I do not own any character from My So Called Life.
I am assuming the summer stated shortly after the letter incident.
Two and a half months after the letter….
Angela's POV: So I have spent the summer helping my mom at the print shop, hanging out with Ricky, Sharon and of course with Jordan Catalono. Everyday it's the same routine: work with mom from 7:00 till 1:00, call Ricky and Sharon, and lastly getting in Jordan's car never knowing where we will end up.
I am still head over heels in love with Jordan Catalono; but lately I have questioned his love or lack of for me. I never am given an option of what we do; it's always going to the loft to hear the band, go ride around, or park in the school parking lot to make-out. At first I did not mind doing the same old thing over and over, but now I think we need to break out of our bubble. I want to have the courage to take a stand and say 'no tonight I think we should go out to dinner,' but I am so scared that he will leave me, I sit like an obedient girlfriend and don't complain. The only thing that has improved is Jordan's constant obsession with sex, which of course only makes me question his reasoning. Is he getting it from someone else? What would make him suddenly stop trying to have sex with me? I mean we do other stuff like making out and I let unbutton my shirt and all. But, he is still Jordan freaking Catalono and his sex drive has obviously not just dried up.
Jordan did admit to not writing the letter, the night I got into his car and watched Brian get smaller and smaller. Thank goodness two weeks after the letter debacle, Brian was accepted into a photography internship at Florida State University. He will return in three days and I have no clue as to what I will say to him. I thought about writing him a letter, but I figured that would be way too ironic.
As far as Rayanne is concerned, I think I have forgiven her. I mean I have been extremely busy this summer and honestly did not have time to see her. She has called a few times and we talk mostly about all the gossip. She told me that she has been seeing a new guy from a high school across town. He sounds nice and supports her sobriety, so I think she is finally turning into a more reasonable person. She never did have much self-confidence; though she acted as she did, it was all an act. She told me that she stopped braiding her hair, took a few of her piercings out, and starting buttoning her shirts so her bra did not show. For the first time since I have known Rayanne she seems to wanting to think about the future and wanting a better life. I know that she literally broke my heart by sleeping with Jordan; but I like to think of that as the old Rayanne, and I hope I can be better friends with the new Rayanne.
So my summer is almost over, and my junior will start in five short days, hopefully it will be as adventuress as my sophomore year.
The remainder of the story will have dialog from the characters as their junior year begins.