So Far Away
Note: A few lines of dialogue are from Friday Oct 13.2006)
Part #1 - Jason.
"There's no reason to be fighting about this right now," Jason said in disbelief looking back and forth between the woman he loved more than anyone and the woman who is possibly carrying his child. How in the world did I get myself into this mess?
Sam's hurt and angry words snap him quickly from his in denial thoughts.
"No. Right. Of course there isn't. Because she's right and I'm wrong, now that she's carrying your child. Congratulations. "She spit out.
"Sam.. Please" I stuttered out.
"Jason don't, I'm done." Sam said clearly and directly to him. Those 2 words sliced through him and made it hard to breathe. What did that mean? Before he could ask and before he could process what she was saying she turned to Liz.
"You need to tell Lucky," Sam said directly to her.
"What? No, Lucky's in rehab and this is not something to be laid on him right now. We don't even know who the baby's father is there's no point.."
"No point in what? Letting Lucky in on the truth? Letting Lucky know you slept with Jason and could be carrying his child? You think Lucky has no right to know the child he thinks is his, probably isn't? Listen Liz, Lucky needs to hear this from you before he finds out from someone else." Sam reasonably said.
"Lucky won't find out,"
"Right, because you are keeping the fact you cheated and slept with Jason such a secret? Because you have such remorse you won't tell a sole? Give me a break, who needs the Port Charles Herald when you're around?"
"That is not fair," I tried to speak up but Sam seemed to not want to address me or us, instead choosing to focus on Lucky.
"Fair? Fair? You want to talk about fair? Lucky's in a rehab facility blaming himself for everything wrong in their marriage. Taking responsibility for everything that went wrong in their marriage while she sits here with her high and mighty act telling me that you too did nothing wrong?" Sam calmly ranted. She was angry but she was in control all at the same time. That scared me. Instead of coming towards Liz and she did the opposite.
She started to walk away and up the stairs of the docks when she reached the rail she slowly turned around to look down on us.
"You tell him, or I will. Simple as that and again, Congrats." And with that she was gone. Leaving me there in a state of disbelief. Becoming a father is something I was hoping for, for a long time. Sam and I were so ready and now here I was taking a paternity test to see if Liz who's married to a cop is pregnant with my baby.