my inner thighs are. Without a second thought, I stretch my legs as far apart as I could get them. I wanted him to touch me and he knew it, yet I know he won't touch me!
"Sirius please, baby please I need you! I need you in me, right here, right now. Take me!! I'm begging you baby please, can't you see how hard I am?! That's all for you. Don't you want me anymore Sirius?!" I beg him shamelessly; I would say anything to get my mate to be inside of me! I whimper when I still feel him teasing my thighs. I lean forward onto my forearms and lift my ass into the air and spread my legs as far as possible before looking over my shoulder with the half lidded eyes and licked my lips before speaking again.
"Take me now, please I want to feel your member inside of me, filling me up until I can't take it any more and cum. Please baby make me yours." I beg him knowing that saying that would make him want to take me. I got what I wanted when I felt his hands trail up to my ass and caress it before spreading them. I moaned in anticipation, wanting nothing more than for him to slide his fingers inside of me. I nearly screamed in surprise and pleasure when I felt his tongue push past the muscles holding him out of me. I started to pant, and my erection was now painfully hard and Sirius still had the ring strapped tight around me. I scream out in pleasure when his tongue hits that nub of pleasure. I don't know how much more I can take, I feel like I'm about to burst.
I couldn't stop the whimper that came when Sirius pulled his face away and started to stretch me with two of his fingers. Groaning I pushed back onto them hoping to get him to rub against my prostate again. Still he wanted me to learn patience, so he slowly started to rub his finger around until he found it, and lightly caressed over it making me gasp breathlessly. I cried out in protest when his fingers finally left me.
"Put it back in, put it back in, put it back in! Sirius please!" I called out shoving my ass back wanting to get him back in me. I heard him move away from me and really started to whimper. Why was he leaving? Then I heard clothes moving. Ah, he was undressing. I groaned again and pushed my ass as far in the air as I could get it. I just wanted my mate in side of me, and now! I wanted to connect with him again.
Sirius turned me over again and kissed me, I whimpered into his mouth, but he would not relent until I kissed him back. "I love you so much Remus. You have no idea how lucky I am to have you at my side. Tell me you love me too baby, I need to hear it, please." Sirius asked me.
"Of course I love you baby! How could you ever doubt it?" I asked while jerking my hips to rub against him. I don't think I can talk anymore, and I'm not too sure I want to anyway, I just want him inside of me! I go to turn myself over again when he grabs my hips and holds me still.
"I want to see you as I take you. I want to watch as you cum for me," is all he says before spreading my legs and going in between them himself. He grabs himself and gets into the right position and pushes into me in one go before going still. I'm nothing but a mess of gasp and moans and groans now. I can barely hear his own meows of pleasure over my pounding heart. I feel him start to move inside of me, too slow. Far to slow, and gods I feel every movement. I groan and try to push back to go faster, but he just holds me still. I wonder how he holds out just as long as me. Still he's in me and moving and I can feel him.
"Say you need me, Moony. Say you love me. Say you want me," I hear him gasp above me. I go to say it, but can't get more than a moan out. I can barely do more the thrust my hips back to meet his. He leans his head down and kisses at the side of my neck. "Please say it Moony. Please." He begs me. It was the first time he's ever begged me.
"I need you Padfoot, I always have, oh god harder Padfoot!" Was all I managed to get out before I lost all control of my voice and lost all coherent thought. Apparently he understood because suddenly he's moving faster and pushing sloppy kisses to any skin he can reach. He pulls back and slams back in and just as he hit that area in me he releases the ring, I cum harder than I ever had before and he follows just behind me. He using what's left of his energy to collapse next to me and not on me. I moved over and kissed him before letting him pull me closer. I laid my head on his chest and started to doze off hoping that when I woke both my mates were with me.
Sirius' Pov
I groaned slightly as I started to wake up when light started to shine down through the window. Obviously we forgot to shut them when we were arguing. Arguing. That's right, Harry left. I can't believe that he left us. What is going on with him?! I mean come on, he's been acting weird for a couple of weeks now. I just don't know what to make of it! I know he's not just 'out of love'; it just doesn't work that way. In fact it would be easier if it did, but it doesn't so I don't know what's going on with him!
I hear a noise by the door. I wonder who's home. I slip my boxers on hoping it's Ron. I walk to the door after closing the curtains so Remus can sleep a bit longer. I open the door and catch Severus as he starts to walk up to his and Ron's landing.
"Severus, hey, where's Ron?" I ask hoping to have this all sorted out before Remus even wakes up. He sighs but turns and waits for me to explain further as to why I need his mate.
"Harry, well he- He left us last night. Said that he just fell out of love. I don't know what's going on but I was hoping Ron might have a clue," I tell him finally, knowing he'll give me nothing if I said nothing.
"They're both at the office. Well, I think so anyway. We were out having dinner when Harry walked in and said he needed Ron for awhile. I thought it was work related, but it was probably just him telling Ron what happened. You did tell him it just doesn't work that way right?" he asked shortly. He actually looked rather tired.
"Hey what's up with you? Were you up at the potions store all night again?" I asked. After the war was over he went and opened his own shop; after all he was great with potions. Harry and Ron had both become Aurors. Me and Remus pretty much still work for Hogwarts. Ok well Remus does; I just go there because he's there.
"Yeah, I think I might have a break through on the whole Werewolf thing. Just don't tell Remus, he'll get all excited and if it doesn't work out he'll be disappointed and then Ron will be, too. Anyway I suggest you find out what you've done to mess things up this time Black, then apologize or you won't be having both in your room for along time, which is something I didn't need a mental image about." He tells me before sweeping up the steps to his landing. Werewolf thing? He must really be tired.
I sigh and decide nothing can be done till Ron gets home, which most likely won't be till tonight some time. I turn and go back into the room. I stand just inside the door and watch as Remus sleeps. I don't understand what's going on, or how anyone could willingly want to leave him. He's too beautiful to leave, ever. I just hope I can really fix this. I hate it when he's hurting. What's more it's killing me too. I wonder if it's because of me that he left. That he decided that it's sick to be with me. I don't know if I could handle that. I'm not sure how I would handle that. Well. besides trying to make them both happy, even if it is without me.
Remus stirs and looks around until his eyes land on me. He smiles at me and I wonder again how anybody could ever not love this man. He tilts his head slightly when I don't come to the bed by him. "Sirius?" He asks quietly. I shake my head and smile at him before crawling over and getting under the covers with him.
"Last night was fun, we should do it again." I purr into his ear making him shiver. I smile and kiss his neck just behind his right ear where he's really sensitive. I hear a small gasp before I pull him to me and kiss him on the lips, wanting to taste him. He opens for me and I take what I want before pulling back and laying down, dragging him with me.
"Come on, lets get some more sleep ok," I say. He nods and rests his head on my chest as he curves his body to fit against mine. I hope I can fix this for all our sakes is the last thing I can think of before drifting off to sleep with my mate in my arms.
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TBC….
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