Authors note: To a very good friend of mine, stay happy and I hope this will help your more acquired tastes…

Initiation day. I remember my own. I was so scared. I felt that I was abandoning my parents especially after Caleb went to Erudite. But, now I am here in Dauntless, with him and I love it!

We went to the net; I remember when I first jumped. The first jumper, an Abnegation and it was me. That was the first time I saw Tobias I used to think he was cold, heartless even he was just protecting himself. Now I was with him, we were together and now it was us welcoming the initiates.

The first jumper I knew instantly from his orange and yellow clothing, he was Amity. Not a group who is taught to associate themselves with the dauntless but neither was Abnegation.

"What's your name kid?" Tobias questioned sternly. He sounded exactly the same all those years ago and I knew how scared that kid probably was, he wasn't fun with strangers, come to think of it he wasn't fun with his friends. Just me. The kid hadn't replied.

"Hey, you're in Dauntless not Amity you can start over…"

"Call me Marshall."

"First jumper. Marshall!" He said it with such authority. It made me go weak at the knees.

The initiates started to fall and Tobias called out the names to the Dauntless and we cheered, it happens to be our one reaction to everything. The last jumper she hit the net and crawled to Tobias.

"Name?"

"Amy"

"Would you like to change it?"

"No"

"Okay we have a straight talker, you will succeed here" He smiled. He never smiled at any of the initiates on previous initiate days. I can't believe I was getting jealous of this girl, this stranger.

We left the net and walked through the tunnels that I now knew like the back of Tobias's hand and we took them into the inner sanctum. The looks on their faces were reminiscent of my own: scared, intrigued and freedom.

"Follow me"

We walked down the old rusty stairs; some of the kids looked as though they thought it was going to break and I wouldn't blame them. We lined them up and I stood to the side and watched as Tobias explained the initiation process. He must know that speech off by heart he must've said it fifty times.

"Training starts tomorrow you will not train with them but you will be ranked with the Dauntless born." Shocked faces covered the crowd but none spoke.

"Go to your dorms which will be shown to you by Tris and Cristina they will also be training you tomorrow." As he said my name I shivered. I loved the way he said it, in his tough brooding tone with ripples of love underneath.

Cristina and I showed the initiates to their rooms and left talking quietly about them on the way back to the sanctum.

"Which one do you think will do the best?" I asked her.

"Amy seems the most determined but the strongest there is definitely Ollie, Nick and Barry."

"Yeah I s'pose but Amy? I don't know"

"Just because she made Toby smile." She chuckled.

"Toby? That's terrible."

"Just trying it out. He said he'll make me spar with him next if I kept saying it." We giggled like school girls in to the inner sanctum.

"Tris!" He shouted from across the sanctum, everyone turned at us, I knew exactly what he was doing. He knew I was easily embarrassed. I was Abnegation born of course. A smirk ran across his face, I was so gonna hit him for this. He walked away and I followed whilst Cristina went to go see Uriah, they had been spending a lot of time together. However, I was following Tobias to our bedroom which was technically his but all my stuff was in there and I slept in there with him as well.

"You know I hate it when you…" He cut me off pushing me into the door, I gave out a slight moan from the impact but it didn't matter. He was all over me his ripped body hung over mine his rough hands held my arms up above my head and his tongue reached into my throat begging for a way through. I opened my mouth as he consumed me. My senses came back to me, I opened my eyes, and I moved his arms out of the way and twisted my own around his thick neck and broke the kiss so I could then push him on to the bed. He even fell with complete beauty. I walked over to him being as seductive as I could. I crawled up to his erection and held it lightly and playfully. I crawled up to his neck and started to kiss my way down his collarbone as he gave out small moans and whispered me name.

"Tris, Tris…"

"Say it, say it" I chanted, I wanted him to say it, he needed to say it.

"Beatrice" Suddenly a sudden intoxication and adrenalin had passed through me that name, that only a few knew now, could control me, and he could control me. I ripped his belt from his trousers and through it across the room against the wardrobe; I took off my shirt and started to pull his trousers from his waist to his knees.

"Hey, no need to rush…" He pulled me against him our mouths connected tongues intertwined with love and lust. Why was he the seductive one?

"I need this, I need you." I was breathless.

"Okay, just don't force yourself, I want to enjoy it too," he smiled. Ohh I loved his smile.

"Oh, you will," this time I slowly unbuttoned his shirt giggling at each button I undid. I then removed his trousers and crawled up to him teasing him with a kiss on his nose, missing his mouth, then his chin. I stepped back feeling my way down his six pack and pulled away his boxer shorts revealing his erection. I placed myself upon it and started to gyrate against him. We moaned in tune to each other. We kissed hard and passionately.

"Tris… I'm gonna…" he exploded in to me as I dug my nails in to his tattoo he let out a moan where as I screeched the pleasure was amazing yet unbearable, I had been shot with a bullet but this was pain at a new level. I liked it.

I dropped next to him and we wriggled under the covers my heart beat raced as I tried to calm myself down. We were just millimetres away from each other I could feel his pulse from his chest and his breath from his face. He leaned in closer and whispered…

"I love you Beatrice Prior."

"I love you too… Tobias Eaton."