***Author's note: Okay I wrote this a while ago. I really felt like I connected with Kagome when Inuyasha ran after Kikyo. Only I think she can't stand him when he does and hates him, I know I do. Well this was supposed to be a oneshot but it didn't work out that way. Well I hope you enjoy it. Please review!!!
FYI: I don't own Inuyasha, never plan on it... but I wish I did.
I Can't Take It Anymore, Inuyasha!
Whenever he chases after her it hurts me. Why can't he see that? Why can't he see that I love him? Whenever I try to get close to him and tell him I love him I get burned. He ruins the moment and starts a fight. Or runs after Kikyo. I can't take it anymore!
Today he went after her again and it made my heart ache to watch him go. Why do you hurt me this way, Inuyasha?!
When Inuyasha came back he looked dazed like he normally does after a confrontation with Kikyo. This hurt me more. Sango and Miroku were staring down at me with worried eyes.
What did they think of me? Did they pity me? They could see how much pain this causes me. Why can't he? How can he be so stupid and blind? He's so selfish and ignorant and hurtful! I hate him!
At dinner Inuyasha didn't talk to anyone. Not even me. It was still light out and I couldn't stand to stay in the same room with him. I hated him when he runs after her. To hate someone you love most...it's unbearable.
The feeling eats you away inside. Slowly, silently, killing you. Torture. How can someone live this way? How can someone stand it even for a moment? It feels like I should explode from all the emotion inside of me. I need to scream. I need to cry. I need a way to get the emotions out of me! It's killing me! Inuyasha, why can't you see that?!
A couple of minutes after I came outside, Inuyasha followed. Couldn't he leave me alone now? When I didn't want him to come after me? Couldn't he leave me be? Leave me alone in my misery? Let me suffer now that I want to?
He stood in front of me looking beautiful. My head was in my hands. He was looking down at me. Did he see it now? Did he see how much he hurt me? Does he even care? Does he even care about me? Has he always seen just tried to give me a message the nice way? To show that he doesn't care?
I was trying to hold back tears, and he could smell that. He reached his hand out to me. What was that supposed to mean? Did it mean that he did care? That he cared if I was sad?
"Kagome..." he whispered.
I couldn't stand the emotion anymore.
"I can't take it anymore, Inuyasha!" I exploded.
Sango, Shippo, Kirara, and Miroku ran outside after my out burst. They were alarmed. They stood in a stance that was ready to fight. They knew why I had yelled this, but apparently Inuyasha did not. He looked at me confused.
"Every time you go after her it hurts me! Can't you see that?" I yelled at him. I started to cry. I whipped the tears away with the back of my hand. Inuyasha slowly understood. "I can't hate you, even though I want to! But I don't want to love you anymore!" I screamed. I turned and started to run towards the well.
"What?" he asked. "Wait, Kagome!" he called after me. He started running after me.
As I ran I said, "Sit." Then I heard him hit the ground.
I jumped into the well and was met by the blue lights. I landed on the bottom of the well in my time. I climbed out still crying. When I burst though my from door still crying, my brother, mother, and grandfather - who were eating dinner - all looked alarmed.
"Kagome! What's wrong? Did something happen between you and Inuyasha?" my mother asked me.
I didn't stop running while I shook my head. I ran into my room and locked the door. I lay on my bed my head in the pillow, crying. It hurt so much.
This was the last time Inuyasha would hurt me. I wasn't going back. Of course, I had to go back to get my stuff, and I will probably go back to visit Miroku, Sango, Shippo, and Kirara, but I will never go to him again.
I felt a sharp pain in my heart. My sobbing slowed and I drifted to sleep.
*****Author's note: I hoped you liked it and read the next chapter. Please review!!!! Also check out my other Inuyasha stories!!!
