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I originally started this story on my previous account Undertaker-Hinata-fan2 and I decided to review and fix my mistakes and finally FINISH this story!

Also this story originally had a different title (I forget what it was it has been a long time!) I got the suggestion for the current title from Shale – Heart of the Pack whose current user name is Chewie Cookies

Also thank you to Chewie Cookies and ileveria who Pmed me about this story making me excited to continue it once more after such a long hiatus!

Anyway...Onto the story!

Summary: Hinata is captured while on a mission with Naruto. After two weeks Naruto finds Hinata and rescued her two weeks later. He blames himself for all the pain and suffering she faced during that time. Rated M for future chapters. NaruxHina

I have never been good at summaries!

Disclaimer: Naruto is NOT mine and never will be! Was not when I stated this story back in high school and certianly not now that I graduated college!

Chapter one: Truth

"Hinata!"

"Hey Hinata!"

"Are you okay? Hinata!?"

Those words were the last thing I heard before I blacked out. I could barely recognize the voice. I could not believe I almost forgot his voice. How could I? As soon as his voice was near I was finally able to relax. My body collapsing and my defenses finally lowered. Nothing else mattered in that moment besides the fact she was safe.

The next memory I had was prying my eyes opened. I did not know how long it had been since I was rescued byt I felt a little better but at the same time even worse. The ceiling was the only thing I could see at the moment. I really could not more. It almost seemed like something was keeping me restrained on the bed. I did not bother to look but I was almost positive I was. Instead of worry about that I heard a familiar voice from beside me.

"We thought you were a goner Hinata."

Kiba! It was Kiba. Not the voice I longed to hear but a voice I was very happy to hear. Turning my head just slightly so I could see his face, his brown messy hair, his wild but relieved eyes and even Akamaru next to him. I did not speak though, I only smiled weekly. My throat was pretty dry and I was trying to build up the strength to talk. Before I could ask anything he spoke, coincidentally answering my question.

"You have been asleep for a month, me, Shino, and Kurenai-Sensei have come as much as we could, between missions and all that. Shino is on a mission right now and Kurenai-sensei is busy. Naruto has been pacing outside your door since he woke up. He shares the room with you, his bed is right there." Kiba motioned to the other side of the room. He continued after a few moments. "He feels responsible and has not stepped foot in here since he woke up."

I could not understand why he thought it was his fault. It was my fault for getting captured. He had no role in it. I should have been stronger. He could not blame himself. It was not right. I just nodded when Kiba had spoken to me. I did not know what to say. All I was worried about was Naruto.

Why did he blamed himself?

Was he still hurt? I needed to ask. "Are you okay Hinata?" Kiba asked.

His hand moved to my face and pushed a piece of my hair over behind my ear. He had done this a million times before, but for some reason I began to shake a little from the contact. He immediately pulled his hand away with a worried expression.

"I…. I am… F-Fine Kiba…." I whispered looking at him a moment. My voice cracked in all the wrong places. My throat was extremely dry and the cracking of my voice made me feel a bit embarrassed. Was I really fine? I did not feel fine. I felt sick, I could not remember what happened other then the fact I had been captured. I could not remember anything after that. I could not move if I wanted to, my head was throbbing, I just did not feel well. I tried to remember. 'lets see…. Me and Naruto was on a mission, it was a spying mission. I went off on my own and was captured by some man.. Next thing I remember is being rescued by Naruto… well just the sound of his voice… then I woke up here… where I am guessing is the hospital….'

"What…. Happened… t-to me….Kiba?" My voice quivered and cracked. I was worried about finding out. Though I was more worried about not knowing. I wanted to know just what was going on. Why could I not remember? What was so horrible that I would forgot everything.

"I… I do not think I should be the one to tell you…More like I couldn't even if I wanted to… I do not know what happened. Only Tsunade-Sama and Naruto know. Even your father does not know. Naruto forbid Tsunade-Sama from telling him until she got your permission…I do not know why, or what happened that day but Naruto seems awfully upset. Your father is pissed, everyday he tried to get the information out of Tsunade-Sama and out of Naruto. Neither would give in." Kiba paused a moment then he started grinning before he said. "One time when I came to report in on a mission. I was afraid to enter her office! They argued very loudly for hours. I finally got in after like five hours. After your father stormed down the hall muttering to himself."

"Why…. Why would Naruto do that….?" I asked my teammate and close friend.

As I lay in bed I tried to figure out why Naruto would not tell my father. After all he was my father he had a right to know what was going on with me. I could understand his anger to a degree. If he was that reluctant to tell my father I doubted he would be any happier about telling the Hokage. Either Tsunade-Sama found something medically or Naruto trusted her completely.

"I do not know." Kiba looked at the door then smiled brightly. "Ask him yourself. I will be back in a few days I have a mission." With that he walked out the door right away. I did not even have a chance to say good bye. Then I saw a blond ninja, the blond ninja I longed to see being pushed inside the room, with a surprisingly terrified face. He was covered in bandages and he seemed to have a broken arm and leg though it only looked like he has on casts. He was walking and moving his arm and leg like it was not bothering him.

"H-Hinata?" He asked quickly a little surprised and extremely worried.

"Yes… Naruto….?" Before he could say anymore a small blush crossed my cheeks. "C-Can… you help me… s-sit up….?" I did not want to stay laying down while we talked… I had suddenly realized my back was extremely stiff. I also motioned to the restrants having not felt like moving before and I wanted them off.

"I do not know… if I should…" He seemed unsure.

"P-Please… N-Naruto…?" I begged a little.

"Okay…" He gave in.

Naruto slowly walked over undoing my restraints before helping me into a sitting position. I shook involuntarily. I could not understand why I was shaking… nothing hurt when people touched me… so there was no reason. Naruto was surprised but continued to help me into a sitting position, then placed a hand on the small of my back . He then placed a few pillows behind me so I would not fall back into a laying position.

I did not speak yet. I just watched Naruto grab a chair and pull it closer to my bed before sitting down slowly. He was a few inches away from me, but it seemed so much further away.

"T-Thank you…" I whispered my voice still cracking a bit. Reason must have been because I have not spoken in so very long and my throat was still dry. It had been a month. A month since I last opened my eyes and spoke. I slowly moved my hands to my lap. This I when I realized just how banged up I was. I had a cast on my left arm, my other was bandaged. My face even. I am sure I had them on my back and chest as well. I squirmed a little to get comfortable, hard to do with a broken leg. I winced Naruto suddenly looked worried. "Hinata?"

"I am … fine just banged my arm against the other. D-do not worry…" I forced a small smile. "Oh… okay…" He did not seem to believe me. I simply bobbed my head up and down before sitting quietly. A few moments later I saw a glass of water infront of me. I smiled my thanks and took a small sip of water.

I did not speak after that. I wanted Naruto to be the first to speak. Though for the first time since I met the hyper ninja he did not speak. He did not even open his mouth or smile. He was… acting…. In a shy, fearful manner. This was not the Naruto that I new… He was acting… different… too different. What could have happened to make him this way. I looked out the window for a few moments before turning back to Naruto. My mouth slowly opened, but before I could ask Naruto what was wrong or what was going on Tsunade walked into the room. A big smile on her face.

"Ah so it is True." She spoke to herself, then looked out the door. "Ms. Hinata Hyuuga is awake please inform her father of this information right away." She told a nurse. I think it was Sakura because of the small flash of pink I saw. "Kiba told me to wait a bit so you and Naruto could talk… I am guessing not much was said." She let out a frustrated sigh before shrugging and looking over at Naruto. "Naruto! Out now so I can explain things to Hinata."

Naruto nodded and stood with out a word and started to head for the door.

I began to panic when he stood. My whole body began to shake. Before Naruto was out of my grasp I reached my hand out and grabbed his. "S-Stay…. P-please Can he…. P-please?" I looked at Tsunade with pleading eyes. It was as if my life depended on Naruto's staying or leaving. I saw Tsunade nod giving permission. All that was left was Naruto. I stared up at him with the same pleading eyes. I was scared. I was so very afraid of the memories I had forgotten. I knew Tsunade was going to tell me all she new.

"Hinata you will not want me here after you fine out, it is all my fault after al-

I cut him off. "I DO NOT CARE! JUST STAY HERE!" MY voice was loud, it cracked and more tears fell from my eyes. No matter what I found out I would never blame Naruto. I blushed a little realizing I had just screamed. Then in a softer, more hoarse voice I said. "p-please… s-stay…"

I saw him nod reluctantly. I finally released his hand with out another word. He sat down in the same chair he had earlier. After he sat I motioned for him to move the chair closer. I was still scared but him being closer calmed me enough to stop my tears and my shaking. I felt safe with Naruto. That was why I could never believe it was his fault… it was mine. I wondered off on my own.

I remember being so sick that day. I had a cold but it had been effecting my chakara control and I even had trouble activating my Byakuugan. Naruto told me to stay at the camp. I clearly did not listen and wandered around the area. I was too weak to defend myself. I could not stop that person from knocking me out and carrying me off. The pathetic excuse for a fight was the last thing I could remember and being knocked out. I remembered the fight but not who it was. I believe his face was covered.

"Now that we are all settled in." Tsunade said in a slightly irritated tone. Tsunade slowly sat in a chair located at the foot of my bed. Crossing one leg over the other Tsunade placed her hands in her lap and stared at us both. "This is not a happy story Hinata. Are you sure you want to here it? I know your memories seem to have disappeared . So I do not have to tell you and you can forget this ever happened. It is your choice Hinata. Also I will not tell your father unless you permit me." Her eyes stared into mine deeply. I felt a bit intimidated but then I felt Naruto's hand on mine. He squeezed lightly. I turned to look at him and he smiled wearily. I shook a little at the contact but nodded.

"I… I am s-sure… p-please… tell me… I do not want to… go on… trying to figure it out.."

"Okay this is what I heard from Naruto. You were captured by a single man and taken to six more. There were seven total." I nodded. I remembered being captured.

"You were with them for about two weeks." I nodded but did not remember that. I felt Naruto stiffen. I could tell the part he disliked was coming up.

"During this time we believe you were raped multiple times. " She paused. "Naruto found you beaten and battered… At the time he got there… a man was rapping you. One man was rapping you while the others stood around you and the man, watching…"

"I killed them all." Naruto spate suddenly. Then in a lower tone he said. "Except the one who was currently rapping you." It was obvious Naruto was angry with himself for not killing that seventh man. Though at the moment I was not paying much attention.

I stared wide eyed at Naruto. I am sure I had a blank expression on my face. I was in a complete state of shock. I could not process anything that I was hearing. I was raped? Naruto seen me being rapped? He killed six men because of it.. I went through being raped for two whole weeks… I was happy I could not remember

Now I new why Naruto would not let Tsunade tell my father… Tsunade must have told him of the Hyuuga policy. When ever a Hyuuga lost there virginity they must marry. They must marry whom ever they lost it to. If that was not possible they would be cursed by the curse mark and exiled from the clan.

As I thought about what Tsunade and Naruto said I felt something wet slide down my face. Slowly I rose my hand to my cheek and felt the warm tears falling from my tear ducks. My hands were trembling. Then my whole body started to shake, then suddenly I burst out sobbing. I had tried my hardest to keep my tears at bay but clearly they had other ideas. Through my blurry vision I barely noticed Naruto stand and head to the door. I suddenly shot out my hand and grabbed his.

"N-Naruto…" I said quickly my shaking hand holding his. "P-Please don't…. l-leave me… a-alone…" I cried out between my sobs. He abruptly stopped and turned his head around. His eyes full of agony. He was obviously upset. Soon enough he spoke. "I'll be right…. Right out side the door…Tsunade-San just needs to… um… check you out…. I p-promise… I will never leave you alone….Not anymore. I… I promise… I will be right outside the door." He forced a smile and I slowly nodded letting go of his hand. I watched as he walked slowly out of the room, then shut the door behind him. I had a feeling it was more then just Tsunade needing to check my injuries. I was sure he just needed an escape from the room but I allowed him to go, trusting he would return.

When Naruto left the room my eyes began to water once again. Then I cried in broken sobs. After about five minutes of constant tears I felt a hand rubbing my back soothingly. It did not hurt much, even though I knew my back was covered with bandages and underneath still healing wounds. "H-Hokage-sama?" I whispered slowly looking over at Tsunade. "You okay Hinata? There is more… but I will leave that to Naruto to tell you okay?"

I nodded a little agreeing to what she told me about Naruto. Though I really did not agree to being okay. I really was not alright.

"I am going to change your bandages and clean your wounds. The wounds they inflicted were odd, not healing right. They are starting to heal now but I still have not figured out the cause of the injuries. Naruto's were worse, but he started healing a few days ago. He was only more injured because he fought six men" Tsunade informed me. "I will have Naruto come in when I am done and I will be sure he actually uses his hospital bed." She smirked. I could not help but wonder why he was not using it. Then again Kiba had said he was blaming himself and probably did not want to see me injured or face my anger when I awoke.

A few more tears fell but I let a small smile come to my lips, then I nodded slowly. "A-Alright Tsunade-Sama." I I was slowly calming down. I still could not come to terms with it. I was still upset, but I was a bit calmer.

I noticed her nod once before closing my eyes. Watching her clean my wounds was not something I wanted to see. It was bad enough knowing this information I did not need to see the marks proving it. I felt her grasp my left hand and slowly remove the bandages. I winced as I felt cold ointment placed on what ever wounds were there. She also used healing ninjutsu. Each time she unwrapped, placed ointment, healed, and rewrapped my wounds I would wince. I never did like pain. She also placed some ointment on my left ear and over my right eye. It took her a whole two hours.

"There all done!" She said happily then smiled to me. "Want me to get Naruto?" She asked slowly.

"Yes… Please…" I whispered.

"Anything you want me to do first?" She asked.

"Um… can…" I looked down blushing deeply as I ran my fingers along my lap. "Can you put Naruto's…b-bed…. Next to mine…. I… would feel s-safer…" I whispered. Though I was not sure how Naruto would react but hopefully he would agree. After learning what hah happened I did not feel safe. She smiled and nodded. "Of course. I do not mind doing that." Quickly she walked across the room pushing the bed right next to mine. . I blushed but smiled. "T-Thank you T-Tsunade-Sama"

"No problem. Ah before I forget do you want me to tell your father…?"

"NO!" I shouted out. Surprised by how loud my voice was. "Not...Not yet."

She looked at me with an understanding look. Finally she nodded before responding. "I have kept him in the dark this long I can handle him for a bit longer, better form a plan though he is mad and wants answers."

"I know… I know he will be very mad… but… I will handle him." I smiled a little then looked back to my knees. Yeah apparently I would be able to handle my father...it was probably the biggest lie I ever said. Hopefully I could find a way to avoid telling him the entire truth.

"I will be back in the morning to talk some more." A small smile came to her lips before exiting the room.

After an unknown amount of time I saw the door start to open and Naruto walked into the room. He looked extremely cautious like one wrong move and I would run. He was slightly surprised to see his bed next to mine. I blushed looking down at my lap again. My fingers still playing with the blanket that covered lap. "Um… I made Tsunade-sama… p-put it there…" I said, out of the corner of my eye I saw Naruto nod in understanding, but he still seemed a bit confused probably as to why.

Slowly he climbed onto the bed and laid down pulling the blankets up over his legs. "I know. Tsunade told me… I don't mind."

When he got onto the bed I moved closer and closer to him until I could lean my head against his shoulder. I was blushing deeply. I just felt the need to be closer to him. Before this incident I would never even think of doing such a thing. "Please, stay here…" I asked quietly. Naruto smiled a little. "I already said I would stay...I really do not understand why you want me to...but I will."

"You make me feel safe...I can not explain it...but you do." I explained softly before remembering Tsunade's comments earlier. I decided to ask Naruto what else needed to be explained to me."What is the other thing you needed to tell me?" I asked him. "Tsunade-sama… told me there was more…"

"Well, the thing is that-"

"MS. HINATA HYUUGA! TELL ME WHAT IS GOING ON THIS MINUTE!" The door swung open and my father walked in obviously pissed off. "What is going on Hinata. Why will no one tell me what is going on with my own daughter!" He was definitely mad. I was not prepared for him so I had no idea what I would even say to him, but before I could speak Naruto did.

"Mr. Hyuuga I want to request your daughters hand in marriage. I want to marry your daughter. She is pregnant with my child." Naruto said, his voice sounding full of passion and seemed very convincing. Too bad I could not concentrate on that. One word caught my attention. Pregnant

My eyes widened.

My father fainted.

Yes Hiashi Hyuuga, head of the prestigious Hyuuga clan, a man who always preached self control and was always proud of his own FAINTED.

At least I knew where I got the fainting from.

My eyes darted to my stomach.

Then Suddenly I remembered what Naruto had just said, and I felt my world fade to black, copying what my father had just done. I fainted.

Alright...here is the first Chapter of the rewrite of Bonding through Pain

Did not change too much so I am sorry it is a bit short. I could not think of much to add and did not want to switch to third person in this one.

There will be a few bigger changes in the next chapter.
I plan to have a part with some third person, which is my preferred style of writing now, but I will keep a good portion of first person as well since that is what the story was originally written in! So if I add third person chapters will be a bit longer then the originals!

Anyway please review!