Author: .:Usagi-chan:.
Disclaimers: I don't own Sailormoon
Comments: Believe it or not, this is not a comedy. This is the
feeling I seem to be having right now.. It's not fun either... I hope
you like it. The song, 'Melodies of Life' is by Emiko Saritori i
think? something like that. . You can get it on napster under
'Final Fantasy IX' and 'Melodies of Life' It's really pretty....
Introducing:
Loneliness
I sat down next to the window as I watched the rain flowed
down the glass. Today I'm not as chipper as I usually am. I feel
empty. I feel as if someone has ripped my heart from my chest.
All I want is someone to snuggle into. But, no one is here.
Everyone has been nothing but nice to me. No one has done
anything bad to me. But I just feel lonely.
~*Alone for a while*~
I feel like there was someone there before. . . but now . . . that
someone is gone. But, where?
~*I've been searching through the dark*~
What is this loneliness I'm feeling? Why do I feel as if I miss
someone? Why does this feeling keep occuring?
~*For traces of the love you left*~
Where did you go? Why aren't you here with me?
~*Inside my lonely heart*~
~*To weave by picking up the peices that remain*~
I have this song in my heart. It brings me the comfort that
you've failed to.
~*Melodies of Life: Love's lost refrain*~
Why do I remember meeting you? In a past life, maybe? Were
you there before?
~*Our paths they did cross, now I cannot say just why*~
Is that the reason I miss you? Do I know you? Are you doing
this to me? Why do I long to hear your voice? What must I do
to be with you?
~*We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said,
"Good bye"*~
What happened to the love that we shared?
~*And who'll hear the echoes of stories never told?*~
~*Let them ring out loud 'till they unfold*~
Where are you? Come back to me! I choked back a sob.
~*In my dearest memories I see you reaching out to me*~
~*Though you're gone, I still believe that you can call out my
name*~
//Flashback\\
"Serenity!" called out a prince as he fell towards the ground.
"Endymion!!" I called out as I ran to his figure that lay on the
ground.
"Serenity. . ." He reached out and slightly touched my face. "I
love you. . ."
"No!! Endymion!! You can't leave me!! What will I do with you
you?!"
"You'll always know that, right? . . . ugghh" With that, he closed
his eyes and his head when limp.
"NOOOOO!!!!! My love. . ."
//End of Flashback\\
~*A voice from the past, joining your's and mine*~
Tears were rolling down my cheeks freely now. What
happened to you?
~*Adding up the layers of harmony*~
I miss you. . . The storm grew more fiercly now.
~*And so it goes on and on...*~
I don't know what happened to you. I don't even know you, but
yet, I still love you. . .
~*Melodies of Life*~
You know that, right? I'll always love you.
~*To the sky beyond the flying birds*~
~*Forever and beyond*~
//Flashback\\
"Serenity, may I have this dance?" asked a masked man as he
held out his hand to me.
"You may." We danced and danced, still I didn't know who this
man was. After a slow dance, he led me to the balcony where
the Earth shown brightly.
"You might you be?" I asked. When was I this formal? He
smiled a little.
"I might be whoever you wish," he replied. Then he kissed me.
Why is some stranger kissing me? We parted, and he took of
his mask.
"Endymion! I knew it was you!" We both shared a laugh.
"Your planet is not at peace now. Why are you here?" I asked
as I looked into his azure eyes.
"Because of you. I missed you."
//End of Flashback\\
~*So far and away*~
I miss you too. . .
~*See the bird as it fly's by*~
I wish that one day you will return to me, my prince.
~*Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky*~
But, is that only a dream? One day, will it come true?
~*I've laid my memories and dreams upon those wings*~
I hope it will, because I can't stand this any longer.
~*Leave them now*~
~*And see what tomarrow brings*~
//Flashback\\
I sighed as I enjoyed the peace and serenity of the cool night
air. The Earth looked beautiful tonight. It does every night, but
tonight, it was beyond gorgeous. I wonder if he's thinking of
me. Because I seem to be thinking of him. I sang out a tune
that seemed to be in my heart. It made me feel better at times
when I wish for his pressence.
"Serenity!" called out my mother.
"Yes, Mother?" I called back.
"It's time for you to go to sleep."
"Okay." I glanced one more time at the Earth. "I love you,
Endymion." I walked back into my room and fell asleep with
thoughts of the prince of the Earth in my mind.
//End of Flashback\\
~*In your dearest memories*~
Do you feel for the same longing I feel for? Or is just what
teens usually feel? I don't know.
~*Do you remember loving me?*~
What happened to us? What happened?
~*Was it fate*~
Where did our memories go? What happened to all those
times back then, when we were together? Is it only 'back then'
or does it mean something to you?
~*That brought us close and now leaves me behind?*~
I felt a single tear string down my face. The rain was clearing
up a little, but it was still dark and dim out.
"Was it all just a dream?" I whispered.
~*A voice from the past*~
"What's wrong, hunny?" asked someone behind me. I turned
around to see my father staring at me with a worried look on
his face. I smiled a little.
"Everything's fine," I lied. I wiped away my stray tear and put on
a fake smile.
"Okay." He walked out of the room. I know he didn't buy it, but
he seemed to think maybe I needed time alone. Anything but
being alone right now would be better.
~*Joining your's and mine*~
Somehow I know you know how I feel.
~*Adding up the layers of harmony*~
But are you really out there?
~*And so it goes on and on*~
Are you out there longing for my love as well?
~*Melodies of Life*~
//Flashback\\
"Endymion!! I can't live without you!!" I sobbed. He was gone.
My love. My soulmate. My one and only. . . . My life.
"My life." I can't live with out him. I pulled out his sword from it's
place at Endymion's side.
"Life is not worth living with out you." I faced the blade toward
my heart. "I can't live without you," I repeated. . . . . "I love you."
I plunged the blade into my chest. Blood soaked my white
dress. The pain was enormous. I would have screamed, but
after seeing my love die, all I could say was, "Uhgn..." I
collapsed over Endymion's limp body and there on my love's
dead corpse . . . I died.
"SERENITY!!" Faintly I heard my mother's cries, but it was too
late. My life has just ended.
//End of Flashback\\
~*To the sky beyond the flying birds*~
Thanks to my mother back then, I live now. In the future. I love
my mother, very much. But, did I become alive again just to
suffer life with out my love?
~*Forever and on-*~
~*If I should leave*~
What if I just end my life now so I won't have to live without his
love?
~*This lonely world behind*~
This loneliness is driving me insane.
~*Your voice will still remember our melody*~
But, somehow, I know you're still out there. Waiting for me.
We'll be together someday.
~*Now I know we'll carry on*~
Please. Keep waiting. I will come soon. I'll find you.
~*Melodies of Life*~
Keep up hope, because we'll be together soon.
~*Come circle 'round and grow deep in our hearts*~
Just keep the memory inside you . . . alive.
~*As long as we remember*~
Okay, so how was it? Didja cry? Didja go 'Kami-sama, this is
really stupid!' Or didja go 'Kami-sama, this is one good fic!' or
didja just sit there? Let me know!! 'cause I wanna know!! Well,
goodbye for now!! Untill my next fic is submitted!!
your friend,
.:Usagi-chan:.
Disclaimers: I don't own Sailormoon
Comments: Believe it or not, this is not a comedy. This is the
feeling I seem to be having right now.. It's not fun either... I hope
you like it. The song, 'Melodies of Life' is by Emiko Saritori i
think? something like that. . You can get it on napster under
'Final Fantasy IX' and 'Melodies of Life' It's really pretty....
Introducing:
Loneliness
I sat down next to the window as I watched the rain flowed
down the glass. Today I'm not as chipper as I usually am. I feel
empty. I feel as if someone has ripped my heart from my chest.
All I want is someone to snuggle into. But, no one is here.
Everyone has been nothing but nice to me. No one has done
anything bad to me. But I just feel lonely.
~*Alone for a while*~
I feel like there was someone there before. . . but now . . . that
someone is gone. But, where?
~*I've been searching through the dark*~
What is this loneliness I'm feeling? Why do I feel as if I miss
someone? Why does this feeling keep occuring?
~*For traces of the love you left*~
Where did you go? Why aren't you here with me?
~*Inside my lonely heart*~
~*To weave by picking up the peices that remain*~
I have this song in my heart. It brings me the comfort that
you've failed to.
~*Melodies of Life: Love's lost refrain*~
Why do I remember meeting you? In a past life, maybe? Were
you there before?
~*Our paths they did cross, now I cannot say just why*~
Is that the reason I miss you? Do I know you? Are you doing
this to me? Why do I long to hear your voice? What must I do
to be with you?
~*We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said,
"Good bye"*~
What happened to the love that we shared?
~*And who'll hear the echoes of stories never told?*~
~*Let them ring out loud 'till they unfold*~
Where are you? Come back to me! I choked back a sob.
~*In my dearest memories I see you reaching out to me*~
~*Though you're gone, I still believe that you can call out my
name*~
//Flashback\\
"Serenity!" called out a prince as he fell towards the ground.
"Endymion!!" I called out as I ran to his figure that lay on the
ground.
"Serenity. . ." He reached out and slightly touched my face. "I
love you. . ."
"No!! Endymion!! You can't leave me!! What will I do with you
you?!"
"You'll always know that, right? . . . ugghh" With that, he closed
his eyes and his head when limp.
"NOOOOO!!!!! My love. . ."
//End of Flashback\\
~*A voice from the past, joining your's and mine*~
Tears were rolling down my cheeks freely now. What
happened to you?
~*Adding up the layers of harmony*~
I miss you. . . The storm grew more fiercly now.
~*And so it goes on and on...*~
I don't know what happened to you. I don't even know you, but
yet, I still love you. . .
~*Melodies of Life*~
You know that, right? I'll always love you.
~*To the sky beyond the flying birds*~
~*Forever and beyond*~
//Flashback\\
"Serenity, may I have this dance?" asked a masked man as he
held out his hand to me.
"You may." We danced and danced, still I didn't know who this
man was. After a slow dance, he led me to the balcony where
the Earth shown brightly.
"You might you be?" I asked. When was I this formal? He
smiled a little.
"I might be whoever you wish," he replied. Then he kissed me.
Why is some stranger kissing me? We parted, and he took of
his mask.
"Endymion! I knew it was you!" We both shared a laugh.
"Your planet is not at peace now. Why are you here?" I asked
as I looked into his azure eyes.
"Because of you. I missed you."
//End of Flashback\\
~*So far and away*~
I miss you too. . .
~*See the bird as it fly's by*~
I wish that one day you will return to me, my prince.
~*Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky*~
But, is that only a dream? One day, will it come true?
~*I've laid my memories and dreams upon those wings*~
I hope it will, because I can't stand this any longer.
~*Leave them now*~
~*And see what tomarrow brings*~
//Flashback\\
I sighed as I enjoyed the peace and serenity of the cool night
air. The Earth looked beautiful tonight. It does every night, but
tonight, it was beyond gorgeous. I wonder if he's thinking of
me. Because I seem to be thinking of him. I sang out a tune
that seemed to be in my heart. It made me feel better at times
when I wish for his pressence.
"Serenity!" called out my mother.
"Yes, Mother?" I called back.
"It's time for you to go to sleep."
"Okay." I glanced one more time at the Earth. "I love you,
Endymion." I walked back into my room and fell asleep with
thoughts of the prince of the Earth in my mind.
//End of Flashback\\
~*In your dearest memories*~
Do you feel for the same longing I feel for? Or is just what
teens usually feel? I don't know.
~*Do you remember loving me?*~
What happened to us? What happened?
~*Was it fate*~
Where did our memories go? What happened to all those
times back then, when we were together? Is it only 'back then'
or does it mean something to you?
~*That brought us close and now leaves me behind?*~
I felt a single tear string down my face. The rain was clearing
up a little, but it was still dark and dim out.
"Was it all just a dream?" I whispered.
~*A voice from the past*~
"What's wrong, hunny?" asked someone behind me. I turned
around to see my father staring at me with a worried look on
his face. I smiled a little.
"Everything's fine," I lied. I wiped away my stray tear and put on
a fake smile.
"Okay." He walked out of the room. I know he didn't buy it, but
he seemed to think maybe I needed time alone. Anything but
being alone right now would be better.
~*Joining your's and mine*~
Somehow I know you know how I feel.
~*Adding up the layers of harmony*~
But are you really out there?
~*And so it goes on and on*~
Are you out there longing for my love as well?
~*Melodies of Life*~
//Flashback\\
"Endymion!! I can't live without you!!" I sobbed. He was gone.
My love. My soulmate. My one and only. . . . My life.
"My life." I can't live with out him. I pulled out his sword from it's
place at Endymion's side.
"Life is not worth living with out you." I faced the blade toward
my heart. "I can't live without you," I repeated. . . . . "I love you."
I plunged the blade into my chest. Blood soaked my white
dress. The pain was enormous. I would have screamed, but
after seeing my love die, all I could say was, "Uhgn..." I
collapsed over Endymion's limp body and there on my love's
dead corpse . . . I died.
"SERENITY!!" Faintly I heard my mother's cries, but it was too
late. My life has just ended.
//End of Flashback\\
~*To the sky beyond the flying birds*~
Thanks to my mother back then, I live now. In the future. I love
my mother, very much. But, did I become alive again just to
suffer life with out my love?
~*Forever and on-*~
~*If I should leave*~
What if I just end my life now so I won't have to live without his
love?
~*This lonely world behind*~
This loneliness is driving me insane.
~*Your voice will still remember our melody*~
But, somehow, I know you're still out there. Waiting for me.
We'll be together someday.
~*Now I know we'll carry on*~
Please. Keep waiting. I will come soon. I'll find you.
~*Melodies of Life*~
Keep up hope, because we'll be together soon.
~*Come circle 'round and grow deep in our hearts*~
Just keep the memory inside you . . . alive.
~*As long as we remember*~
Okay, so how was it? Didja cry? Didja go 'Kami-sama, this is
really stupid!' Or didja go 'Kami-sama, this is one good fic!' or
didja just sit there? Let me know!! 'cause I wanna know!! Well,
goodbye for now!! Untill my next fic is submitted!!
your friend,
.:Usagi-chan:.