Ok so I'm making up another story. I know I have a lot of stories going on right now but it's winter break so I have a lot of time to think. Well I hope everyone enjoys this story. There are going to be a lot of new characters and so when one is mention I'm going to post a picture of them on my profile so you can see for yourself and get an idea of what they look like.
Connie's POV
"Connie I can't do this anymore." He tells me and I felt my stomach drop. I knew what was coming I've known for a couple of weeks but I was hoping I was wrong.
"Oh is that how you feel?" I asked him when I finally found my voice.
He looks down and sadly nods his head. "Connie all we do is fight now days. Come on admit it." He says and my face scrunches in confusion.
Why is he doing this? Me and him have been together for how many years and we have always fought and only now he wants to end it. I groan in frustration. "Admit what?"
"We aren't happy together Connie."
My jaw drops to the floor. I couldn't believe it. "What? Is that really how you feel? Damn it Guy why are you doing this?"
"Because it's about time that we are honest with ourselves. I still can't believe we stayed together this long but I can't do that anymore Connie. It's not fair for either of us." He replied.
I didn't hear anything though because I felt sickness coming up. He was actually going to leave me this time. He's right. Guy and me have been together for years and now he decided he doesn't want to be with me. I didn't say anything after that. My tears wouldn't stop coming down. I drop to my bed and hug myself.
"Look Connie. I'm sorry." He tells me but I turn my head away.
"Just get out of here Guy."
He leaves without a word. It's not fair. I should have saw this coming but I didn't. I didn't want too. I couldn't handle this. I have been with Guy for so long. Who will I be without him? I was so soaked up in what just happen I didn't even hear anyone come in until I heard Adam asking me if I was okay. I didn't know what to do. I was completely numb.
"Come on Connie. Tell me what's wrong?" I felt Adam puts his arm around my shoulder.
"It's over this time Adam. He really left me this time. why am I such a bad girlfriend?" I cried into his shoulder.
"Hey Connie don't think like that. You aren't a bad girlfriend. It's guy's lost. Maybe it is time to move on." I stopped crying and looked at Adam.
"what?" was all I could get out. Does this mean that he never wanted me to be with Guy. But all the ducks said that probably me and guy were going to get married.
'Look Connie for as long as I've known you, you have been with Guy and I've seen how your relationship works. You get mad at him, you guys fight, you make up and then he follows you around. You make him mad, you guys fight, then make up and then you follow him around. You guys fight more than you are in love with each other and sweetie it's not healthy." He explained.
The statement brought tears to my eyes because I realized how true it was. I guess I had to come to terms that me and Guy were actually over. That we were never meant to be. I looked up at Adam and shook my head sadly before wrapping my arms around him and burying my head in his neck.
He held me the entire night until my room mate came back. He even tucked me in. "It's going to be okay Connie you'll see. You will find a man who will treat you right and both of you will have a happy relationship you hear me?" He says. I couldn't help but smile at his comforting. I never realized how good of a friend Adam really was when it came to this kind of stuff.
"So for tonight Mrs. Duck Lady you have to dream about Hockey, or food, or a bad TV show." He suggest and I found myself laughing at his last suggestion. "I'll try Adam I promise." I tell him. He smiles and is hesitant but ends up kissing me on the forehead.
"thank you Adam." I tell him giving him a genuine smile. I have never been so grateful for Adam so much before.
"You're welcome sweet dreams." He says before standing up and walking out.
Claire, my room mate, crawls into her bed and looks at me. "You're lucky, I wish I had a guy friend to help me out when my boyfriend broke up with me." I smile to myself. She was right. I was lucky.
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The next day Hockey practice was awkward but maybe it was just me. Wilson kept pairing me up with Guy at the face off. None of the Ducks were taking Guy and my break up seriously, well except for Adam of course. If it wasn't for him I probably would have broke down.
One time I was pushed into the boards by Fulton. It wasn't really forceful but strong enough to push me down and causing the opposing side to score. Adam skated over to me and helped me up. "You okay there?" He asked. I gave him a small smile.
"A little. I'll be fine." I answered him. The truth was I didn't want to get up. I was breaking.
"Hey Connie When you have problems like this, this is actually the best way to deal with them." He said but I had to admit I was confused.
"Honestly Adam I don't understand." I tell him as we started skating back towards the team.
"I bet you're feeling a lot right now but instead of letting it block your mind use it to your advantage. take it out on the puck, the ice and focus on scoring that goal." He explains and I smile. He was right... Like always. Damn he is good at this.
I stare at him in amazement. "How do you do that Adam?" I ask him and he gives me that smile that I have to admit we don't see very often.
"It's a gift. I know everything just like I know you can do it Connie. Don't let this get you down." He slaps me on the arm for support and skates to his side.
"Come on Moreau get to your spot. We don't have all day." Coach Wilson yelled out but after what Adam told me It helped me. after that I played the best I could and I ended up scoring four goals after that.
After we were done with practice we went back to the locker room to get dressed. By the time I was almost done I found it was only Adam, Luis and myself.
"Hey Connie so what's up with you and guy?" Luis asked putting his clothes in his bag. I saw Adam lift his head and look at me but I give him a smile letting him know I'm okay.
"we're done." i simply said. Adam was right I can't let this get me down. My junior year is almost done and I only have one year left. I can't let Guy ruin it. i turn to see how Luis reacted only to hear him scoff.
"No offense Connie but this isn't the first time we've heard that." He says with a shrug. I couldn't blame him for not believing it.
"You're right but it will be the last." I told him. I guess he must have believed me that time because he gave me a nod before zipping up his bag and pulls the strap over his shoulder.
"Hey Connie if you need anyone to talk too, you have a whole team to choose from..Myself included." He gave me a wink. Just like him but I had to laugh.
"Thanks Luis."
"Bye you guys." He says and walks out.
I finished putting my clothes away. I stood there after just staring off into space. I couldn't believe what has been going on. I just wanted it to stop or I just want something right to happen but lately nothing has. I jumped when I felt someone grab me but relaxed when I realized that Adam came up behind me, hugging me comfortingly.
"You okay little ducky?" He said and I elbow him on the stomach.
"You know you aren't suppose to call me that." I tell him only to hear him laugh.
He lets me go and sits down next to my bag. I move my bag and sits next to him.
"Seriously though Connie how are you doing? i mean you were seriously kicking some butt after." he tells me and I shake my head laughing.
"I took what you said in consideration and you were right." I tell him.
"When am I ever wrong?" He replies back with a smirk. I chuckle before pushing him in a playful manner.
"You sure are full of yourself Mr. Banksie." I said pretending to shake my head in disappointment. I see him shrug with a smile on his face and I couldn't help but smile too. There was just something about Adam's smile that made me smile. I look back and I don't think I've seen Adam smile a genuine smile. Only when it comes to Hockey I would see it but then again I rarely saw Adam that much because I was always with Guy.
"I just wanted to say thank you so much Adam, you have been such a good friend to me through this and I don't deserve it." I tell him and he shakes his head.
"Hey Connie don't ever think that. the Ducks are my family. They will always be the team I want to play with. I don't think I told you guys this but I love you guys. I love you Connie and I want to make sure you are taken care of just like how I feel when it comes to my own sister who reminds me a lot of you." he says and I raise my eyebrow.
"There is a Banks out there that is like a Moreau?" I ask curiosity.
I've never really seen Adam's family. His Dad is really tolerable of us and we haven't really met his other family member. I see him smile to my comment and nods his head. "Courtney Banks (A/N: see profile for a picture of her) is probably the number one reason my dad is losing his hair. She sure is a little spit fire but she has a beautiful singing voice and the ambition that i know will never die." Adam says and I couldn't help but grow envy, I wanted to know what it was like to have siblings. I was a only child, who when I wasn't in school came home to a tired mother and a asshole for a stepdad.
"you wanna hear a secret Adam?" He turns his head and nods.
"I have no siblings and when my dad died I not only lost my dad but my mom too. She then only brought home a guy who will never love me or respect me. I liked being with guy because it made me feel that I was wanted or needed which is a feeling I don't get at home. I guess I'm just afraid of being Alone. I know I always ty to be a tough girl who never lets anything get her down but the truth is it's hard to stay tought when all you want do is break down and be yourself" I admit with a sigh. I couldn't believe I just told Adam all of that. i never told anyone that...not even guy.
"Well I promise you Connie you don't need to be tough around me. Trust me I definitely know what it's like to want to be yourself but you can't." He said and He and I both knew the flash of curiosity and wonder flew across my face.
"Really? How?" I ask him.
Adam looked around before letting out a sharp breath. He turns his head to me with his eyes closed then opens them.
"Connie I'm gay."
Wow wasn't expecting that.
So was anyone expecting that?
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