Hey, I exist! Okay, so this story IS NOT AU. IS. NOT. AU. I just want to make that clear. It also isn't a Mary Sue. I am strictly Bella/Edward. It will eventually be romance, but, for once, I'm going to be a bit subtle about it for quite a while. Also, the summary is all the clue you're going to geta bout this story - no explanations or whatever. I'm practising writing properly. Just trust me when I sat this should be good. Please. Trust.
Disclaimer: I would never, ever have let a movie like THAT be made out of my book (no offense). Enough said.
For Becky and Annie. Thanks guys.
Edward Cullen was a vampire. Or something of the sort. It didn't take me four years to figure that out. In fact, it took me less than a year. And that was without ever talking to him.
But now I know for sure: whatever he is, he clearly isn't human.
I mean, how can a human, even one who lives in Forks, be so pale?
I grew up here, I've lived in the rainy capital of America for my entire life, and yet my skin refuses to take on that magical snow-white tone.
Lets not even start on my eyes.
His eyes though, are gold. Liquid gold. Except as they fade, during the weeks between his family's 'camping' trips. Then they go black, usually.
And his eyes, regardless of the colour, always light up in that amazing, loving way whenever she's around. Isabella Swan. She likes to be called Bella. That's why, in my mind, I call her Isabella. It makes me feel like I'm annoying her, even though she has no idea what I'm thinking.
He knows. Edward knows what I think, and when I think it. He can hear my thoughts calling out to him everyday since my first day as a freshman. He just never pays attention. My voice just fades away into the background like everyone else's. Because he has her. And, now that she's here, he doesn't need anyone else.
I wish he needed me, though. As a friend if not as anything else. In fact, I wish either of them needed me. Even if it was just her who needed me, at least it would be someone.
Anyone.