Summary: Edmund and Lucy have been back in England for two months and Lucy hasn't been herself since then. What happens when Lucy, Edmund, and Susan go back to Narnia? WARNING: Flames will be met with sarcasm.

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Third Person POV

"Lu? Lu? LUCY!" Edmund said as he tried to get the attention of his younger sister.

"What is it Ed? You know you don't have to yell." Lucy said with a smile and a faraway look in her eyes.

"You've been acting like this since we got back two months ago. I cannot pretend to know what has been bothering you so I got you this." He said as he handed her a journal. "Write down whatever you're thinking about and maybe your brain will return to England. Don't show anyone what you write. This way you really write what you feel with no restrictions."

"You've been really worried about me haven't you?" Lucy said slightly embarrassed. She had been day dreaming again. She always dreamed of the one thing she knew she could never have. What she wanted was the love of a king or more specifically the love of the king that loved her sister. Her stupid perfect sister that could pick up any guy she wanted and drop him just as easily. The worst part was that the guys never even seemed to care that they had been dumped. They felt themselves lucky to have even earned her attention. This journal will be a good thing. Edmund has always been the best brother to me.

"Well, obviously. Haven't you been listening?" Edmund said as he laughed.

"Random side note but where is Susan?" Lucy asked nonchalantly, hoping Edmund wouldn't pry.

"She's off with her newest beau." Edmund said with as much disgust as Lucy felt. There was something else to his voice though. He was worried for Lucy.

"Of course she is. When will they realize that she doesn't love them, she just got bored. All she ever wants is a new boy toy to play with." Lucy said a little bit more passionately than she had meant to. She knew she had gone too when Edmund's eyebrows started to rise.

"Do you want to talk about it?" He asked.

"You would laugh at me." She said matter of factly.

"You know I would never do that." He said.

"Not to my face, but you would think my little daydream was ridiculous. You know I could never compare with Susan." She said as tears welled up in her eyes.

He finally understood. "You don't have to answer this if you don't want to, but when we were on the Dawn Treader, what were you having nightmares about?"

"You ask me like you already know." She said apprehensively.

"I don't, I'm just connecting the dots." He said, probing into her expression.

"Ok, I will tell you on one condition." She said as she looked trusting into his face. At that moment, Susan came in.

"Hello I'm back. Lucy are you ok? You look like you've been crying." Susan said with concern.

"I'm fine. I guess it's just my time of the month or something." Lucy said and tried to make it convincing.

Apparently Susan bought it because she smiled and started to leave. Right as she approached the door, they all felt a familiar sensation.

"Why are you pinching me?" They all screamed at once. "I am not pinching you!" They all said again in unison and then exchanged a glance as they realized what was happening. They were returning to Narnia.

Author's Note: It makes me sad that jealousy is not a story category.

REVIEW! I am new to Fanfiction and would greatly appreciate your opinion. Also, I have up to Chapter 4 written and I am holding them hostage until I get reviews.