Name: Greatest Fear
Disclaimer: I do not own Stargate, or anything that is involved with Stargate, except for a couple box set DVD's. This is merely for fun, and I do not get paid to write this.
A/N: The year is 2024. The main character is 16. This is all explained within the writing, but some drift over details such as those, and then become confused. So onwards to the story.
March 23rd, 2024
Dr. McKenzie, you are officially my number one enemy. This is your warning, if you make me do anything other than write in this journal...your life might take a turn towards not living. I don't even know what I'm suppose to be writing! I asked my father and he went on this random bout of connecting with my inner self, and letting my emotions flow. For being so smart he can really be somewhat wonko and dumb. After getting a boring hour long lecture from dear daddy I turned to my mother for her opinion. Who, in return, was of no help as well. She told me to make stuff up and write about that to make my life seem more interesting. Honestly just because I only have three close friends, and some tag along wanna be friends doesn't mean I'm not interesting. It's not my fault most of the other teenagers are either put off by my naturally good looks (girls) or are standing in their own puddle of drool (boys). But I won't lie to you, even if i did would you know the difference? Are you even reading this? Better to be safe than sorry, I suppose.
I bet you've been talking to Heightmeyer over in Atlantis. I heard she gave the kids over there assignments like these. Way to make our young teenage alien lives even more difficult! Whatever. I guess I should just be a good little girl, and continue doing these just so I don't get my ear chattered off by my father for being disrespectful. So what's the first assignment?
What scares you the most in life?
My father, but only when he's mad at me and his veins pop out all over. Just because I locked my little sister in a storage closet, and left her there...for an hour. She thought it was funny, for about the first five minutes. I guess after some SF let her out she ran crying to father, and then I was grounded for a week for being mean to my sibling. She can be such a little spoil sport sometimes. For that reason, she's earned herself an extra hour in the storage closet next time...and I won't leave the lights on like I did last time.
But getting down to the nitty gritty of what really scares me. I'm only telling you this because I'm being forced to, and if I don't tell you here, I'm sure I'll have to tell you in the next scheduled session of ours. So best to just tell you now, and keep the next session short. Honestly,what scares me the most is being alone. Hell I can't even stand silence for more than 5minutes with out going a little wonko. What I mean by alone is this; what if Earth is taken over, everyone I know dies, and I'm the only one left to tell the story, but I have no where to tell it to. I've heard stories about the alternate universes where this, not to me, has actually taken place. I believe I would not handle my self very well. I'm sixteen, i don't even sleep alone, I have my Bitsy (my puppy) to sleep with at night. So to wrap this up, my greatest fear is being alone.