Mature Kink
by lightpathetic
(What follows is very disturbing. Even to me. It is not necessary to read it as it is merely something I wanted to try as some people like BDSM. It contains scenes of graphic violence and abuse and other mature situations. Might not even be very good, but it is a unique effort and so I console myself. Don't do it to yourself if you get grossed out easily, or heave at the thought of the VK characters in such situations. Otherwise let me know what you think or what should be changed. Thanks.)
Kaname entered the apartment rubbing desperately at his temples, trying hard to keep the intense frustrations of the day from flooding his psyche with little success. He dearly wanted to run his fangs and claws into something. Anything. The negotiations with Greece were not going anywhere, and Kaname was fed up to the teeth with the whole business. He had tried to calm himself however. When he was in this sort of mood he couldn't completely control himself.
Kaname took some deep breaths. Zero's scent filled the apartment and it normally worked to soothe him. There was an idea. He headed straight for Zero, hoping to just get a quick bite before he went into the shower. Just as a treat to cool his rampaging senses.
There he was in bed. Asleep. Kaname moaned in relief as he crawled onto the bed and nestled into Zero's neck first savouring his scent before beginning to lick the smooth beautiful column over and over without regard for tenderness. He wanted Zero ready. Now.
Zero stirred and came awake, his hands automatically sliding up between them to push at Kaname as what he was doing was utterly devastating to his senses. The effects of his becoming a true vampire meant, amongst other things, an increase in sensitivity to touch. His bite area was screaming now where before it would have just shouted. Zero had marveled more than once at how Kaname could even stand to have Zero touch him considering he was at the pinnacle of them all. The sensations must be excruciatingly intense. But Zero supposed Kaname would have had nothing to compare it to, like he did, and he certainly enjoyed Zero's ministrations. Normally, however Zero would have just slowed Kaname down with a gentle word, or… distract him. Now, though, Zero had another reason to bring this to a halt. Damned bastard…
"Kaname. No! I am not in the mood."
"Zero. Please. Just a little…"
"No! Now leave me alone!"
Zero sat up and moved to the edge of the bed. He was going to the spare bedroom. He couldn't believe Kaname sometimes. How could Kaname so quickly forget their fight this morning? Zero was furious. Kaname had gotten his application to a very prestigious, exclusive, vampire hunter college thrown out, simply because it was too far away for his liking. Zero was sure he did the wrong thing telling Kaname like that. Like he was a normal partner in a caring, understanding relationship. He should have just packed and left, showing up on weekends like he had wanted to do. But no! Like an idiot he had confided what he had decided to do to Kaname, thinking he would be supportive and could wait until the weekends to see him after being together this long; thinking that Kaname would trust him and allow him this small thing after HE had bent over backwards for EVERYTHING Kaname had wanted to do in his life. Kaname was so busy now he was hardly home anyway. So just when Zero had decided to get a life… Kaname did that to him. They had even written and told him he was accepted. Zero had no idea what Kaname had done for them to write back and say it was a mistake and they were full. He didn't care. He hoped it was damned expensive. But he certainly wasn't going to just let Kaname off so easily. God how Kaname frustrated him. Him and this damned tight leash he kept on him at all times. Zero has sworn that if Kaname didn't undo what he had done, he wasn't ever going to get another drop of blood from his body, and he had told him so. Did Kaname think he was joking? Self-righteous son-of-a…
"Zero. Please. You have no idea the day I had..." Kaname begged, his hands fisting the sheets desperately as he watched Zero stalk away.
"The day you had? You?! I got thrown out of a school that was important to me because of you!! I think my day kind of sucked too...!!" Zero shouted, the sarcasm dripping in rivulets from his words.
Kaname's hands went to his temples again. When he spoke his tone was cold and dismissive.
"Zero are you really going to keep going on about that? There are plenty of universities near here that are just as good…"
"None for vampire hunters! And you know it!!"
Kaname winced as he felt the pressure building again within him. He should walk away. Take a shower. Leave the apartment. He should. But…
"I can't believe you are still focused on this nonsense. You are a vampire. You will die a vampire. Why would you even consider continuing on this ridiculous path I don't know. Just because you are a Kiriyuu? Or just bored waiting for me to come home? I have offered you many opportunities…"
"Ridiculous"…?! Zero swore under his breath, cursing ALL of Kaname's ancestry.
"As your assistant or working in your offices?! I have no interest in becoming more of an appendage to you! I want something for myself. Something I could gain respect for. Must I be in your shadow for the rest of my life? I certainly don't want that. I want my own identity and by God I am going to have it!"
At this Zero took his pillow and headed for the spare bedroom, confident that he would be left alone. They had worked out some boundaries just so they could stay sane in their relationship. One of which was if the other – Zero - needed some space it would be provided and respected. However, just as Zero was exiting the bedroom, mentally kicking the idiot who bit Kaname all that time ago in that bathroom over and over in the nuts, he was brought up by the sight of Kaname blocking the doorway.
"So help me… get out of my way!" Zero ordered, seething. When the pure-blood didn't move Zero tried to go around him, but Kaname grabbed Zero's waist and pushed him hard into the wall. The force of the blow winded Zero for a few moments.
"Kaname you god-damned jerk!! Let go of m..mmmphhh!"
Kaname wasn't listening. If Zero was paying more attention and hadn't gotten complacent by the years of gentle living he would have noticed that Kaname was in a particularly dangerous mood. It was easy to forget who, or what he was dealing with when you have had nothing to fear for years, but today was just a bad one all around and Kaname wanted to hurt something. Needed to see pain in and fear in something's eyes and Zero was…there.
Zero only noticed something was wrong when the kiss became extremely painful. Kaname was biting his lower lip. Zero's hands came up to beat at Kaname's chest but Kaname arrested them with his, pinning them back against the wall. He bit down slowly with the sharp points not wanting to break the skin until the last minute. He didn't want Zero to have the anaesthetic relief of his saliva just yet. He had been very good at this when he was younger, almost prodigious in his talent to cause extreme pain to whomever he pleased. He had quite enjoyed himself until Yuuki came into his life. They had formed a connection that had made him want to be better. That had made him want her approval. He was glad she couldn't see him now. It had been too long since he indulged himself. He needed it. And he could always erase Zero's memory later...
Kaname moaned as he let himself go: his claws lengthening, his fangs growing longer than normal, his aura emitting such a signature of evil that Zero noticed immediately and started to struggle harder. This wasn't good. Kaname moaned again as he sensed Zero's fear, his body trembling from the sensations that ran through it in anticipation. He moved his hands from holding Zero's, letting his force of will continue to hold him as he ran his claws along zero's naked chest and stomach, enjoying the sight and feel of blood on his hands as Zero gasped in pain.
"No! Stop it! Kaname snap out of this! Kana… AAAAAHHHHHHHH!!"
Zero screamed as Kaname sank his claws into Zero's stomach and then ripped his hand away causing blood to splatter himself and the furniture around them. Kaname' blood-red eyes lidded at the sound of Zero's scream, the sight of the blood splatter. He moaned from the effort to quell the impulse to sink his fangs into Zero's neck and break it, but the longer this went on, the more Kaname couldn't remember why he shouldn't do it. He leaned into Zero's neck rubbing the points of his fangs roughly against the soft skin, licking his teeth of the blood. Kaname shuddered. He couldn't resist. He opened his mouth wide. Just a little…
Zero aimed a knee and found Kaname's jewels. Kaname doubled over in pain and Zero made a frantic dash from the room. The wound on his stomach was painful but it wasn't deep. He would survive. But he had to get away now or he couldn't guarantee it would stay that way.
He headed for the case where he kept the gun. It was no use trying to simply outrun Kaname. He would have to fight back. In his terror he totally forgot the spells he had read before. His only hope was to try to immobilize Kaname with the bullets. Geez, was it even loaded…? Zero never found out…
For Kaname the next best thing after Zero screaming, was Zero trying to run away from him so he could give chase. As he pounced and rolled Zero over, slapping him hard in the face, Kaname cried out in pleasure at the prize he had caught. He was tired fighting the urge. He really would sink his teeth into Zero. Kaname lowered his head, fisting Zero's hair roughly as he made access to the white fragile column that he would soon utterly destroy…
"Take your hands off of me."
Kaname paused mid-strike, puzzled. Zero was no longer afraid? He sensed a calmness and …a dangerous fury that was totally at odds with the pattern so far. And the tone. It… spoke to him on some level, as if he should… obey. He stayed there, confused…
"I said, TAKE YOUR FUCKING HANDS OFF ME!!" Zero screamed, grabbing Kaname by the throat and pushing back in disgust.
Kaname's blood-lust red eyes widened in surprise. He released Zero and sat up, looking into his eyes. He saw fury and something else; a sadistic zeal that equaled his own. Kaname stared uncomprehendingly at Zero, who wasted no time in sliding from under Kaname and getting to his feet. But instead of running, he slapped Kaname hard across the cheek.
"You want to play this game, Kuran? Play it with someone who knows how."
Kaname was still on his knees. The pain from the slap had dissipated quickly as his body healed itself but he had liked it. Liked the pain. The… domination. All thoughts of slaking his thirst left him as he responded to something inside Zero. Something that he wanted to please and obey.
Zero bent and tugged on Kaname's hair hard, pulling his head back painfully so their eyes met as Kaname knelt and Zero stood over him. Kaname licked his lips at the proximity of the blood that covered Zero but he didn't do anything about it. He knew instinctively it wouldn't please him to just take it.
Zero smiled in satisfaction at the question in Kaname's eyes. He knew what Kaname wanted but he wasn't going to get it. Not yet. It was time for Zero to play. You had to know how to handle a blood-bonded pure-blood. There was a particular cold tone of voice and manner they found hard to resist. You played your cards right and they would be literally at your feet, like Kaname was now. There was also something they enjoyed immensely: the giving of and receiving of pain. It was just their nature. Zero had been kidding himself if he thought he was living with a honourary human. This was going to happen sooner or later and it was good that it had happened sooner…
"Wait here." Zero ordered to Kaname's upturned face.
Zero went over to the glass case and removed the gun. He checked it and saw that it wasn't loaded. He'd almost got killed for nothing. He knew where the bullets were kept, though, as he walked over to the ornate, living-room chest and pulled out a drawer.
"Zero! What are you do…"
"Don't speak," Zero warned, carelessly rifling the contents of the drawer, "not unless I tell you that you can, Kuran."
Kaname was surprised by how willingly he obeyed. There was something about Zero right now that was compelling, scary and…damned sexy. Kaname moaned as a different sensation spread through him, his chest heaving as his breath came in pants. Suddenly he was very excited. He longed for Zero to come over and touch him, sure that he would release at the merest caress. He eyed Zero hungrily as he leisurely filled the magazine with bullets, his stance of totally ignoring him making Kaname all the more horny. He almost got up and dragged Zero to the floor.
Zero looked up at him as if sensing his intentions. He shook his head slowly and motioned for Kaname to stay put as he pushed the magazine into the gun.
"That quick healing of yours can be so inconvenient. We'll do something about that, shall we?"
Before Kaname could even protest a shot was fired into Kaname's shoulder. Kaname doubled over in pain. Zero came over and stood over to him.
"How does that feel?"
Kaname didn't answer only looking up uncomprehendingly. Why…?
Zero cocked his head to one side as if in consideration of a choice artwork and then pulled the trigger again catching the other shoulder. Kaname fell onto the floor his face contorted in pain. He retched miserably. He could remove Zero with a thought. Why didn't he? What was stopping him? Why was he still rock hard…?
Zero threw his head back and laughed at Kaname's pain and confusion.
"I know we will enjoy ourselves more from now on." He quipped, finally controlling his mirth.
Zero kicked Kaname hard in the stomach, the force of the blow sending him onto his back. Kaname groaned and coughed but stayed where he was. He was in excruciating pain yet he was alive with anticipation. What was going on? The more Zero abused him the more excited he got. His breaths were coming hard now but he didn't know if it was from trying to cope with the pain or the pleasure. He moaned as Zero came over and straddled him, deliberately Kaname thought, sitting so his groin covered and rubbed against Kaname's excitement. Kaname lifted his hips, his hands moving despite the pain to grab Zero. Zero slapped them away impatiently.
"NO! Don't touch me unless I say you can. The next time you disobey me you will be punished."
However Zero punctuated his order by a brief pump of his hips against Kaname's swollen middle, his hand rubbing his blood onto Kaname's face. Kaname bucked as his insides went crazy. Just once more and he would lose it…
"Don't you dare." Zero ordered, directly addressing the issue, "Not unless I say. You need my permission to even breathe, Kuran."
Zero slapped Kaname hard on his cheek drawing blood. The wound didn't heal. Zero smiled in satisfaction.
"Now we are ready to play."
Zero said this as he scored his nails along Kaname's stomach, causing the pure-blood to grit his teeth in pain. He then slid lower, deliberately raking Kaname's middle with his body, as he leaned in to lick where he had drawn blood. Kaname whined, tossing restlessly as his hand sank into Zero's ash-blond mane. Zero rose suddenly and slapped Kaname hard again then sank his fingers into the wounds from the gun. Kaname bellowed in pain then whined again as Zero sat on his groin again rubbing insistently. The pleasure, the pain… This was too much. Kaname was going out of his mind…!
"I'm sorry! Please…"
"Don't. Speak!"
Using the butt of the gun Zero whacked Kaname hard across the face but this time he buried his face in Kaname's groin, nibbling just where the head would be. Kaname nearly leapt of the floor, gritting his teeth against crying out. His eyes searched Zero's pleadingly though, glazed as they were in pleasure. He had never felt like this before. The intensity was astounding. And having Zero in control like this… His pants were near drenched from his excitement. Everything inside of him was thrilling at what was happening. Everything. Zero was appealing to every single instinct he had. The smell of blood, the feel of pain, the scent of ripped flesh and his intense attraction he was feeling for Zero right now all came together to make Kaname nearly mad from it. He needed release soon. He wanted…
Zero found himself on his back with Kaname ripping off his bloody pajama bottom. Kaname was lost. All he could think of right now was that he needed to connect to Zero in some way. Pinning Zero, he bent crushing his split lips to his, parting his legs, his fingers immediately sought out the forbidden. Just this once Zero. Please. I need to be inside you, to feel your heat around me. I need to lose myself deep inside you…
Zero laughed though. Still staying deadly calm he raised his hand and pulled Kaname's head back brutally.
"You must do as I say. For this impudence you will not get what you want. Instead I get what I want. Lie on your stomach. Now!"
Kaname keened softly. Again with the cold confidence that seemed to speak to his very bones. He reluctantly rolled over onto his stomach, the cold floor helping a bit to ease his discomfort but not much. What was Zero planning?
Kaname felt Zero climb on top of him. Again he sat suggestively; his arousal pressing against the swell of Kaname's cheeks through his pants. Kaname sighed and relaxed into the floor almost submissively. Would he do it? Zero had never before, and Kaname had never pressed him, not wanting to ask for more in case he made Zero uncomfortable. But as his entire body wanted to press back onto Zero, he stilled it hoping that the time was now. Oh God, Zero please. Please. I need you….
Zero shoved his fingers roughly into Kaname's hair, scoring his scalp, drawing blood and a yelp from Kaname, whose body arched in response. He ran his nails cruelly along Kaname's back by his sensitive spine and lower to the waistband of his pants. Zero lowered his head to lick off the blood he drew and to tease the wounds as he reached under to the front of Kaname's pants, "fumbling" as he found the clasp of the belt and slowly slid down the zip. Kaname gave a long tortured groaned, his hands ready to hold Zero's there but stilling as Zero paused, noticing Kaname's intention. Zero was running the show, he'd made that clear. In "reward" Zero reached into his pants and stroked Kaname tenderly, massaging him expertly all the while licking and biting at his sensitive spine. The room filled with the agonized cries of a pure-blood and the sound of wood giving away as his claws sank into the floor.
It took some effort to peel the sodden pants away but soon they were free of it. Kaname still faced down, waiting as Zero again came to rest on his cheeks, prodding Kaname suggestively as he writhed in response on the floor. Zero laughed again and slapped him hard on the bum, the leaving an angry red mark on the left cheek. Kaname groaned again. He would start begging in a minute…
"I am ready now. But as I do this you can't move or make a sound. If you do I leave. Is that clear?"
Kaname moaned in response and widened his legs. Then he felt what he felt like he was waiting for his entire life. Kaname gritted his teeth, but a sigh escaped him as Zero slowly filled him. Zero stilled just to tease him but continued as Kaname calmed again.
Yes! Kaname thought as Zero began to move, his breath coming in tortured gasps from his chest as he tried to cope with waves of pleasure so intense that built with each enthusiastic slap of Zero's flesh against his own. He offered this desperate prayer as his body and mind were taken over by pure, achingly sweet, sensation: Rip me apart, please, Zero. Oh God, don't ever stop…!!
KANAME was still panting and moaning long after Zero was finally finished with him. He lay on Zero's stomach on the floor, enjoying the scents of blood and sweat; their bodies being slathered in both. His insides burned and yet ached compellingly from being completely satiated.
Kaname reached out and tenderly touched the cheek of the dozing Zero, knowing that there was indeed a slave in this relationship and that he, himself, was it. He was forever Zero's, body and soul. He sighed as he recalled some of the finer moments of what just happened, looking adoringly on Zero sleeping face, brushing aside some of the hair that had fallen onto his eyes, the eyes that had look at him in that way… Kaname shivered and reflexively nuzzled Zero's stomach. How did he know? How did he know how to completely undo him like that?
Zero stirred and opened his eyes. Their eyes met and Zero smiled slowly and knowingly, seeing the recognition in Kaname's eyes.
"You know I am not Zero don't you."
"Yes."
"I bet you knew almost from the beginning didn't you?"
"I had suspected. Zero wouldn't have done anything like that. But what puzzles me is…"
"How did I know to do that to you? But you know the answer to this question as well. I have lived with pure bloods a long time. I have seen and experienced things you wouldn't believe. Little Kaname Kuran is still innocent of many things, cloistered away in his little academy away from real life as you are."
"You and Shizuka…"
"Don't you dare mention her name to me!"
Kaname, jolted by Ichiru's sudden fury, sat up and turned to face him, his cold demeanour returning with effort as the two enemies went back to their old terms. Best not to be too vulnerable.
"Where is Zero?"
"Now you care?" Ichiru scoffed, derision mapping his face, "You are such a hypocrite. Your pleasure has been seen to and now you are concerned about the person you were to intent on ripping apart…"
"Stop it!" Kaname shouted. He was ashamed of his earlier lost of control. He would make it up to Zero, he swore it. He face momentarily showed his desperation at how Zero must be feeling first his attack and now knowing that he and his brother had… Ichiru laughed again.
"You don't deserve it, but I will tell you. Zero is asleep. When I take over my own body he lies dormant. I can also control what he knows from my experiences. For instance I allowed him to know about my skills as I enjoy martial arts and training, but he doesn't know what makes pure-bloods tick. Not like I do. Or he would never have let his guard down around you. In fact I won't let him know about this little episode. It suits me to keep him in the dark…for now."
"In exchange for what?"
Ichiru sat up and approached Kaname. Kaname refused to back away but instantly regretted it as Ichiru threaded his fingers in Kaname's hair possessively, yanking his head back and easily awakening the need again. He gasped as the pain and pleasure surged through him from his "Master's" touch.
"So astute. I like that about you. But you will find out later. When you call on me again. Somehow I just know you will."
Ichiru laughed again, collapsing forward onto Kaname.
"One more thing. It would please me greatly if you let Zero go to this college. I want a life beyond being leashed to you. We both know you can easily visit him anytime you want. Geez the boredom…" Ichiru fell silent.
"No! Not yet you bastard! Let me clean up fir…"
Kaname was torn in the few seconds Zero took to awaken. Should he come clean and beg for forgiveness? Should he erase his memory and Ichiru's as well? He hated tampering with Zero's memory. He wanted Zero to be comfortable with him; to not fear him in any way, even "that" side of him. He had wanted Zero to feel secure that he could be himself without Kaname using any of his powers on him, so he had made that promise to himself. But it was so easy to just do it. So simple. As it was so simple as well, to let his nature take over after all the years of being the perfect gentleman, Kaname thought disgustedly.
Zero's eyes fluttered. Maybe just this once. Maybe… But something else hit Kaname as he began. Something came out of his… being and protested. He didn't want to erase their memories and he didn't want Zero to know about Ichiru. He wanted Ichiru all to himself. He wanted to experience what just happened again. He closed his eyes. He couldn't fight this urge, even if it wasn't fair to Zero. How could he do this? But as he lifted Zero/Ichiru and took him into the bathroom, he put Zero into a deep slumber until he could remove the evidence of his infidelity, his hold tightening briefly on his treasure in his arms as he contemplated Ichiru's last request.
"Perhaps it wouldn't be so bad after all. If it will make you both happy..." Kaname muttered, thinking the Dean will think him a nut for reversing his order. Ah well. They were worth it.
to be continued
lightpathetic wrote this but these are not my characters – and by now maybe not even Hino-sensei's but that is a debate. I am grateful to"Vampire Knight".