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ME: so Jess I hear you own twig light now
Jess: I wish
Me: Well who does then
Fleur: Me
Steph: no you don't freaks I do
Fleur: But I will one day mwahahaha
Me, Jess, Fleur: We do not own twighlight but we will all be going to see New Moon
Chapter 1
Edwards POV
"I hate you, I wish I never met you and I wish you'd have let me die!" Bella slapped Edward hard across the face and stormed out of the room. This had been going on for weeks now, me and Bella fighting but I have to keep her close, I turned her so she's my responsibility. And I always had to be the one to put the pieces back together!
"Bella, hold on I was just trying to protect you, Alice can be a little vicious at time," I was shouting down the stairs to Bella even though she might not even be in the house.
"So calling me names are we now Eddie?" Alice jumped out on me and stopped me in my path, I looked past her and saw a wave of chocolate brown hair wisp past and I knew it was Bella, although Bella's hair had faded in colour and lost it's shine since I had transformed her she was still stunningly beautiful!
"I haven't got time for this Alice I have to go to Bella,"
"Bella, Bella, Bella, I don't know what you see in her Eddie I always thought she was a little… bland. Wouldn't you agree?"
"And you've always been a little… bitchy! Now move!" I knew I shouldn't have snapped at Alice like that but this was a bad day for me and she was just making it worse. Alice fluttered her eyelids and tiny little tear drops ran down her face.
"I can tell when your putting it on Alice," Alice always got her own way with the others when she acted all upset like this but it never worked with me and in return all I ever got was an evil glare. Alice stepped aside admitting defeat since her water works hadn't worked, I nudged past her smiling and jogged down the stairs.
"You know Edward I can really see the Edwina in you sometimes!" (Edwina's my imaginary friend I can only describe as evil) I laughed to myself and went after Bella, I found her with her head in the kitchen cupboard scoffing chocolate, according to mum this is what girls call comfort food? I lightly rested my hand on her shoulder,
"Don't touch me!" she snapped bringing her sneering face out of the cupboard.
"Look Bella, I love you! I'm just scared that if I let you too far out of my sight I might lose you forever, I like to stick up for you that's all." Bella's face softened as she turned to me.
"I know darl but I can fight my own battles and I just want to be independent, I understand I belong to you and all that rubbish and I love you too but I don't need you 24/7." The fights always ended this way, with a kiss and a cuddle and for me a hurting cheek and everything was back to normal. I never know what I've done wrong though I was simply sticking up for Bella when her and Alice were fighting but it seems she doesn't need me because next thing I know they've gone shopping together. Girls I don't understand them.
I took Bella's hand in mine but she pulled away and went to her room, I knew she was slipping away from me I could see it from day 1, I knew her being a vampire would change everything but I couldn't sit there and watch her die!
Later that night me and Emmet went hunting for animal blood although I felt the most brilliant sensation when I drank from Bella I knew it was wrong and I vowed never to drink form another human again.
I left Bella in her room with Alice then left with Emmet,
"I don't get it Emmet how come you never argue with Rosalie, you to get along just fine but me and Bella all we seem to do is argue!"
"Ranting again, it's all you ever do when we go hunting, get over it me and Rosaline do argue just not all the time. I don't have a boar of a girlfriend," this is what happens when you try to talk to Emmet, he has no feelings. I rugby tackled him to the ground and knelt on his chest,
"This is serious, I feel like I'm losing her and all you do is make fun," Emmet was struggling to breath so I slightly released the pressure to let him beg for forgiveness.
"WOO, Edward you need to relax man I'm joking," I released Emmet and walked away.
"Your so serious these days where's jokey Eddie gone," I turned to scowl at him but I knew he was right ever since I'd paired with Bella I'd grown so serious, all I cared about was protecting Bella.
"I know Emmet but I get this sense that she's well, thinking about crossing over," Emmet stopped in his tracks his face white.
"You don't seriously think Bella would do that do you?" Emmet was shaken to the bone but I'd been thinking it for quite some time.
"Well I've got no evidence it's just a feeling but all the going off not wanting to be with me I don't know just forget it." I carried on hunting wishing I'd kept the feeling to myself.