Title: Feelings All Wrong

Disclaimer: I don't own them although I would like to they belong to fox blah, blah woof, woof.

Summary: Max Realizes Something And Needs To Tell Someone But Will That Someone Want To Believe It? MA.

Time: It's after freak nation but every one has accepted them and they are allowed to walk around, the virus is still there. So I guess it's an AU.

Chapter 1 – Telling Someone Different

Max was sitting in crash with sketchy and O.C while Alec had gone to get a pitcher of beer,

"So boo why aint ya at Logan's house tonight?"

"I didn't want to go I'm felling kinda tired ya no with the entire ruling freak nation thing." she said in a quiet voice, O.C looked at her not convinced. Max sighed and leaned back as Alec came with the pitcher of beer,

"So how bout we go play a game of pool sketch leave original Cindy and max to catch up on girly stuff." He knew what they were talking about. Logan, and the glares from Original Cindy were helping a little bit to.

"Yeah dude your on but tonight's the night I'm gonna wipe you out clean"

"Yup your really gonna do that" he said while raising one eyebrow and walking over to the pool table a few girls were checking him out, Max scoffed, O.C. heard it and looked towards her friend slightly confused.

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"So boo what the real reason you aint with Logan tonight…?" O.C asked scooting a little closer to max.

"Because he might have the cure for the virus…and I…" she said trailing off,

"I thought you want that boo?" she threw max a confused expression again,

"Boo you do want that don't you?" O.C looked more closely at her friend's features.

"I do…but I don't…" she pushed back against the chair her frustration leaping out at her friend's question.

"That's the point I don't know what I want" it looked like she was about to carry on so O.C helped her pick it up again

"Go on" Max looked down at her hand which was playing with the rim of the pitcher; she looked up from her hands and began,

"Well I keep on having this dream…"

Dream

Max was running her feet banging off the cold pavement and rain pelting down on her. Her thoughts kept on drifting back to this one thought. Alec. He had told her to leave so it wasn't her fault but her brain kept telling her it was and her heart was telling her to go back and get him 'Screw this I need him' She thought angrily she ran and ran until she came back to where she'd been before; Alec was lying on the floor blood all over him a gun shot wound in his side. She lifted him up under the arms and proceeded to get him on her bike, white wasn't there she could use it now,

"Max…" he whispered in a horse voice

"Don't talk save your breath, tell me later"

"What if there is no later max…I …have to say…this" he managed to push out,

"There will be just hang on please for me," she half begged him.

"Max I… need to say this Pl…please let me." He stuttered out

"NO" she cried

"Because you're going tell me later when everything's okay" she stated in a more gentle tone.

BACK AT ALECS

Max got Alec into bed after cleaning his wounds, she sat there by his side all night and didn't move, she was taking in all his features and whispering comforting words gently close to his ear, out of no where she said quietly,

"I love you note that I always will" he was sleeping peacefully he'd forgotten to tell her what he had wanted to say his face lit up as she whispered to him but then clouded as he opened his eyes to take in who had just told him those three most important words. 'No she doesn't love me she can't she doesn't mean it it's a brotherly love kind of way and I no it' he said silently to himself as his eyes began to shut.

End of Dream

"And at that point I always wake up, I can't stand it. O.C. what does it mean your big on this kind of thing…help…I mean I tell him I love him!" max said emphasizing the help, making puppy dog eyes at her although this was no joke. She really needed to know and she'd do almost anything to find out. 'Almost' she mused.

"Boo sounds like you got some issues with the love bug…Girl you like hot boy!" O.C. exclaimed loudly but not loud enough for anyone near to hear. Max sat back and sighed deeply 'this is wrong!' she thought but unusually she didn't try to fight it.

Ok so what do you think about it RR please. The whole story's going to be like 3 chapters long just thought I'd let you know :)