How will I know

Note: I don't own glee or the characters

Prologue

Burt doesn't know how this happened. It can't be real. Kurt was going to NYADA, to New York and in a year Blaine would join him. He can still remember the look on Kurt's face when they left that night. He was finally happy. The bulling never really stopped but Kurt had Blaine now and friends to protect him. But that night Kurt had protected Blaine and now he was here, laying on a cold, metal table in a morgue . Burt looks at Kurt and they have truly done a good job. Kurt's hair is styled exactly as he would want it and he looks fine. But when Burt rubs over Kurt's head he can feel it, the places where they smashed his head into the concrete. He remembers when Elizabeth died. When he had a young, crying Kurt in his arms and he promised himself that he would do anything he could to keep him save. On the outside Burt looks fine but inside he's feeling so much. How is life suppose to go on? He of all people would now, he already buried his first wife. But Kurt? How was he suppose to stand there and watch how they lowered him in the ground. He looks at Kurt again and he can't believe that he's never going to see his face again or his smile or the excited sparkle in his eyes when he's talking about Blaine. Weirdly enough he's happy that it's Kurt and not Blaine who died because Kurt would never have made it without Blaine. Frankly he doesn't know if Blaine will but that doesn't matter anymore because Blaine doesn't remember.