Snowcap Peak

Summary: They were young when the three of them were separated and it was her fault. One night they find him and her new life is turned upside down. She has to face the errors of her past and learn to forgive herself if she ever has hope of one day healing him as well. But with their third pack mate dead, can they move on? (Omegaverse, WolfKanda x FemWolfAllen) (#9 of "Book of Resurrection" Series)

Author's Note: I AM OFF OF HIATUS! This is a colab type fanfic (originally an rp i'm doing with a friend that I am editing into a fanfic lol). I am also going to be working on updating my other fics to. It's a slow process but it will get done now that I have internet again WOOT! Also when you see (~) symbol then that means the POV has jumped, I'm going to try to eliminate little by little until its vanished from the chapters. Editing an RP into Fanfic format isn't very easy lol so please bear with me.

Fanfic Theme: The One That Got Away Cover by Brielle Von Hugel

Chapter Theme: Wicked Ways by Killabyte

Chapter One:

She sat curled in the front seat sitting next to the man she deemed 'The red haired devil' her head leaned back against the head rest, eyes shut. It was raining that night, very heavily. A pair of headphones place loosely over her wolf ears, though she could still here everything around her. It was another raid, to one of the places she used to know. This was the reason why she was one of the few chosen for this late night mission. Get in, release the ones being held captive, and get out. Number one rule...

Don't be a hero it will only get you killed.

She knew that a bit too well, and had seen it many times before. She has witnessed first hand the death of comrades. Regretfully none have ever been close to her, and that was her fault. The lights on the street began to pass over and her liquid silver irises came into view as she tilted her head down, eyelids sliding open. Sitting up straight she then stretched out her back by raising her slim arms above her head. Her white wolf ears flopped down against her head once she remove the headphones. Her ears forever stuck in their flopped position. She can hardly remember the days anymore from when they were upright.

"I know you like to search the lab rooms Kallen, so I am going to have Bookman Jr. take his team to raid the holding cells. I will be guiding you to your destination." She heard the man beside her speak in deep calm voice.

"Don't bother master, I know this place very well. And it's after hours so no one will be there who will recognize me." She retorted quietly, reaching her hands behind her to lift the hood to her sleeveless jacket up onto her head. Hiding her snow white cropped hair. It used to be longer, but after she nearly lost her left eye from it; she chose to chop it off. Also it kept those in her past from recognizing her.

Kallen felt her ears twitch hearing the loud boisterous laughter coming from the back of the van. This time around they were bringing an extra three vans for if this facility was over packed like the last few ones they've encountered. She watched Cross turn off onto a vacant road into the woods, stopping when they reached a cliffs edge.

With a deep sigh, the red haired man turned and watched the large smile appear on the young girls face. He knew they were fake, but never questioned them, never ha to. She got the missions done with minimal casualties. Because of this no one questioned her, only questioned if her sanity was intact or not. The two of them climbed out of the van and headed to the back where the other three teams were. Slowly other people with animal like features began to climb from the back of the vans. Everyone looked ready for a war.

"Alright you idiots listen up...!" Cross began to shout, muttered complaints of what he called them being heard. Kallen only let out a giggle which eased everyone into silence again.

"I want teams from vans 3 and 4 to set up camp and a perimeter. If you see anyone remotely suspicious or dangerous knock them the fuck out. Only if they endanger your life or another are you allowed to kill them. Team leaders will be Chaoji and Krory." Cross began pointing to two males and waving them off to go get their teams situated watching Kallen stepping forward.

"Next! Lenalee, Lavi your teams are going to be storming the main portion of the facility to locate the holding cells and getting everyone out safely. Someone from Krory's team should be able to guide you. I won't be present to aid you if anything happens. I will be in the lower parts of the facility seeing if they have anyone trapped in the labs. That's all. Remember stay safe and come home alive!" She cheered punching her fist into the air.

Cross wasn't at all surprised at the strained silence which came from everyone. With a sigh he grabbed Kallens shoulders, turning her and pushing her so she'd get the hint to go get ready. Once she was out of sight he turned a hard glare to everyone else. The whispers weren't necessary honestly, this was just how she chose to face things. Before anyone could get sidetracked he barked out orders for all of them to get moving, only heading over to the white haired female once everyone was running off.

"You'd think everyone would be used to you by now? Like Lenalee you're one of the first ones who came to the Order." He said pulling a wrist band out and slipping it onto her wrist.

"Really Cross? One of Komui's perfumed wristbands? Do I really need this?" She whined, eyes narrowed and her cheeks puffed out in a pout. Cross rolled his eyes and smacked her in the back of the head.

"Get going and do your best." He ordered, in flash of white the young female wolf girl was gone. He knew she'd do her best.

Kallen knew where to go without being detected. When she was brought to the facilities this was where she patrolled the most. The sewage drains. It led directly into the labs. So making haste she avoided the security cameras with ease. She was quickly able to climb into the air ducts after disposing of her shoes; she'd have to apologize to Komui later for losing another pair again. But without them she was able to move more smoothly, quicker. Climbing the metal vertical shaft she quietly pried open one of the openings and jumped down. Landing in the hall with silent steps.

Kallen had allowed her mind to return to when she had been considered wild, back when she was part of a pack. The pack was small and only consisted of herself and two others. Her alpha and his mate. They had been her family for so long, and they kept her safe. And then she acted out in stupidity, resulting in the three of them getting captured and separated. That had been so long ago, she wandered if either of the other two were alive or if they were even searching for her.

She stood straight her eyes shut as she listened, she could hear the other two teams on the upper floors talking in hushed voices with the ones in the holding cells, or maybe even talking to Krory and his team. With more concentration she focused on the floor she was one. In a flash she was running down the halls making sharp turns and keeping to the shadows making sure to avoid being caught in the cameras eyes.

She came to single room a light shining from underneath at the floor. This was the room for sure. With ease she twisted the knob and pushed the door open. In her years she has seen so many sights when finding those in the labs. But for the first time she felt her heart skip a beat and she was frozen in mild shock. She never thought she'd encounter someone she knew.

'He's still alive...my alpha...thank goodness!' She thought to herself running into the room quickly and carefully detaching the machines wires from the person.

"Hey are you awake? I really need you to wake up so we can get you out of here." She spoke in earnest gently shaking the other.

Trying to come around in the fog of his mind Kanda barely heard the door opening from being so heavily drugged. The machines he was hooked too pumping the heavy medication to keep him sedated day after day. But he could hear and feel someone tugging on the needles in his arms as his eyes fluttered open some but everything was slightly blurry. Making out the faint outline of someone small in front of him as it took a few seconds for him to actually start to come around as his eyes widened in surprise.

He was so shocked and so out of it still that he didn't notice the person trying to free him was someone he knew. He sniffed the air but couldn't catch a scent as he felt his hands freed up and his legs. Moving himself with a groan he was about to stand up when he heard something hit the floor with his keen hearing glancing quickly to the floor to see a wrist band. His eyes eyes slowly gazed to her as the most welcoming scent hit his nose as he inhaled deeply. Oh that smell, he hadn't smelled in years and it literally drove him crazy as he fell to all fours on the floor and his back arched up.

His body began to morph into his wolf form quickly as his head came up and he howled seeing the girls eyes widen. She turned to take off running quickly through the mansion not even taking the way out she came in secretly Kanda hot on her trail. Huge double doors swung open in the dinning room as she screamed loudly but didn't slow down. Lavi who had been trying to contain things in the house glanced up seeing this fiasco as he spoke into his head set.

"Uuuh Cross we gotta problem" static hit the mic as a voice came over.

"Tell me the problem." his firm tone encouraged the red head who now gulped hard. He really hope none of the Noah were stationed at the facility. It definitely would cause some problems

"Th..there's a huge Wolf chasing her.. hugest wolf I've ever seen!" The older male dropped his cigarette to the ground as he ran his hand down his face speaking back to the younger male.

"Tranquilize him!" Cross practically yelled into the head set pointing to Chaoji to get the drone up in the air so he could get eyes on it. The young red head pulled his tranq gun as he took off after them, shouting back an order to Lenalee to get the others out. Feeling the Usagi had exaggerated the size of said wolf it wasn't till the drone found Kallen hauling ass with a giant black mass on her tail.

"H...Holy mother of God!" He exclaimed tuning his headset quickly to Kallen's radio.

"What the fuck happened? Why is there a giant wolf chasing you!" The young white haired girl tried to catch her breath the best she could to speak as she explained her wristband fell off and Kanda became this way. Dead silence hit the airways for about three seconds when the only thing heard was.

"RUUUUUNN!"

Kallen hadn't even realized what was going on until a shadow had hovered over her and when she looked back to see Kanda had phased into his wolf form. He was much larger from the last time she had seen him. Before she knew it she was running out of the lab room the moment he had let out a how. All she could think was to keep away and to not look directly into Kanda's eyes, wolf form or not! It wasn't a shocker though when Kallen began recognizing the inner portions of the facility, she'd memorized this place 10 years ago, it was hard to forget where to go in the place she called hell.

To try and shake Kanda from her tail she'd knock hallway tables over, bookshelves, she even attempted to throw a vase of flowers at him once blindly. Nothing would slow him down. She was cutting through the dining room when she ran past Lavi and his group. She yelled to him for help, hearing Kanda entering the room. She didn't even hesitate, she didn't stop she entered the foyer and darted out the double doors and into the woods.

She needed to get back to base, back to Cross where she'd be safe. Her wolf ears laying tightly flat against her head now the hood from her jacket flipping back behind her. As she ran through the woods hearing the buzz of the drone and getting a glimpse of it from her peripheral vision before Cross's voice was coming over her ear piece demanding to know where her wristband was.

"It fell off! I'm sorry!" She screamed into her mic, jumping to grab a branch so she could propel herself over a small ditch. She stumbled over her feet and Kanda nearly got her. All she heard after that was for her to run.

Kallen zig zagged through the trees and stopped for a moment behind one, her back pressed firmly to it. The bark pinched at her skin. She could feel the sting from the scrapes and scratches on her bare legs from the bushes she dashed through. Her breathing was hard and erratic as she attempted to grasp onto it to slow it to an even pace. But she could hear Kanda now searching for her. The pads of her fingertips pressing against the tree to grab her bearings.

She could see the edge of the forest barely making out the silhouettes of the vans, the teams who had stayed behind had made some sort of barrier with them. Cross was standing on top one of them looking into the trees trying to spot either her or Kanda. Suddenly she was on alert; the hairs on the back of her neck standing up straight. Peering around the tree to her right she couldn't spot Kanda anywhere. A shiver flew up her spine as she slowly turned around and looked behind her, what would have been her left. Her breath catching in her throat as she stood frozen in fear. Her liquid silver eyes locked with Kanda's cobalt eyes.

'What do I do now?...I can't move!' She thought to herself as she let out a small whimper.

Kanda was hot on her trail as her scent tantalized his nose, paws hitting the cold mud ground digging into it with each thundering step he took. Heavy fog leaving his snout as his warm breath hit the air, it blowing back past his face as he ran. He sort of looked like a huge breathing freight train directly on her ass as she ran through the trees. He never once lost sight of her as his dark piercing cobalt eyes glowed slightly in the moonlight. Although when she jumped the ditch it did give her a few seconds as he lost her trail and hr skidded, paws sliding in the mud to stop and sniff the ground where her feet left it momentarily.

Nose to the ground Kanda sniffed as the mud was hard enough to get a scent in. Lifting his huge head he closed his eyes letting out a loud howl from deep within his throat and at that point using his keen hearing he could hear a faint rapid heartbeat coming from about 50 ft. away on the other side of the ditch. Letting out a heavy breath through his nose he backed up some leaping over the ditch landing with a thud from his huge paws as they hit the mud. Head low and body hugging the ground sniffing his way through the bushes and trees his attention was caught to the sky though from hearing a buzzing sound. He finally noticed the drone flying above him.

The wolfs eyes gazed up before he let out a blood curdling howl and then his huge face went back to the ground sniffing around trying to find her scent. The wind must have switched direction because his ears went up as he caught scent of her and began slowly creeping up to the tree. It didn't take the girl long to stiffen and turn to face him, their eyes locking, he couldn't tell why but he held a power over this girl. His long black fur hid him well in the darkness but, his huge silhouette when he stood up from hugging the ground on all fours gave him away to the red headed man it seemed cause he heard his voice. Quickly his head turned towards the tree it came from behind and that's when he saw her bolt.

"Run idiot apprentice!" Cross's loud voice snapped her from her stupor and she let out a short scream, barely managing to run from Kanda before he pounced onto her. Adrenaline was rushing through her and as she broke through the trees, something flew past her cheek and through the gaps between the vans. Before she knew it the drone was crashing down to the ground and she tripped right over it from having no time to avoid it in time. She hit the cold wet mud hard, the wind knocked from her lungs, her vision shaking. In the distance she could hear the long string of curses in Lavi's voice.

Maneuvering his huge body with his back legs he shot off after her again at an increased rate as he leaped through the air almost tackling her but was a few inches off as he snarled some baring his teeth. But the wolf kept on her ass this time as his blood was pumping swiftly through his veins with excitement and the thrill of the chase.

"Damn it Lavi that was Choji you hit ya dumbass! Wait until he leaps into the air!" Cross's voice rang through all the headsets.

Hearing something zinging past his ear as well he glanced back to see the idiot red head with a tranquilizer gun as the thought to stop and dispose of the menace was quickly shaken from his head; he continued his pursuit. Seconds later a huge explosions went off in front of him and he watched his prey hit the ground and the wolf almost smiled the thundering of his paws increased in the mud as he got ready to pounce.

"Kallen... GET UP!" Cross chose to yell at her directly with her being so close. Groaning the white haired female managed to roll from her side to her back, trying to catch her breath so she could stand up.

Her body ached and screamed from the over use of running. And then a shadow was above her and all she could see was the reflective gleam shining from Kanda's eyes; and she was once more frozen.

"LAVI NOW!" Cross yelled as the red haired man also jumped from the van just in case he'd have to act if Lavi missed again. Kallen couldn't help the scream she let out her hands shooting up and covering her face.

Eyes narrowing on his prey he leaped through the smoke of the crashed drone but in the air he felt a sting hitting his left hind end and before he knew it everything went black.

She heard a grunt and then something heavy landing on top of her, once more the breath was knocked out of her. Hesitantly she removed her hands and looked down to see Kanda's blue black hair sprawled messily over his bare shoulders and back. Her heart raced, pounding against her rib-cage. She let her head fall back against the ground letting out a shaky breath, her deformed left arm draped over her eyes. It wasn't until she shifted her right leg did it finally hit her. A nervous smile appearing on her face. A scream of embarrassment and frustration ripped from her throat.

….Kanda was naked.

"Jesus…now that was one hell of a shot!" Lavi chuckled walking up gazing down at Kallen freaking out cause Kanda was naked.

"Oh Damn I wish I had a camera. The view from here is priceless." With that he felt something hard smash into the side of his face as he cringed quickly bringing his hand up.

"SOMEONE GET THE NAKED MAN OFF ME RIGHT NOW!" She screamed her entire face turning red. She could hear Lavi's laughter echoing in the area soon others joining with him. With no hesitation, Kallen reached out and taking hold of a rock chunking it at the red haired sniper. It made contact with the side of his face.

"Ow….FUCK! What was that for?" Lavi yelped. Hand pressed to the side of his head.

"Stop being a jack ass and get him off of me or I swear I will tell Chief Komui you tried running your hand up under Lenalee's skirt!" She hissed watching the look of horror run over Lavi's features. A more sinister smile spread across her face.

Upon hearing her threat Lavi briskly walked over after checking his face for blood before pulling the unconscious male from her and catching the towel Cross tossed to him. He carefully wrapped it around the male as Cross walked up to Kallen looking down at her as she caught her breath while sitting on the ground. He was irritated and a little pissed his directions weren't followed this time.

"Just what in GODS name possessed you to cut him loose? That was not our mission. Our mission was to go in and assess the lab and THEN make a plan to get them out!" His tone was rather angry and he didn't even wait for her to answer before storming back over to the van getting in and slamming the door. For a moment Cross sat behind the wheel watching Lavi carrying the new male from the side mirror. He knew why Kallen disobeyed orders, and he also knew she wouldn't say anything out loud.

Seeing her alpha alive drove her to rescue him. Even if it had been her other pack mate, Kallen still would have broken from her orders. What had him so angry was that neither this male nor the other pack mate, should they ever find her, were ever going to recognize Kallen. And if they ever did find out out who she was, they'd most likely never accept her again once they knew the truth. He couldn't watch her go through that kind of trauma again.

'You really are an idiot apprentice Kallen for allowing Mana to not only change your name, but to alter you appearance. No wander your world is pain filled.'

"Kallen, you and fun boy get him in the back and MAKE sure he doesn't get loose." Cross finally yelled out the window, Lavi just sighed some as he flipped Kanda over his shoulder walking over to the van as he put him in the back and waited for Kallen to climb in.

"I have never seen a wolf of that size. I didn't know they existed anymore." He whispered, and it was true Kanda was a rare breed of humanoid wolf and the only one left of his kind. Once in the back of the van the red head slid the door shut as he took a seat on the opposite side of Kanda near the van door while Kallen sat across from him with her own tranquilizer gun as the red head chuckled slightly.

'Why were you in the labs Kanda? Where is Alma? Would you even know? These are the questions I have for you, but I know I am never going to be able to ask them. Not if I want to risk you figuring out who I am.' Kallen thought to herself, keeping her eyes focused on Kanda watching his sleeping face. Her fingers gripped tighter onto the gun, she could still feel a bit of Kanda's overwhelming power over her. A feeling she never thought she'd feel ever again. Though it made her feel powerless at times from his anger, it did make her feel safe.

"Good idea, but I doubt he'll wake. I shot him with enough to put down two elephants." Lavi bragged bouncing over to sit next to the female. He stared into her eyes his smile fading.

'She is always seen with a smile on her face, but now that I'm up close to her I can see the sadness in her eyes. Why does she have such sad eyes?' Lavi sighed and sat back his fingers linked behind his head. He was nibbling on a senbon needdle. A type of throwing knife he was skilled with. Most the time he used them as toothpicks and chewing sticks.

"Lavi, you may be right but yes he is a large wolf. He is the last of his kind, and his kind isn't easily taken out. They have an antigen in their bodies which allow him to heal quickly. Just, please don't drop your guard. Or that tranquilizer gun of yours." Kallen warned the other looking to Lavi her smile becoming small and friendly.

"You mean you've run into his kind before?!" Lavi was all giddy again, his face inches from the females.

"Well before the facilities I had been one of the wild ones. I ran into his kind sometimes, though the facilities killed most of them off with all the testing. It's a surpise he's still alive." She explained with a roll of her eyes. Being a wild one wasn't old news at the Order, but due to her oddity, most forgot the simple detail which made her different from the rest.

"You two just be ready for when he wakes up. He's most likely going to be in a foul mood." Cross grunted from the front seat. They heard the older males click of his lighter before the sound of him tacking in a heavy drag. The general was smoking yet another cigarette.

Kallen looked back to Kanda watching the male sleeping in his drug induced rest. Overall his features hadn't changed all that much, and she wasn't at all surprised to know that his wolf form was much larger than the last time she had seen it. Back then they were still kids, still free and she was a tiny little pup. She was still tiny now, but her features were different to. Her hairstyle, hair color; hell back then she dressed as a boy. Everything in general was different now. There was no way Kanda was going to recognize her. Maybe if she still resembled a boy, but not as a girl. The smile on her face faltered. Even with being scared now he'd never recognize her. Neither him nor Alma, she sort of had a chance to start over new with him and with Alma when they found her to. She'd play the part of Kallen, her new identity. Instead of when she was Allen.

"Wander what happened to Alma." She whispered to herself, but when she caught Lavi looking to her again in confusion the goofy smile immediately was returning to her face.

She quickly began rambling that she was only whispering to herself and that it was only nonsense that she was talking. Which only resulted in her receiving a strained smile from the redhead. With a sigh Kallen stood up and walked to the front of the van sticking her head through the little window so she could have visual of Cross.

"Was it really okay to leave everyone behind without making sure they got everything packed? You do see most of them as dumbasses." She asked curiously, letting the smile on her face falter again since Lavi wouldn't have a good view of her face.

She couldn't help it, the smile just wouldn't go away unless she was with Cross or Komui. Only they knew the whole truth of her story.

"They should know that they have an hour to return to base after we leave. Next time idiot apprentice that you divert from orders I will make sure Komui puts you on a permanent suspension. The last thing we need are those blasted Noah's finding out that you're still alive." Cross hissed to the female, making sure his voice wouldn't travel to the back.

"Don't worry Master, uncle won't ever find me. As far as he knows I died the day father died and I look nothing as I use to. He only ever saw me with my red hair. So even if he saw me he'd be none the wiser of who I was." She reassured him, adding into her own thoughts how back then she was referred by her male name. Only because back then she was unable to pronounce her own name until she met Mana. Even Kanda knew her by Allen when she was the feisty shit with rust colored hair which was always messily in her face.

"Just becareful Kallen, I know why you set this boy free and I see the look in your eyes. If you want to keep who you are a secret then I would try staying away from him. It's obvious this boy is an alpha, your alpha, which means he's going to be able to catch on quickly. It won't take him long to figure you out if you're not careful. The pack you had been in was small he's gonna think you're Alma, and once he rules out you're not Alma, he's gonna know you're Allen." Cross grunted again taking another drag of his cancer stick and blowing the gray smoke out. He then pulled another wristband from his pocket handing it to the girl. They were lucky Lavi was a Omega himself or the idiot would know the secret everyone was trying to keep from the young girl.

"No worries, with how broken I am I doubt he'd take any kind of interest me. If anything he's probably going to hate me. I'm nothing of how I used to be and is everything he was raised to hate. Spineless and worthless," She let the fake laugh out taking the wristband and slipping it onto her wrist, the conversation was short lived after that when a loud bang was heard in the back causing Kallen to spin around to see Kanda very awake with Lavi's neck in his iron grip and pressed the red head against the van doors.

"Shit!" She shouted taking a few steps forward pointing the dart gun right at Kanda now.

"Stop! We're not your enemies!" She shouted, hopefully they'd be able to calm him down. She really didn't want to shoot him. What Kallen wasn't expecting was to freeze up again, her eyes widening when her silver eyes locked once again with Kanda's cobalt ones. She could already feel her alpha's power over her again, it was going to be painful to fight this.

'Cross is right, it's not going to take Kanda long to figure me out. After tonight I will avoid him!' She thought, her hands shaking as she griped the tranquilizer gun. Fear was coursing all through her.

"Fucking idiot I warned you to be careful!" Cross shouted from the front of the van keeping his focus on the road the general unaware of his apprentices inner battle. He could only hope they could reach headquarters before it was too late.

Hearing her voice the Asians eyes slowly glanced towards her, steel blue eyes in a tight glare seeing her with the gun in her hand. Balling his fist up he quickly gave Lavi's face a punch went sent Lavi in a peaceful slumber before releasing his neck watching him drop to the van floor. Turning slowly Kanda could smell her as he lifted his nose sniffing the air before a small smirk curved the edge of his thin lips. Her smell was familiar and he placed it right away but his brows furrowed in confusion because her features didn't match who the smell belonged to. He clenched his fists tightly at his sides before facing her in all his glorious nakedness.

The air coming in from the van windows blowing back that long raven hair from his face tossing it over his shoulders. Slowly he arched down some almost like in a ready to pounce stance. The rocking of the van was nothing to him at keeping his balance yet he could see she was having a tiny bit of trouble. Kanda then shifted his gaze quickly to the front of the van seeing Cross eyes widened looking in the rear view mirror. So lifting his face slightly up Kanda let out a loud howl quickly looking out the window to see just darkness flying by until his eyes caught sight of the moon. A feeling of panic and freedom washed over him and now he figured he needed to get the fuck out of this van and away from these people.

Cross cursed under his breath taking his cigarette from his mouth flicking it out the window with no regard for forest fires at the moment. His foot hit the brake causing Kanda to lunge forward as his eyes widened in surprise. Quickly turning the wheel to get off the road the General heard the shot as he quickly stopped the van whipping himself around to see….oh damn he winced

"Ooooo shit …whhhy?" Lavi asked Kallen as he came around while watching Kanda grab his balls with a horrified expression crossing his face he fell to his knees and wheezed out,

"I'm going …to fucking kill you." Before he passed out again face first on the van floor.

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