Dearest Brother, Why?

Stop

Before you cry

This is not going right

You wanted more

But I couldn't give it to you

I had lost it all

Fear and pain fill my new life

Without you

I couldn't bear it any longer

I broke

And you suffered the most

I am sorry, dearest brother

I had tried my best

You died when we were only kids

So I could live

But to live without you

Dearest brother

I cannot live without you

What was I thinking

Every time I pushed you away

All you wanted was love

But all I could offer was hate

You took it anyway

Still today

I feel your heart beating inside me

Your blood running through my veins

Dad sheds no tears for you brother

Just like when mom died

He hides himself

Buried in real science

I cry for you brother

I cry the tears you can't

I love you

My dearest brother

I miss you so

Why brother?

Why did you give your life for me?

Dearest brother

Why?