DISCLAIMER-I DO NOT OWN DIGIMON OR THIS SONG
OR WHATEVER…BUT I DO OWN MY COMPUTER
THAT I AM USING TO TYPE THIS…
UMMMMMM…OKEIZ…….Happy readinz!
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Tai's POV
"Hey sweetie!" I gave Sora a hug and a bouquet of roses…I hope she likes it…
"Hey hun…thanks…" Something was wrong with Sora
"Sora what's wrong?" I ask
"Well Tai today is our anniversary and all and we have
been together for how many years…."
"Yes…"Please don't let it be bad news………..
"Well…I think its best if we see other people"
"But-"
"No buts Tai…goodbye…"
"Fine leave I'll be happy anyways! I wanted to leave you anyways too!" I laughed
and then I saw Sora run to a blond young man…it was…Yamato.
She walked away and I just laughed, I didn't know what to do.
Dammit Yamato! You backstabbing idiot! You always get what you want!
You can have any girl in the whole wide world but
you just had to take Sora away from me! Aughhhhhh!
Fuck you Yama! I just pretended to be happy that she
went away but really I feel broken into bits of glass…do you know what?
There is nothing more I can say to explain the pain I feel…
I wish she would come back but I guess she won't…….
So now I'm just a boy is disguise….
I wish there was somebody who knew how I felt…
but nobody knows but me……
(Tai reminiscences about the old days)
I pretended I'm glad you went away
These four walls closin' more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm cryin' inside
And nobody knows it but me
~Tai remembers the first time he asked Sora on a date~
FLASHBACK
"Go tell her man!" yamato pushed 15 year old
Tai toward Sora and her locker…
"Okayyyy!………just wait a sec.." He ran his fingers through his hair.
"Hey Sora!" He turned red
"Hey Tai!"
"Ummm…Sorawouldyouliketogooutwithmeonsaturdayandifyousaynoitsfinewithmeyouknow…" Tai breathed.
"Why Tai Yagami! Are you asking me out?"
He took a deep breath "YesbutifyoussaynoIwouldntreallymind"
"Tai you funny bunny…of course I will go with you on Saturday,\ I've actually been waiting for you to ask."
"So I'll pick you up at 7?"
"Sure! See ya!"
"Bye!"
END OF FLASHBACK
Why didn't I say
The things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly
But you're nowhere around
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me
I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside and nobody knows it but me
I lie awake it's a quarter past three
I'm screamin' at night as if I thought
You'd hear me
Yeah my heart is calling you
And nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know
I'll be lovin' you still
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me
Tomorrow mornin' I'm hittin' the dusty road
Gonna find you wherever, ever you might go
I'm gonna unload my heart and hope you come
back to me
Said when the nights are lonely...
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me………
~Tai's in his room trying to sleep but to only here Sora's words~
Tai I think we should see other people……….
"Aughhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!" He screamed
He couldn't take it anymore…so he went to his
desk and jotted something down on a piece of paper, then he packed
all of his stuff and took the sleeping Agumon and 10,000 dollars
he saved up.He also packed
a special ring that Gennai gave him a long time ago…he
didn't know what it did but it had the crest of courage engraved.
He also left Kari a special gift.
(A/N Wow! 10 grand! I wish I could save my money like that!)
~now in Tai's red explorer~
"Tai.." the sleepy digimon asked
"Yes buddy..." Tai was trying to smile his best to look happy
"Where are we going?"
"We are going somewhere just somewhere…"
"Okay…but tell me where is somewhere?"
"Well..just trust me and I will buy you a Sundae, ok?"
"Okay Tai…." The sleepy digimon went back to sleep.
~7 in the morning Kari wakes up~
Kari walked into the kitchen expecting to see
her brother eating breakfest
but saw a note….
She picked it up and read
Dear Kari,
I did not commit suicide, I just left to nowhere and I took all of
my stuff and Agumon with me…I left because I couldn't take it
anymore and other reasons.I will miss you dearly, so don't get in
trouble while I am not here and I will promise I will come back
one day to visit you or you might just happen see me. Please
tell mom and dad not to call the police because
I know where I am going.
So see ya for now!
Your brother,
Taichi Yagami
Kari's Pov
"Oh my god I can't believe Tai left" She was about to
cry but she then saw a small box and a card…she
opened the card only to read….
Since I'm gone and it will be your birthday pretty
soon Here is a early present
from…I made it myself I hope you like it, but also you know
that I your brother will always love you wherever
I am…So happy early birthday I guess…
Love your brother
"Tai why did you have to leave" I said quietly
She heard a whisper saying "for reasons…"
She took the box and opened to
find a necklace
of her own crest…..
"Tai it's beautiful….thank you…"
She heard a whisper
that said "Thank you for
being a great sis…bye Kari…"
"Did I just heard some voice or is it just me?"
She turned to her room and got ready for school….
TBC………
Dam Writers Block!…….SO how do you people lke it? I say
it sucked….Should I continue this or not…Im not sure….Oh well read and review, but no flames….well….Tank uz For readinz Diz!! Chow!