I have recently become obsessed with this song. Out of the blue I decided on another songfic. This one involving Life With Derek. I hope you like it. Please take time out and review.
Derek took a shaky breath as he stood in front of the crowded auditorium. He looked over at Sam, who was strumming his guitar, prepping for the song. Derek walked over to him.
"I can't do this" he blurted
"We've been over this."Sam replied. He knew why Derek was feeling so anxious.
"You sing. Casey always said I was crap." Derek was shaking slightly as he thought about singing in front of everyone here.
Sam looked his friend in the eyes, "Derek. You can do this man"
Derek nodded. "Right." he said,"I can do this"
Derek went back up to the microphone and waited for the drummer to start the beat. And without giving it a second thought he sang the song the band had recently written.
The question asked in order
To save her life or take it
The answer no to avoid death
The answer yes would make it
make it
Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet
Say yes to pull the trigger
Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet
And Casey pulled the trigger
Derek paused for a moment to wipe his eyes. He wasn't crying, he told himself, dust flew in his eye. That's all.
All heads are bowed in silence
To remember her last sentence
She answered him knowing what would happen
Her last words still hanging in the air
In the air
Derek had to turn away from the crowd as he began the chorus again. The sobs and shreiks of anguish coming from the front row were to terrible. And he couldn't stand seeing Marti and Lizzy in such emotional distress. So he continued the song looking at the back row instead of the front and trying desperatly to block out the crys.
Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet
Say yes to pull th trigger
Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet
And Casey pulled the trigger
Oh, God. Derek wanted to quit singing this reminder. To quit singing this stupid song. He wanted to join the crying crowd, but he couldn't. He promised Casey he would sing this, promised himself to sing this. And he was going to sing this.
How many will die
I will die
I, I will say yes
Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet
Say yes to pull the trigger
Do you belive in God
Written on the bullet
And Casey pulled the trigger
Do you believe in God(Do you believe)
Do you believe in God(Do you believe)
Do you believe in God(Do you believe)
And I will pull the trigger
Derek was amazed that he managed to stay composed until backstage. Then he collapsed into tears. Holding his head in his hands he kept mumbling one question, Why?
Okay I've written this at 12:31 in the morning so if there's spelling errors I apologize. I'll fix any that are there. Plus I'm thinking of writing a flasahback chapter of what happened to make Derek write/sing this song. No it's not really his song. Plus it's suppossed to be Cassie not Casey but that's how she spells her name, right? Anyway song is called Cassie and it's by means I dont own the band/song/show/characters or anything in between.
Please since you took the time to read this i would like to know your ideas/opinions/just please review, kk?
Peace out. Srry! Lol need to cut off my coffee intake.