A/N: Hey there, This is just a one shot I thought of randomly. It is smut, my first real smut.

I DO NOT APPROVE CHEATING. it is horrible...but unfortunately it makes a good story.

WARNING: There is sexual content in this story.

Disclaimer: I do not own Big Time Rush, neither do I own any of the boys individually. Only the OC.

You open your closet door, trying to figure out what would look sexy on you. Logan was going to be gone on some business trip for 2 weeks, this was your chance to see Him. You still don't know how you started this whole situation. You knew that you loved Logan, but there was something about Him that was absolutely irresistible. You finally decide to wear a tight, red and black strapless dress with black heels. You put on perfume, the one that He loves. You walk out of Logan and your's apartment and enter your car, ready to have a good time with Him.

You walk up to the door and knock. You fix your hair really quick before it opens. Standing in front of you is Carlos in nothing but his grey joggers on. His shirtless, tan chest glowing under the moonlight from outside.

"Hey you!" Carlos says pulling you into a passionate kiss. He leads you inside and sits you down on the couch.

"Want anything babe?"

"I'll take water." He goes into the kitchen, coming back with two glasses of water. He sits down next to you, grabbing your hand and kissing it. It had been a long time since the last time you guys were together. Logan had been wanting to spend as much time as he could with you. You cup Carlos' cheek and bring your lips to his. You hadn't realized how much you missed and wanted him until now. He pulls away and takes your hand again, this time pulling you to stand up. He twirls you around to get a 360° view.

"You look really sexy tonight" he says winking at you. He then starts to lead you down the hall towards his bedroom. When you enter his bedroom, you immediately sit down on the bed, waiting for him. Carlos walks over to the bed standing in front of you. He then pins you down on the bed, climbing on top of you. You look into his eyes. The once dark brown eyes are now black with lust. You can tell that he had missed you, and was planning on taking advantage of this night. He stares down at you smugly before pressing his lips roughly against yours, sucking on your bottom lip. You open your mouth feeling him immediately start exploring your mouth with his tongue. He tangles his fingers in your hair. You start to move your hands against his bare chest, feeling his abs. You loved ever single second of it. Being with Carlos was an amazing feeling, a feeling you hadn't felt with any other guy, not even Logan. The other times you and Carlos had been together, he would always ask why you were still with Logan. The truth was Logan was your first love. Your thoughts are broken when Carlos starts kissing down jaw line, stopping at your neck. He begins to suck on your most sensitive areas, causing you to moan softly. He continues sucking with intensions to leave a mark, something that he never got the chance to do since Logan would see them. Still kissing your neck he reaches for the zipper of you dress. You arch your back to allow him to unzip it. He slowly slides off revealing your bare chest. He smiles smugly.

"No bra?" I bite my bottom lip, blushing slightly and nodding. "Perfect" he whispers before he leans down, kissing you passionately and moving his hands to caress your breasts. You moan into his mouth. He pulls off the rest of your dress, leaving you completely naked.

"No panties either?" He looks at you smugly.

"Easier for you babe" You say, smiling. There was no need for them, they were going to come off anyways. He grabs your feet and removes your heels, setting them down. He lowers himself down to kiss you. You feel his bulge pressing on you. He slowly moves his hand down, beginning to massage your clit. He always knew exactly what you wanted. You start to tug at his joggers. Silently demanding him to remove them. He takes the hint and removes them, exposing his hard member arching out proudly. He begins to kiss you breast. Sucking them gently for a little bit before moving his way down. Kissing down your stomach, caressing your sides. He kisses the inside of your thigh, looking up at you. You hold your breath in anticipation. He finally lowers himself, licking in circles around your clit. You gasp, that is what you have been waiting for. He licks your entire core causing you moan his name. He sticks his tongue inside you, causing you to close your legs around his head. The sensation is incredible. He goes deeper inside of you, making you moan even louder, you begin to feel your orgasm build. Carlos moves his tongue fast and deeper. You attach your hands to his soft, black hair. You feeling your release building, as Carlos moves his tongue even faster while now rubbing his thumb against your clit. He moves faster and faster. You arch your back as the your orgasm comes closer. You close your eyes and pull on his hair. In minutes you climax, moaning his name out loud, he continues licking, helping you ride out your orgasm. He lifts his head smiling.

"You taste so good babe" He says licking his lips. You pull him kissing him passionately, tasting yourself on his lips. Soon you flip him over, so that now you are on top of him. You slowly stroke his member as you kiss him neck, sucking just as he did. He grabs on to your breast, caressing them again. You can't take it anymore, you want him. You straddle him, feeling him slowly enter you, filling you completely. You both moan in pleasure. He holds on to your hips as you lower yourself all the way. Without a second thought, you start to rock your hips slowly, causing him to tighten his grip on your hips. He looks up at you smiling. You lift yourself up before slamming back down onto him. He moans.

"Fuck, you are so tight" He tells you, pulling you down to kiss him. He begins to meet your thrusts with his, increasing speed. He thrusts up deep into you. You can feel your orgasm building again. You rock your hips harder. The temperature in the room rises quickly. You and Carlos are dripping in sweat. Your thrusts come faster, as he thrusts even deeper, hitting the spot that drives you crazy, every time. You start to feel your release really close for the second time.

"Carlos, I'm gonna c-co-ome" you barely let out, since you are out of breathe.

"Come for me babe" That's all it took for you to go over the edge, coming for the second time, clenching your muscles around him. He thrusts into you, before following you and coming into you. His thrusts slow down as he rides out his orgasm. He pulls you off from on top of him, setting you next time him. He wraps his arms around you. His kisses your forehead softly.

"I love you" he softly whispers. Your heart stops. That's when you remember Logan. You look up at Carlos, and whisper something you never thought you would ever say to anyone else who wasn't Logan.

"I love you too" That's when you realized, Carlos was the one you loved. Carlos wasn't just a quick fuck. Everytime we had sex, we were actually making love.

A/N: What did you guys think? Please Please Please Review. let me know what you think!