A/N: WARNING, SPOILERS: If you haven't read Specials, you might not want to read this because it contains spoilers. Zane is my favorite character, and I loved him and Tally as a couple- I thought they were perfect. His death made me cry a lot, and I wrote this short little thing after looking back at his death in the book just now. And sorry if this isn't very good- I wrote it very quickly. Please review- it would mean a lot to me!
Disclaimer: I own nothing, sadly.
Tally let the rain fall on her, a flood of water coming from the sky. Washing away her mistakes, her betrayals, and her regrets. Or maybe, causing them to go away for a while, and then come back later, doubled.
But she would take anything over the pain that she walked around with, the hurt that was deep in her every second. She would prefer to keep all the memories of everything she had done, if just one memory would disappear. It was actually two memories, but Tally thought of it as one.
Kissing Zane by the sea, which, for a few seconds, was a paradise. And then his trembling fingers brushing her, her mind becoming undone and disgusted. She had hurt him, had pushed him away... that was the last memory Zane would ever have of Tally Youngblood. Her disgust at him.
Then seeing him dead, right in front of her. It was her fault; she had done this to him. If it weren't for Tally, Zane would not have been dead. Without Zane, there was no point to living. His love was the only thing that had mattered.
Tally put her head in her hands, tears falling down her cheeks. Teardrops. She hadn't been able to cry since she had escaped from her fate of despecialization, and had finally been free, but with the memory of that last kiss on her mind. But now, several years later, the tears had come again.
Tears. Tears that she could only cry for one person. The person that she still loved more than anyone else. And the person who was gone forever.