A lonely Shadow
Her wings beat upon the ground.
Brushing my bare skin.
I can feel the feathers warmth.
A Warmth I've longed to posses.
I touch my own skin. It's cold as ice.
Bitterness washing me over.
Caressing my shoulders.
Jealousy takes hold of me.
Brings forth the hate.
Careless I beat upon
The ground. Upon everything
In sight.
Rage swelling with in me.
I can't take control.
Can't get a hold.
I've lost myself.
Though yet I'm still sane.
Tears well up and I hate
Myself for them.
Hate myself for what I am.
For all I am and all I'll ever be
Is a lonely shadow.