Some Secrets are meant to stay hidden

Chapter 1

How can I tell him? How could I let this happen? How could I be so stupid? What am I going to do? I'm only 16, I can't do this. Why didn't I just listen to my personal warnings? I knew he was trouble and yet here I am in this horrilbe mess. I know he'll deny ever being with me and say that I'm lying but I'm not. I have the proof if he needs it. That's it, I'll just tell him. I know he won't believe it but at least by telling him some of this burden will be off my chest. I just have to get him alone, won't that be a task, but I just need to get him alone and I can tell him. Yeah I can do this, I can. I'm a strong woman and I...can't do this. Why me? Goddmanit! I just need to suck it up and do this. Please let him be alone.

I walked down the hall towards the dugenons. I was mentally preparing myself to talk to the one person I didn't really want to see. As I rounded a corner I heard giggling and I looked up to see a couple pressed up against one another. I backed up before they saw me. I couldn't let Slytherins see me down here, I would be murdered and then I would be no closer to telling him. I waited a few mintues hoping the couple would leave and I could continue on my way but I could still hear whisperes and giggling. The dungenon was a relativly dark place so I knew I could hide in the shadows. I peaked my head around the corner to see if I could see who the couple was just out of curiousity and what I saw made my stomach and my heart drop.

There he was, kissing some other girl. He had moved on. Apperently I was so easy to get over that he already had. I couldn't believe it. I felt tears fill my eyes and started to make things blur. There he was with some random girl and I haven't been with anyone. I couldn't look anymore, I moved back from around the corner and pressed my back against the wall. I looked up at the ceiling and tried to blink back the tears, swearing I wouldn't cry anymore. He helped me make my decision. I covered my mouth with my hand to keep from crying out. I guess I wasn't quick enough and they heard me.

"Who's there?" I heard his voice call. I quickly and quitely slipped from the wall and made my way out of the dungenons. Now I needed to get out of here and there is only one person to help me.

I made my way through the castle and up to the headmaster's office. I knocked on the door gently and heard a gentle 'come in'. I softly pushed the door open and slipped into the office. I looked up to see the headmaster sitting at his desk. He smiled sweetly at me as soon as he saw me. I tried to return the gesture, but failed.

"Ah, Ms. Weathers. Please come in dear girl." He called out to me. I walked up to Dumbledore and sat down in one of the chairs in front of his desk. He stood up and moved around to sit next to me. "Dear what's wrong?"

"I...I...need to ask you a question Sir." I stumbled as I tried to talk.

"Anything my dear." He said gently. I couldn't help the tears welling up in my eyes again.

"I need to know if there is a way I can take my N.E.W.T.S early." I asked.

"Why would want to take your N.E.W.T.S early dear?"

"I have some complications that are going to effect my life and I want to try and finish school early so it can make things a little easier for me."

"What kind of complications?"

"I don't want to bother you with my problems Sir." I tried to steer clear o what was happening to me. Appearently he saw right through me. "So is it possible Sir?"

"Ivy you know you can talk to me. I've known you since you were born."

"I...I...I'm pregnant." I finally whispered.