Title: He'll Never Know
Characters/Pairings: Ziva, mentions of Tony. Implied Tiva
Rating: T or M
Summery: Tony and Ziva as teenagers. What happens when Ziva disobeys her fathers orders by going out with Tony? Written in Ziva's POV.
WARNING! Story contains implied physical and sexual abuse. There is one swear word. Don't like it? easy. Don't read it.
A/N: OK so i'm not sure about this or if it's even good so you my lovely flist get to read this first. This is my first ever fanfic. Constructive critisism is welcome :)I'm sorry if it isn't good but the plot bunnies came at me with bazooka and said "Do it or die Amadeus!"
He'll never know what I go though to stay with him. They say there are some things that people should never know. I could tell Tony everything but this. I couldn't even tell my own mother. Never would I ever tell anyone.
Never.
I come home every day and I try to be as good as possible but it never works. If I do one little thing wrong then I m punished. I'm thrown against the wall, punched, kicked and he rapes me. He fucking rapes me because of who I want to go out with. I scream out in agony. In so much pain but, he just keeps going.
and going.
and going.
He keeps hurting me more and more. Not caring about anything. He doesn't care. Not about me anyway. It hurts and I feel so sick that I throw up but no one will ever know. It's my secret. I'll keep it to the grave. Never let them see me cry and throw up after the horrendous torture. Never let them see me when I m weak or that I show emotion. Mossad has taught me that emotion is for weak people and weak people don't survive. They never survive the torture and pain. Like the torture my own flesh and blood puts me through. I used to think it was because he was stressed and he needed to release his anger so I let him. I let him use me as his own personal punching bag so to speak but Tony will never know. He is my boyfriend and I love him so much but he'll never know. He'll never know what I go though to be with him. My soul mate.
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