Dreams: Hiya, I'm back! I finally decided that i would do another Shugo Chara FanFiction bu this time one with KukaixAmu! Hope ya enjoy!
Kukai: This will add to the not very long list of Kukamu FanFics! Do your best!
Amu: Dreams does not own Shugo Chara but she does own this story!
Amu's POV
I Was always the kind of shy and not talkitive person in my school, I used to have a maximum of 15 words i could say a day. I did this to myself because i was afraid of messing up, of being a failure at everything. This started from an incident in Kindergarden when I spoke up in one of my classes and said the wrong answer to a math problem and the whole class laughed. A pretty lame excuse, but it still didn't stop me, I still was never open with anyone. Me not being open wasn't from that day in Kindergarden but my crappy home life. My parents faught all the time, and my father was an acholic and my mom, a drug addict. Sometimes I would catch my dad with weed too but not as much as my mother. Me and my sister Ami didn't have a room and would have to sleep on the couch because my mom and dad both had seperate rooms, not leaving room for us in our stupid 2 bedroom apartment.
On days when the fights got worse I would huddle in any corner i could find plug my ears and hum the tune of a lluaby my grandmother use to sing to me when she was still alive. Yes, all of this USED to be me. Then I met him.
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Now I'm going into to my 2nd year of highschool, and me and my family decided that we should move to Japan seeing how it was cheaper there. I was now 16 and i decided to change. I couldn't be invisible anymore. I wouldn't let my parents stand in the way of my happiness! My sister and I still didn't have our won bedroom in Japan ethier, but we where just lucky they still fed us. In the new house I wasn't allowed in their rooms but they left frequently going to clubs.
I found a secret spot in my dads bedroom. It was a secret room in his closet. I had opened it and Ami accidently pushed me when she was walking and tripped over an old beer bottle on the floor. I fell face forward into a some-what compaced space, with a blue and purple shaggy rug laying flat on the floor in the shape of an oval. The walls where a yellow-ish tan color that was faded. Some of the wooden planks underneth where i had fallen where sticking u threatening to cut a sharp wound in me. From that day forward I would go there when I was frightened and sometimes even slept there, with my baby sister. My parents paid practically no attention to us. They didn't even notice when we where gone. Making it clear that we where both just mistakes in their eyes. That's why this year in school I promised myself to try and that I wouldn't be an out-cast anymore. I was gonna be me no excuses no hiding. Nothing.
-Dreams: Hope you like the first chapter it seems pretty good to me!
Amu: Yup it is i'm sure they're gonna love it!
Dreams: Thanks Amu! Well I will post the next chapter later tonight of tomorrow! R&R plx! Okay well ta ta for now! :P