Music or song by Rascal Flats. The song is What Hurts The Most and it is in Draco POV. Luv ya guys and please review!
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me.
I was always mad at my father for making me make fun of or be rude to Hermione.
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out. I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though going on with you gone still upsets me.
I was in my room crying a few tears because Hermione was dead, I was really devastated, but I couldn't let my father know because he was the on that killed her.
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay, but that's not what gets me.
I have to - all the time - pretend I'm okay to keep my father proud of me.
What hurts the most, was being so close.
We weren't friends but we were close in the way we could be - fighting. It was the best I could get.
And having so much to say, and watching you walk away.
I had so much to tell her, like how much I love her and want to marry her. And then watching my father kill her right in front of me.
And never knowing what could have been and not seeing that loving you, is what I was tryin' to do.
Now - thanks to my father - I couldn't see her with her friends, smiling, laughing. I couldn't love her. And - if she had lived - maybe after the war I would've been able to marry her.
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go, but I'm doing it.
Every single place I go at or around Hogwarts just reminds me of her, but I have to get through it.
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone.
Every time I see her friends I feel like breaking down. But I know life has to go on.
Still harder, getting up getting dressed living with this regret but I know if I could do it over I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken.
The hardest part is that life goes on. The regret for not standing up to my father comes in a close second though. Then just wish that I could tell her everything that I saved in my heart and left unspoken.
What hurts the most, is being so close and having so much to say, and watching you walk away.
Then I also remember at the Yule Ball when I asked her to dance and she said yes. Now she is gone and I'll never be able to relive any memories.
And never knowing, what could have been and not seeing that loving you, is what I was trying to do. What hurts the most was being so close.
And my father never even gave me time to know what would have happened if she had just lived though the war. All I'd ever wanted to do was love her and have her love me. She was the only thing I ever wanted and my father took her.
And having so much to say and watching you walk away and never knowing what could have been and not seeing that loving you is what I was trying to do.
And then I bent my head down to her breathless body and whispered, "I love you, Hermione, and wish we could have had a great future."
Then she was buried along with my heart.
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