Thunderstorm
I've done some bad things
I'm willing to admit
But I didn't mean for them to happen
Unintentional pain, I swear it
Sometimes I wonder
If this is all worth while
But I think of those who care
And I see your smile
There are times when I say things
And then wonder why
Wishing to take it back
Wishing to apologise
Some things are irreversible though
The damage is done
But you have to realise that I've been hurt too
You're not the only one
These things that I do
Are from the pain I feel inside
I've been hurt so much
That I feel I have to hide
They were supposed to love me
But I wasn't what they wanted
So with the slightest mistake I made
They jumped on me and taunted
I'm supposed to be the phoenix
Who rose from the fires of Hell
But with these things I'm feeling
You probably couldn't tell
Wait a minute,
This isn't me
What the hell am I saying?
What if they could see?
I'll put on my mask
My one true friend
And hide all emotion
This reflecting must end
I am the thunder
And you will fear me
Or be struck down
I could take you easy
Don't mess with me
Or you'll live to regret
This is just who I am
I demand your respect!