[Disclaimer: I do not own Torchwood, I am only borrowing these characters for my own entertainment purposes. I do not own Doctor Who either. Both belong to BBC. I am not making any profit from this.

A/N; Okay guys, my first story in a long time! I've had this idea since I saw Children Of Earth. I need a way to bring him back! So I came up with this. Please, constructive criticism welcome, but no flaming! I'm going to make this as long as possible, without it dragging on. So… enjoy!]

Beyond The Darkness

When Suzie shot herself, it was pretty bad. Then she was brought back to life and almost killed Gwen in the process. That was a little bit worse. When Suzie died again, well, no-one actually cared that much. Owen's death was a shock. Of course, he was brought back to life to get information that we needed, and, like Suzie, didn't fade back into death. At least he didn't drain Jack of his life force. Not that I think that would have mattered much. Go forward and we have beautiful, lonely, wonderful Tosh, bleeding to death after being shot by Gray and remaining calm as she told us the fate of Owen, having got trapped at the nuclear power station. He'd left us for the second time, and now Tosh was leaving us too. I think her death was the most heartbreaking of them all. Not to mention that video she had recorded in the case that she did die. As for our leader, Captain Jack Harkness? He's the man that could never die. So, naturally, when he died, you forgot about it. Except this one time. Abbadon had absorbed all of his life force, literally, and he had actually died. And that had scared the shit out of us. But Gwen brought him back to life, like a love's true kiss kind of deal, and everyone was back to normal. Well, as normal as you could be with Torchwood. I realised that with each death of friends, it was like a little piece of me had died with them. But what happens when you die yourself?