Chapter 1- First kiss

I was sitting here on the couch next to Jacob -the love of my life even if he doesn't know it- physically and legally I'm 16. I have never kissed a boy but I want my first kiss to be Jacob.

"Jake?" I ask nervously. "Yeah, Ness. what's up?" He said turning to face me. " I was just thinking.." I started, "you know how I haven't kissed any one? Well um.." I trailed off.

He nodded for me to go on . "I was wondering if um.. you would be my first kiss...?" I said scared of his reaction, but instead of running away he lent forward so his face was inches away from mine, "Are you sure you want this?" I just nodded, and lent forward until our lips touched, I put my arms around his neck. Then he pulled away .

"I'm sorry Nessie but I have to tell you something..." he started " I love you with all my heart." he said pulling me closer to hug me. "I love you too, Jacob."

"So, I was wondering if you would like to go on a date with me tonight?" he as. "Okay but I will have to check with dad.." then my phone buzzed in my pocket, I pulled it out and there was a new message from dad saying :

Yes, you can go as long as your back by midnight!

"Then yes I can go with you. Pick me up in an hour.. that should give Alice enough time to play Barbie with me." I said with a laugh. "Alright, 'bye Nessie." he said as he kissed me on the cheek.

"Nessie, Nessie, Nessie, I have the perfect dress!" Alice said as she came down the stairs, dress in hand. The dress was black and mid thigh length with a pink stripe around the middle, "here go put this on"she said shoving the dress in my face, " and these,"she said trusting a pair of black stiletto in to my face. So I went in to my room and changed.