Fuuei: Yahahahahah! After a LONG slump, I'm finally back!!!! And this is the prologue
of my Romance fic!!!! Woo hooo!!!! Hmm… the prologue is actually the POV of my main character (that is the girl), and I can't put this in the fic "Saiyuki Characters' POV" since she's not a character from Saiyuki, so I put this HERE!!!!
Hakkai: Thank you for all the people who has been waiting for this fic, ne… Especially Lo Xiang… Well, I'm also glad that Fuuei wrote the prologue… so she'll stop sighing…
Fuuei: -_- What do you mean by that, Hakkai? Oh, the prologue may be quite bloody, angsty and umm… * blush * perverted…? Anyways, please read and review to give me either complements or flames! Yeah, I accept flames!!! As long as you review and tell me what you think, it's OK!
Sanzo: Ch'! She's so happy when this Prologue is so angsty… Baka baka girl…
Fuuei: Of COURSE I'm happy!!!! Exams just finished today and I'm going for a great holiday filled with pingpong!!! Nyahahahaha!!!! Ok, I present to you all…
Goku & Gojyo: TADADADAN!!!!!
Fuuei: The prologue of my FIRST Romance fic…
Goku & Gojyo & Hakkai: TADADADAN!!!!!!!!
Sanzo: * touches forehead and shakes head * I'm not going to do this…
Fuuei: Entitled— Lost Love.
Sanzo: What kind of a stupid title is THAT???
Fuuei: SHUT UP! * kicks Sanzo *
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4 guys + 1 girl = Changed Fate
Prologue (Lost Love)
Looking at the bright night sky, I sighed. The serene night has a calming and tender effect on people, but it is also the reason of divine hatred. I have always no idea of why I am so drawn to the night when I am despising it so much. When the blue sky turns orange, then red, then the red orb sets, the calm night starts to fall. Somehow, I learnt from the 'knowledgeable' villagers that night represents the ominous darkness. The night sky… The darkness… it makes people out of their minds, not being themselves… Being puppets filled with anger and madness…
Having no idea of what to do next, I went to 'visit' them. Somehow, I did not wash the dark blood off my hands just now. The two bodies lie in front of me, not moving. I still have no idea of what pushed me that time that results in this sad and frustrating tragedy. It was like I had no conscious at all when I kept the knife into the sheath and brought it along with me. After some moments, I finally moved my body in order to bury them and let them to rest in peace.
Hot tears are streaking down my cheeks. These acid rivers are so corrosive that it hurts when I felt them crossing my cheeks. They are like burning my face and my heart. Maybe I am not supposed to have a heart… Maybe, I was not supposed to be born… Being a girl with both black hair and eyes like the darkness, everyone hates me. Everyone is afraid of me. Everyone wants to beat me. Not being a 'she' but an 'it', I am not wanted by everyone… except them.
They, my birth parents, cared for me, accepted me and loved me. However, all of these are just past tense. These warmth, care and love are gone. How could they suddenly turned so wild and attack me? How could they have wanted to kill me? Why did they do this to me? But… what I cannot forgive is the fact that I actually… killed them. With these bloodstained hands and a knife, I actually killed them!
Wandering alone this late at night, I thought I was not going to be disturbed by anyone. But… I was wrong. "Oh, you're that pretty lil' damned witch, huh? Heh, looking closer, you're actually quite beautiful… Eheheh… wow, these body curves? Irresistible… Eheheheh, never mind, I'll accept you… Heh…" That man started to caress my cheek. Then, he pinned me to the wall and surround both of his hands around my waist. "You can't 'scape, ma darlin'." Having an empty soul, I did not resist his hands from touching my body curves.
There is no more meaning for my life. I do not care anymore even if I have to be humiliated by this man… How I wish someone can hug me with affection and love… but… all has gone. I am all alone. Everything… does not matter… anymore… "I wish I can be with you forever… But… I know this is impossible…" A vision appeared in my head and I can see myself talking with another man. I cannot see who the man was, but I know that he is someone very important to me.
My eyes suddenly became big round plates, and as the perverted man was about to kiss my lips, I took out my knife and stabbed him. Blood started to cover me again. Before kissing my lips, he fell, face flat on the ground. I felt my legs started to move without my permission. I began to run as fast as I could back to my so-called 'house'. I huffed as I reached there. I glance at the knife I kept holding after killing that man. Another person… I killed another person today… In just one night, three people were killed under my bloody knife…
"We didn't mean to do this, but… thank you…" He fell. "Even without us, you have to survive with your… own power… And… remember, we… love you… AAARRRGGGGHHHHHHHH!" She fell, after having her last scream. I pulled the knife out from her body and shook tremendously. I love both of you too… Why? Why did these all happen to me? Everyone feels so far away from me… Can I not have a better tomorrow? Can I not live happily? Oh God, please kill me… Somebody… please… kill me…
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Fuuei: Heave ho heave ho! Never thought there would be so many Sanzo-fans…!
Sanzo: BA~~~~KA.
Fuuei: Ok! This is the end of the prologue!!! Can you all guess who will be her lover? From the prologue, it seems that she is the reincarnation of Rinrei, right???
Homura: * suddenly pops out * RINREI!!! WHERE ARE YOU!!!!??????
Fuuei: * kicks Homura away * Nobody called you to come out!!!
Homura: AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH * flies away *
Sanzo & Homura fans: CHARGE!!!!!
Fuuei: Oooo o_O Quite strange… Sanzo and Homura fans are actually cooperating??? O_O WHA!? They're heading towards ME!~!! RUN!!!!! Ok, bye now! Review please!!! TASUKETE!!!!!!!!!