Author's Note= Another One.... THis time to Missing by Flyleaf... Yes it's suppose to stop rhyming, it's suppose to show that he can't keep his thoughts organized... And yes, the guy he's talking about is Gevanni, my first anything about him... Ah, well, I think I'm coming to like this pairing... There may be more NearXGevanni in my future...
Obviously our Near's POV

Gentle hands,
That all but control the time that is sands,
Careful movements that are deft,
Go on to my left.

His hair is black,
It leaves me trying not to crack,
His body is slim,
I try not to heed his whim.

It confuses me,
But I cannot wait to see,
What he will think of my need,
Will he need me too? Or leave me to bleed?

Nothing can help my feelings,
No one can help my fading.
It'll all be over,
But In truth I know it never will be.

Something's missing?
He is missing,
No.
I-I can't do this.

I can't leave myself open.
But, I don't want to be alone.
Not with my god-forsaken mind.
I'll go mental...

But, will he accept me?
Reject me?
Love Me?
Hate Me?
Bleed Me?

Something's missing?
Yes, he is missing,
Missing from my side.