A/N: Here's a story of Edward and Jacob. I have read Edward and Jacob stories and wanted to write one of my own! Don't know how many chapters there will be, it will be less than 10 I knew that much. And F.Y.I,I started writing this a week ago. So I have over 16,000 words.
I was planning on doing it as a one shot but then I thought it was too long for a one shot for me. As I was writing the middle of the story and most of the ending I made up my mind and decided that I would do chapters instead.
This chapter alone has over 8,000 words! That's new for me! Anyway here's the first chapter! Hope you like it!
WARNING: M Rated! Male/Male. Lemons. MPEG! Minor language.
Summary: Edward proposed to Bella but she said no and moved to Florida. Edward is in a deep depression. Jacob has a secret, one that he hid very well since that day in the woods near Bella's house. Jacob had Imprinted on Edward. One day the pack found out and tried to kill him. His imprint finds him and cares for him. Can Edward return Jacob's love?
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight, Stephine Meyer does.
The Playlist for this story:
In the dark by Dev
If the walls could talk by Celine Dion
The day I fall in love by Dolly Parton and James Ingram
You're still the one by Shaina Twain
Gotta believe in something by Emily Osment
A little more personal by Lindsay Lohan
Two more lonely people by Miley Cyrus
Runaway by Linkin Park
I don't wanna miss a thing by Aerosmith
Forever and always by Shaina Twain
The Vampire and The Werewolf
Chapter one
EPOV
Bella. My Bella left. She did not want me. I had proposed to her and she laughed in my face. She had left on the next available flight to Jacksonville.
My dead heart felt even more dead. I had no reason to live if you call this living. I sat in my room just staring at the wall. My family had tried to cheer me up but I just growled at them.
They backed off when I threw my couch though my door. They knew that it wouldn't hurt them but they backed off anyway.
I know that they are very worried. Esme most of all. I can hear their thoughts, but I choice to ignore them.
It has been at least three months since I have fed. I know from what Carlisle said that it will not kill me but the burning pain in my throat felt good.
Two days after Bella left I tried to go to Italy but unfortunately my brothers stopped me by tackling me to the ground and sitting on me until I said that I was going to stay.
I caved in and stayed. They all told me that Bella was not worth it.
"Edward, honey, if she doesn't want to marry you then she is not the one for you!" said Esme gently.
As I remembered that I smiled, she's right. If Bella had loved me like she said she did then she would of jump up and down screaming her head 'yes!' but she didn't.
I jumped up and gasped as I realized that Bella had been using me, to gain immortality.
I normally don't swear but...that BITCH!
I punched the wall with my fist. I did more damage to the wall then my fist.
My door opened and Emmett came in.
"Dude! Do Jasper and I have to sit on you again?" said Emmett slowly as he made his way carefully over to me.
I shook my head.
"No. I just had an epiphany. Bella fucking used me! She was using me to gain immortality!" I shouted at the top of my lungs, which was pretty loud considering that I had no reason for them.
Emmett looked at me and I read his mind. He finally realized what we all realized the moment Bella left he thought sadly.
"Yeah, I finally realized." I said pitifully.
"Hey, she fooled all of us!" said Jasper as he came in the room.
The rest of my siblings came in and sat down on my bed. I sighed and looked at them. They are my family. I need to move on.
"I'm going to go hunt. Anyone want to come with?" I asked. They shook their heads saying that they hunted earlier.
I smiled at them then gave them each a hug. I ran out of the house at top speed. It felt good to run again. I had been sitting down for three months!
I ran toward the treaty line and ran along it not going into the wolf land. I stopped at a clearing and let my guard down, I gave into the vampire sense.
I nose flared as I smelled my favorite meal, mountain lion. I ran toward the smell at top speed. I jumped though the bushes and tackled my prey.
After feeding off a lion and three older deers I felt so much better. My mind cleared up a little. I walked back toward the house.
I was still about three miles away from the house when I smelled it. Blood.
And a wet dog smell. And something else I couldn't put my finger on. It was a husky smell, I found myself liking the smell a little too much.
I followed the scent of the blood and realized that it was coming from the north. I reached the treaty line and looked around and saw nothing. I opened up my hearing and I span my mind out.
I could hear a heart beating and labored breathing but it was coming from my side of the line. I turned to the right and followed the heart beats.
The heat beats sounded really irregular. I started to run at vampire speed.
I reached an small hill that went downward. What I saw at the bottom was not what I was suspecting.
Jacob Black was at the bottom of the hill covered in dead leaves and dried blood.
I gasped and jumped down to him. I ran over to him and looked him over. It looked like wolves attacked him.
But that was crazy. Jacob was strong and a werewolf. Could of Jacob's pack did this to him?
"Jake? Can you hear me? It's Edward Cullen." I said softly as I lifted him up into my arms.
He let out a whimper and opened his eyes slightly.
I could hear his thoughts clear as day.
No! They found me. Can't fight anymore. OH! It's him. My golden eyes. My Edward. My mate. My...imprint. Jacob Thought before he fell unconscious.
To say I was shocked would be an understatement. I could not get what I just heard wrapped around my mind. My very roomy vampire mind. (Does that make sense?)
Jacob Black, a werewolf had imprinted on me, Edward Cullen, a vampire.
JPOV
The day started out like any other day. I made myself breakfast then went to the beach for an hour.
I was walking back to my house when I heard the howl. I quickly took off my clothes and phased into the russet wolf.
I rolled my eyes as I heard Sam's thoughts, he was just checking to see if we were all on our toes.
Jake, at any moment a rogue vampire could come though here. We must be prepared! Said Sam.
I knew that. But, didn't like having the heart attack scare when there was no said rogue vampire.
Sam laughed at that as well as the others in the pack.
We all met at a meadow. I realized that it was his meadow. I quickly erased that thought before the pack heard it.
Sam wanted us to run and fight with a partner. We needed to be on our toes or rather paws in this case.
After two hours of this, everyone getting hungry.
Okay, that was good! If a rogue vampire would come though here, it will be history before it can if read the welcome sign! said Sam happily.
Hey, I was wondering if anyone heard anything about the Cullen's? Asked Seth innocently.
Yeah, I ran into the doctor early this morning. I asked how they were fairing and he said that they were okay...but, um, E-Edward has been in a frozen state of mind since Bella left, he has not hunted since, and two days after she left his two brothers had to stop him from going to Italy. Said Sam sadly, the Cullen's and the pack had became sorta like strained friends.
I looked up at Sam when he said Edward's name. Edward was frozen and he was not feeding. Edward was in pain! Edward's pain was my pain!
I didn't even know that I was projecting my thoughts to the pack until it was too late.
You imprinted on a leech? A man? You are a faggot! Shouted Paul, Sam, and Leah at the same time.
The others were just shocked. I could feel that Seth really didn't care, as long as I was happy.
Before I could even blink or run. Paul and Sam were on me. I let out a howl as their razor sharp canine teeth sank into both of my flanks.
I whipped around sank my own teeth into Sam's neck then I, with claws out raked my paw down Paul's muzzle.
By doing that it gave me a five second head start to safety. It wasn't much but I will take it.
I could hear them growling behind me but they were at least a hundred yards behind. My side was gashing out blood. Why wasn't it healing?
My head was spinning with the blood loss. Where to go? Where to go? I thought in panic. I couldn't go home, my father would tell them I was there.
I had no other friends besides the pack. I was about a mile away from the treaty line. Wait! The Cullens! They will help me!
I ran faster toward my only safe haven. I crossed the line and phased back and put on my clothes. I had lost Paul and Sam several miles back.
I walked slowly toward the Cullen's house. I was about two miles away. I called out in my head, hoping beyond everything in me that Edward would be listening.
I wasn't watching where I was going and I tripped over a tree root and tumbled down a hill. I blacked out before I got to the bottom.
The next thing I know is that I was being lifted up into strong arms. I gasped.
No! They found me. I Can't fight anymore.
I opened my eyes and saw the most beautiful sight before me. Edward!
OH! It's him. My golden eyes. My Edward. My mate. My...imprint.
That was the last thought I had before I blacked out again.
EPOV
I ran at top speed with Jacob...Jake in my arms. He was bleeding badly from his sides.
When I was a hundred yards from the house I yelled out "Carlisle! I need your help!"
Just as I broke thought the trees I saw my whole family outside. Carlisle took one look at the body in my arms before he ran full speed toward me.
"What on earth happened, Edward?" he asked as he checked over Jake.
"I have no idea! I found him like this!" I said.
"We have to get him into my office, he's lost so much blood!" he said.
"I thought the wolves heal themselves, shouldn't he have been healed by now?" I said as Carlisle and I ran to the house and right toward and into his office.
I laid Jake down on the hospital bed that was there.
"Well, normally he would of healed by now but judging by the bites, it was wolves that bit him. And it brakes my heart to say it was two wolves from his pack. And they are deep." said Carlisle as he grabbed the right stuff to help Jake.
I looked at the russet skin boy and suddenly realized that he was not a boy, he was a man. I took in the shaggy black hair, the high cheekbones and the full red lips.
As I stared at the lips, I wondered what it would be like to kiss them. Would they be soft as they looked? I wonder what it would taste... I stopped himself.
What the hell I am I thinking? I am not gay! However, I am very drawn to the werewolf lying on the hospital bed.
"Carlisle help him, please!" I said desperately. Carlisle looked at me and saw something in my eyes.
"I'm going to do everything in my power, son." he said as he started to cut though Jake's blood soaked t-shirt.
I gasped sharply when the fabric was pulled back. It took all my strength not to leave Jake to go and kill those wolves who did this to him.
Carlisle worked fast. An hour later and 32 stitches later, we moved Jake into my room. I covered him up with a blanket then went downstairs.
As soon as I walked into the living room, Jasper gasped and looked at me.
"You're in love!" he said.
"What!" said the others expect Carlisle.
"Who?" asked Esme looking at me.
I opened my mouth to tell her but it was Carlisle who answered "Jacob. He's in love with Jacob."
Everyone was quiet for a minute.
"I didn't know you swag that way." said Emmett slowly.
I sighed "I didn't either. I'm a little freaked out right now but all I know is that I love the boy that is sleeping in my bed right now. And for now that is enough."
My family stared at me. Esme was the first one to move, she came over and wrapped her arms around me.
"I'm so happy for you!" she said, if she was human she would be bawling right now.
Jasper came over and clapped me on the back, then Emmett.
Alice just pouted and said "I'm happy for you, Edward. But did have to be a werewolf? I can't see them!"
I just laughed. I knew she was joking.
"I'm sorry to be a drowner but...does Jacob return the feeling?" said Rosalie, I was surprise at that. I thought she would of gagged and go ballistic on me.
"Actually, when I found him I read his mind. When I met him again after his change, he had imprinted on me." I said slowly.
Esme squealed in excitement. Everyone gathered me into a hug.
We broke apart when we heard a groan from upstairs. I looked at the stairs and then back to my family.
"Go, sweetheart." said my mom as she lightly pushed me toward the stairs.
I smiled as I went up the steps. I slowly went toward my room. I could hear Jake's thoughts.
Where am I? What happened?
I opened my door and stuck my head inside. I saw that Jake was sitting up on my bed. The blanket that I had placed on him was now draped around his hips.
I stared at his chest. It was magnificent. The muscles he has was doing something to my lower parts.
I looked lower and had to hold back a groan. Damn! The boy. Man, I quickly corrected myself had a freaking eight-pack!
I started to think about what might be lower. But I was snapped out of the thought by someone clearing their throat.
I looked up and saw that it was Jake who had cleared his throat. He was looking at me with an odd expression.
I tried to read his thoughts but he was blocking me.
I cleared my throat as I walked into my room.
"How are you feeling?" I asked. I stopped and stood at the end of the bed.
He looked at me.
"You finding me in the woods was real wasn't it." he said softly.
I nodded and said "Yes, I found you."
I realized that what I had just said had double meaning for me.
Jake smiled at me and said "Thank you, Edward!"
Oh! The way he said my name! I felt my nether regions stirring again.
This never happened to me before. Sure, I got the occasional morning wood but I have never gotten an hard on since my change from human to vampire.
When I was with her I did not get one hard-on. Now, looking back if I was attracted to her I would of felt something sexual for her.
But, I never did. Seeing Jake half naked and my manhood was swelling by the second! His voice made it swell even faster.
I turned around to hide the very potent erection that I was supporting. I grabbed the computer chair and sat down.
I looked back at Jake hoping that he did not see anything.
It looked like he didn't.
I sighed and leaned forward and placed my elbows on my thighs.
"What happened Jake?" I asked softly, looking deep into his dark brown almost black eyes.
JPOV
I heard a loud noise that woke me up. I blinked against the harsh light coming from though the window. I looked around me and saw that I was in a bedroom. And in a king size, very comfortable, bed.
I slowly sat up. Groaning out loud when I felt something pull at my sides. I lowered the blanket and saw stitches in my sides.
I counted them 16 on each side. 32 fucking stitches!
I sighed and ran a hand though my shaggy hair.
Where am I? What happened? I thought.
The door suddenly opened and a mane of bronze color hair stuck in. I saw the golden eyes of my imprint. I quickly closed off all my thoughts.
But, it looked like he was not trying to read my mind. It looked like he was studying my chest.
That was a stupid thought. He would never love me like I love him. But as his eyes lowered, I saw something in his eyes.
Lust? Love?
Okay, maybe when I fall down the hill I hit my head.
Edward opened the door wider and slipped in. I had to hold in my gasp. He was wearing a tight white t-shirt that showed his chest and abs. Black jeans that rode low on his hips.
I thanked god that I was sitting on the bed. My cock went of zero to ready to freaking blow in two seconds.
I knew I had to do something before I jumped out of the bed and tackled him. I cleared my throat.
Edward looked up. I had to stifle a laugh cause he looked so cute with the deer-caught-in-the-headlight look.
Maybe. Just maybe, he likes me. My inner wolf was begging that our mate might like us. Love us even.
I made sure that I was still blocking my thoughts from him.
He cleared his throat and walked in.
"How are you feeling?" He asked. He stopped and stood at the end of the bed. Closer I wanted to yell out.
I just looked at him.
"You finding me in the woods was real wasn't it." I said softly.
It was true. I thought him finding me in the woods was a dream.
He nodded and said "Yes, I found you."
I smiled at him and said "Thank you, Edward!"
I saw his eyes darken and he stiffened. I looked at him. What was wrong with him? I stiffed the air to see if there was any threat.
Oh! I could smell his arousal.
Holy shit! He was getting aroused. I looked down and saw that his black jeans had a very potent erection that strained the cotton.
Seeing that my own erection strained against my own jeans. I was over the moon. This meant that my imprint loves me. Right?
Edward turned around and quickly grabbed the computer chair and sat down.
He looked back at me. I think he was hoping that I did not see anything.
Hmm. Maybe I could play with him a little. After all he played with me those past few months, even if he did not know it.
Kissing her, holding her hand. Wearing tight shirts and having that crazy sex hair every time I saw him.
Besides I overheard him tell one of his brothers that he like to play 'hard to get'
And I will gladly play!
I made my face indifferent as he looked at me.
He sighed and leaned forward and placed his elbows on his thighs.
God! He was so sexy!
"What happened Jake?" he asked softly, looking deep into my eyes.
I slightly gasped when he called me 'Jake'
I tried to think of a way around the whole imprinting thing but I could not think of a way so I just shrugged my shoulders.
He growled and said "Jake, please tell me!"
I looked away from his golden-brown eyes and stared at the far wall. I felt the bed shift and looked in front of me.
I gasped as I saw Edward sitting two inches away from me.
He took one of my hand into both of his.
"Jake, please tell what happen. When I found you, my dead heart felt like it just dropped out of my body. I ran like hell back here, my heart was in my throat as Carlisle worked on you. I saw the bite marks. Why would your pack do this?" asked Edward softly.
I just stared at him.
He leaned forward and whispered "I heard you. When I found you, you weren't blocking your thoughts, like you are now. You thought 'It'shim, my golden eyes. My Edward, my mate. my...imprint'."
My eyes widen and I started to hyperventilate. I was panicking, my inner wolf was too.
Before I could say a word, I felt cold, hard lips touch mine. I gasped and stared at Edward as he kissed me.
I was in shock. My mate was kissing me!
All thought went out the window as he slipped his tongue in my mouth. I groaned as my tongue met his.
His hands released my hand to grab a hold of my neck to deepen the kiss. We were moaning, I raked my hands though his thick bronze mane. I gathered few of the bronze locks in my hand a pulled.
He hissed out at that. He broke the kiss and we stared at each other.
There was no mistaking the lust and love I saw in his eyes.
"Wow!" we both said in unison. We both grinned at that.
I was happy. My mate accepted me!
EPOV
Kissing Jake was like forth of July. It lit up my entire being. It chased away the coldness that ran though my dead veins leaving warmness in it's path.
We sat on my bed just talking afterward. I learned a lot about the man sitting across from me. I told him about myself from the time I was changed until now.
He asked about some of the history I saw and heard. I smiled at him.
"You like History?" I asked.
"Yeah, it was one of my best and favorite subject in school." he said.
"Well, you are in luck. You have seven vampires in this house." I said and watched as my love's eyes widen.
I smiled and said "Carlisle is over five hundred years old. I know for a fact if you asked him, he would tell you anything you'd want to know. The others would too."
Jake looked like he was ready to bust with happiness. The way he looked had me laughing, he looked like a very overexcited puppy.
Someone knocked on my door. I told them to come in. It was Esme. She was holding several bags. From reading her mind I knew that they were for Jake.
Alice and her had gone shopping to get all the things Jake would needs.
"Here you go. I hope I got everything. If you need anything else just tell me." said Esme as she placed the bags on my bed and quickly left the room.
"Was she talking to you or me?" asked Jake as he looked at the bags.
I froze. What if he doesn't want to stay here? I had been so caught up in everything that had happen in last three hours that I hadn't stopped to think about what Jake would do once he got better.
I swallowed hard. There was a lump in my throat. If I was human, there would be tears falling free down my cheeks.
I didn't want him to leave. I wanted him to stay here forever...with me.
I felt warm fingertips under my chin. I looked up from my lap to met Jake's brown-black eyes.
"Whats wrong?" he asked, I could see the concern in his eyes.
I sighed and said "She was talking to you. You are welcome to stay here for as long as you want."
"Well, that will a long time." he said grinning widely.
I raised my eyebrow at him. Does he mean what I think he means?
He confirmed it when he said, "Edward, I am not going to leave you. You will have me forever."
I smiled sadly at that. We didn't really have forever, just about eighty or more years.
"Whats wrong, now?" he said.
I looked down and studied my pants as I thickly said "I'm a vampire, I live forever. You're human you don't live forever."
There was pause then to my surprise Jake started laughing.
I looked up and saw that his eyes were so full of love and tenderness.
But his laughter hurt me deeply. Why was he laughing?
My hurt must have been obvious on my face cause his laughter dried up. Jake grabbed my face and give me a chaste kiss (A/N: is that the right spelling?) and looked at me intensively.
"Bella, didn't tell you did she?" he said. I felt my eyebrows cross at that. Didn't tell me what?
Jake sighed and said "I'm going to live forever. It's a werewolf thing. Yes, I am still mortal but as long as I am around vampires and I am going to be around vampires. I will live forever."
"I'm yours. Forever!" he added smiling widely at me.
I stared at Jake. My Jake. He was going to stay with me! Forever! I tackled him and we spent the rest of the night kissing and talking.
FOUR MONTHS LATER
JPOV
The past four months have been THE best moments of my life. Edward and I spent a lot of time together. He took me out to dinner and he would take me on a hike in the woods.
When he went hunting, I went with in my wolf form. I had no more connection with the pack, I was what the elders considered 'a lone wolf' and I was fine with that.
Cause, this lone wolf has his mate. The said mate was right now a few yard ahead of me as I chased him.
He just finished hunting. Watching him hunt made my cock swell. He looks so sexy when he lets the vampire take over.
Thinking about what just happened not even two minutes ago, I dug my paws in the earth and jumped into the air.
I landed a little bit ahead of him. He saw me and skidded to a stop.
"Okay...you win!" he said with a frown.
I phased back and walked over to him. I saw him sallow hard as he looked me over. When his eyes landed on my cock, I saw lust cloud his bright golden-brown eyes.
I smirked at him as my cock started to swell under his gaze.
I stood before him my erection poking him in the stomach. He leaned forward and claimed my lips.
We wrapped our arms around each other as we started to kiss and caress. One of Edward's hands slowly traced down my abdomen, toward my swollen member.
I gasped as he wrapped his cold fingers around the base, then groaned in the back of my throat as he started slowly pumping me.
"Edward." I breathed out against his lips.
He grinned mischievously. I was in utter bliss. He was so good with his hands!
I ran my own hands down his stomach and palmed his erection. He growled low in throat and let out a hiss when I lightly squeezed his balls.
I giggled as he tackled me to the Forrest floor. We deepened the kiss as I took off his buttoned up black shirt.
I raked my fingers down his sculptured chest, down his well defined six-pack abs. I unbuttoned his jeans and yanked down the zipper.
I put my hand inside his jeans and I growled as I realized that he was going commando. He growled as I touched his erect cock.
I took it out of it's confinement and pumped it slowly.
"God!" Edward hissed against my lips. I smirked as I quickly flipped us over and straddled him by the waist. I could feel the tip of his penis against my ass.
I would love to just sink right down on it right now. But, Edward wouldn't like it. We have done everything from jerking each other off to sucking each other off.
We had yet to make love. I wanted to so bad. I want Edward to be my first, and I want to be his. But, Edward on the other hand he kept saying 'soon' or 'we will' every time I say I want him to make love to me.
I know he wants to make love to me...at least I think he does. Lately, I have been thinking maybe he doesn't want to be intimate with me.
As I thought about this I thanked my lucky stars that I block my thoughts from him.
I casted aside my thoughts and placed opened mouthed kiss as I slowly made my way down his body. I reached his cock and groaned as I saw the pre-cum.
I leaned forward and placed my tongue at the tip and licked off the cum. I hummed as the salty taste and the essence of Edward filled my taste buds.
I heard Edward moaned as I licked from tip to base then back up. My man was big. At least a good eight inches long and three inches wide. I was slightly bigger than him but only by like an half of inch.
I took him into my mouth and started to suck. He let out a shout then grabbed my head as fisted his hands into my hair.
He was moaning and groaning as I worked him toward his release. After two minutes he said "Jake, I'm going to cum!"
I re-doubled my effort and I grabbed his balls with of my hand and squeezed gently. He came with a shout and his hot seed down my throat.
I licked off all his cum, not leaving one drop. I crawled back up his body and claimed his lips.
He groaned as he tasted himself on my tongue. He flipped us over and went down on me.
He smirked at me as he went down. He paused at my navel and kissed and nipped at it. For some reason I loved that, he tried that one night and my response was a growl.
And right now I was growling as he worked his mouth on my navel and I let out a howl when he dipped his tongue into my belly button.
"Edward!" I whined pitifully. He laughed and I felt the vibration against the lower part of my stomach and it made me harder.
I was whithering against the Forrest floor. He gave one last lick to my navel then went lower. He stared at my erection with awe. He grabbed the base with one of his cold hands and placed the tip of his tongue on the head of my cock.
I groaned as he licked my slit and let out a growl as he gently glazed his teeth along the sensitive tip.
"Edward! Stop teasing!" I said though gritted teeth. He chuckled but did what I asked. He took me into his mouth.
Oh my god! He had the most talented mouth. The first time he did this I only lasted about thirty seconds. It could have been that I never had an blow job before.
But I think it was that and Edward's tongue.
I was moaning and clawing at the Forrest floor. Edward was bobbing up and down at vampire speed. Having an vampire as a imprint has it's uses. Like for example vampires can suck very good.
I was so close. I opened my mouth to tell Edward that I was close when I felt one of his fingertips at my entrance.
I gasped. I was so shocked that he was lightly stroking my hole.
Go inside! Go inside! PLEASE! I thought pitifully. I let out a sound that was half growl and half howl as I came violently into his mouth.
I was panting and was so in bliss that I didn't notice right away that Edward had moved away from me. Usually, after our love making we kiss until I get dizzy from the lack of oxygen.
When I realized that he had not kissed me I sat up and looked for him. I saw him a few feet away on an fallen tree trunk.
He had his head in his hands. He looked frozen. I got up and ran over to him and knelt down in front of him.
"Edward? What's wrong?" I asked. My heart was going so fast that I thought that it would jump out of my chest and ran away. What had happened? I thought everything was amazing.
He unfroze and looked at me. I saw his eyes, they were sad. Why was he sad?
I opened my mouth to speak but he beat me to it.
"I heard you, Jake." he said simply.
"Huh?" I asked. I had no idea what he was talking about.
"I heard what you thought when I put my fingertip on your hole." he whispered.
Oh. I rolled my eyes, I must of let down my guard when he did that. But, why was he acting like this?
"Okay, so, you heard me. Why are you...moping?" I said.
Edward looked like he was in pain as he said "I saw pictures in your head of fantasies of us making love. And I heard just how much you want us to fully make love." he cut off cause he was so overcome with emotion.
He took a deep breath and continued "I want to make love with you but I'm just not ready...I mean I'm ready have been for the last hundred years! I just want us to date for awhile longer before we get to that point."
I smiled at him. My 20th century man, it was cute when he took stuff from his era and applied it to our relationship.
It was sexy!
"Edward. Just cause I fantasize about our future love making when we are intimate, like just now, doesn't mean I want you to do what I fantasize about right then. I mean sure I am ready but I will wait until you are ready." I said gently as I rubbed my hands on his legs trying to comfort him.
I opened my mind to him and let him read my mind. He smiled as he heard everything that I just said in my head as well as a few more fantasizes that I couldn't help but think about.
"Thank you, Jake. For understanding." he said as he leaned forward to kiss my lips.
Two hours later we were in the living room watching the super bowl. Well, I was trying to watch it but Emmett was more entertaining than the football game.
He was jumping up and down like an mad man. It was funny to watch. Every time a player would score a touch down he would jump up and shout out "TOUCH DOOOOWWWNNNN YEAH!"
I was laughing my ass off at him. I loved when Emmett watched sports, he was like Jim Carry. Funny as hell!
I picked up my coke and took a sip as the second half took place.
Carlisle came into the room and placed a McDonald bag on the table in front of me.
I looked up at him surprised that he got me it.
"Thanks." I said as I opened the bag and took out the big Mac and large fries (A/N: Now, I'm getting hungry for a big mac myself!)
It was gone in five minutes. I finished my soda and leaned back against Edward, feeling content.
I was watching the game but my eyes were feeling heavy. I tried to stay awake but Edward was stroking my hair soothingly.
I fell asleep. And had the best dream.
I was pulling up to the house and got out of Edward's Volvo and made my way up to the house. Edward had sent me out to get something for him.
I opened the door and went in and the first thing I saw were candles. Hundreds of them. I looked in to the living room and saw that there was a fire going in the fireplace.
But what got my attention most was the pillows and blankets in front of the fireplace. There were rose petals on the blankets.
I slowly walked over to the fireplace and I saw on the table nearest to the pillows and blankets was a card and a wrapped box.
I went over and grabbed the card and opened it.
To my beloved, it read. I recognized the hand writing. It was Edward's.
Since I first found out that I loved you, I knew that I will spend the rest of my existence with you. That day I found you in the Forrest was the best and worst day of my existence. The worst cause I thought I was going to loose you so soon after I found you.
The best cause I found you and I realized that you had imprinted on me. That you loved me and that I loved you back. When I knew that you were going to make it, my dead heart came alive and jumped for joy!
The days since then have been the best ones in all of my years upon this earth. I know in my heart that it is you that I want to spend the rest of my existence with.
So, with that being said, Jake, my Jacob. My mate. My werewolf. My everything. Will you do the extraordinary honor of becoming my husband?
Love always,
Your Edward
I gasped as I read that. I had silent happy tears running down my cheeks.
I felt someone behind me and I turned to look at the golden brown eyes of my mate.
Edward was smiling nervously and said shakily "Will you?"
He was holding up a black tiny box that was open. Inside was a band. A wedding band. I gaped at it. It was beautiful, it was a plain gold band but it shined so bright.
"It was my father's wedding band." whispered Edward.
I started crying and I said "YES!"
Edward gathered me into his arms and started kissing me.
"God, I love you Jacob Black." moaned Edward as he grind his hips into mine. Our harding cocks touching each other though layers of clothes.
"I love you too! I can't wait to be Jacob Cullen!" I whispered in his ear then nipped it.
Edward whimpered. He grabbed my shoulders and pushed me gently away. I looked at him and saw his eyes there was lust and love in them. Also, I saw a little bit of nervousness.
He picked me up and brought me to the pillows and blankets. He lowered me down in front of the fireplace and I leaned back against the pillows looking up at Edward. He was leaning over me on his hands on either side of my face.
He smiled down at me and said "Do you want to open your present?"
I looked up at the table and saw the wrapped up box and smiled at him nodding.
He reached out with one hand and grabbed my present. I sat up and unwrapped the box. What could he have gotten me? I opened the box and there was tissue paper in the way.
I moved the tissue paper out of the way and when I saw the present, I gasped up at him with wide eyes.
"Edward?" I said as I grabbed my present or rather presents. In one hand was a bottle of lube and in the other was a box of condoms.
Edward moved the empty box out of the way and moved closer to me. He started kissing my face. First, my forehead then my eyelids then my nose then both of my cheeks.
He paused at my lips and whispered "I'm ready, love. I want to make love to you."
I gasped at him and started sobbing happily. I kissed him with all the love that I had for him.
We slowly get undressed. We explored each others bodies. We have before but this time it was so different we were about to became lovers.
EPOV
The last four months have been the best moments in my entire existence. I had Jake. My Jacob.
He had fallen asleep after eating the McDonald's that my dad had brought him. I had called him to ask him if he could, cause I knew Jake was craving it.
I was stroking Jake's midnight hair as he slept. I paused mid-stroke as I heard and saw Jake's thoughts.
He was dreaming about us and fantasizing about us as well. My mouth dropped open as I heard and watched. If I had been human I would have been crying right now as I saw that my dream self propose to Jake.
I smiled at that. Since I became a vampire and realized that I could read minds I had known that if someone dreams of something so vivid that it's something they want in reality.
The dream Jacob yelled yes and my dead heart swelled. My mate wanted to marry me. I was smiling as I watched the dream.
Oh, how is wish I could sleep so I could dream of the same thing.
"Edward?" said Carlisle from besides me. I looked up and saw he was looking at me with a curious expression.
"What's got you smiling like the Cheshire cat?" he asked.
I laughed happily and said "Jake is dreaming of us. Of me proposing to him."
Carlisle smiled as he thought Dreams can be what we deeply desire.
As he said that I saw that in Jake's dream my dream self had put a bottle of lube and a box of condoms in a box and whispered 'I'm ready, love. I want to make love to you.'
I gasped out loud and Carlisle looked at me panicked and asked "What's wrong, Edward?"
I swallowed hard and gently removed myself from under Jake.
"Can I speak to you in private Carlisle?" I asked my father. He nodded and I followed him toward his study. The rest of the family went hunting and Jake was pasted out on the couch.
We entered Carlisle's office. I went to the window and looked out. I saw flashes of lighting in the sky due north. I calculated that Forks would get the storm in about two hours maybe less.
"What's wrong, Son?" said Dad. I saw his reflection in the window. He looked older than what he was frozen at.
I looked at my own reflection and saw that my face was strain as if in great pain. I sighed and said "Jake was also dreaming of us being intimate."
Carlisle pursed his lips and said "Well, he's an seventeen year old male, so, it's normal that he would dream something like that."
I sighed again and said "I know! But you said yourself Carlisle 'dreams can be what we deeply desire' and I know for a fact that Jake desires that we be physical lovers in every sense."
"I don't mean to butt in your private life, son and feel free to tell me to mind my own business. Jake and you haven't...made love yet?" asked my father slowly as if he was afraid that he was overstepping into my and Jake's love life.
I shook my head and whispered "No, we haven't."
Carlisle looked at me and asked "Edward, are you a...virgin?"
"Yes." I said softly.
"And is Jake a...virgin as well?" he said as he sat down on his desk and crossed his arms.
"Yes." I repeated.
"Well, it's normal to feel nervous when it comes to sex. Doesn't matter what age you are. When you have never made love to someone before, it's even scarier." said Carlisle in his 'doctor voice'
I laughed and turned around.
"That's not it, dad. I'm ready, yeah I'm nervous but I'm ready. So is Jake. Earlier day when we went hunting I saw into his mind and I saw the want and need that he has for me. In more ways than the physical love." I said.
Carlisle looked confused and asked "If you are ready and he is too, why haven't you guys made love yet?"
I sighed and growled. I raked my hands though my hair in frustration.
"Cause, I can't. I won't. I won't make love to Jake." I said slowly, my tone so full of pain.
Carlisle looked at me with shocked eyes. There was sound of thunder off in the distance and we felt the vibrations from it.
"What?" asked Carlisle.
Before I could say anything he jumped up from his desk and came over to me.
"What do you mean you 'can't' or 'won't ' make love to Jake?" he shouted angrily.
I gasped as I realized that what I had said sound like something else to Carlisle.
"Carlisle...Dad! I didn't mean it like that. I meant I can't be with him like that cause I might hurt him. And I won't be with him in that way cause I don't want to hurt him." I said quickly.
Carlisle looked at me and sighed as he saw truth in my words. He shook his head and thought should of known, you felt the same way with HER.
I groaned and said "Carlisle please, I don't even want to remember even thinking about wanting to be with her. It makes the blood that I had earlier want reappear."
He laughed at that and after a few moments I joined in. It was funny.
Carlisle gathered himself and said gently "Edward, I know that you are nervous and scared that you will hurt Jake. I know what I said before she left was that I would wait until she changed. Well, in this case I say go for it. Jake is a human but he is also a werewolf."
"A werewolf that can out ran a vampire. Cut though the skin of a vampire. Maybe not as strong as a vampire but can heal very fast." he added with a smirk.
I let what he said sink in. At the moment that it clicked in my head that Jake was different than...Bella. I gasped, if I somehow hurt him during our love making he could throw me off of him or phase into the russet wolf that I love so much.
I was an idiot. I laughed humorlessly and shook my head.
"I'm an idiot!" I said.
Carlisle laughed and said "No, you were being careful. You didn't want to hurt him and you thought you would. You just forgot that he was a werewolf and is probably the only one that can withstand and match us vampires."
He got up and went to his bookshelf and grabbed a book and went back to his desk.
"And I am proud of you, son. I'm going to the hospital to check on one of my patients. Now...what do the young people say today? Oh, yeah...go get your man!" he added with a smirk.
I smirked as well. Then at vampire speed I ran to the living room where I had left Jake but he wasn't there.
"Jake?" I called out but received no answer. I raced upstairs into our room. When I opened up the door I saw clothes all over the place.
They were Jake's. I saw the patio door opened and ran toward it and out onto the deck. I stepped on something on the deck.
I bent down and saw that it was the necklace I gave Jake. It was an half-crescent moon, I had bought it when he and I were in Port Angeles (A/N: is that right?)
"JAKE!" I shouted at the top of my legs before I ran downstairs. I ran toward Carlisle's office hoping he was still there. He was.
"Jake left me."
A/N: Okay. How was it? Why do you think Jake left? Did he himself leave or do you think someone took him? Please tell me your thoughts on this.
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