I'm the one in the crowd who's standing alone
The one in a house that isn't a home
The smile, the twitch, the indifferent shrug
The wistful gaze, the too clingy hug
I'm the one who's screams are silent and raw
The one who's cries you hear no more
I'm the one who watched you with pride and joy
The one who's heart you played like a toy
I'm the one who loved you in spite of the pain
The one who got up, again and again
I was the fly and stuck in your web
There to abuse to your hearts content
Now that its over, I'm sorry I stayed
Sorry for all the games that we played
I let you win, now its back to the start
Time to mend my broken heart
As the tears run slowly down my face
I'm hugging my knees, staring into space
Time ticks on, its getting late
My sense of loss replaces the hate
I'm the one who will always care
I'm the idiot that still wants you here
I'm the one in the dark who's sobbing alone
When I realize your arms were my only true home
I'm the one who loves you, but is letting you go
For reasons only you will know
I'm the girl that you left in the dark
I'm the girl that you tore apart
I'm the girl who is saying goodbye
And hoping that maybe, you'll also cry.