This all takes place a month after Edward and the Cullen's leave.

(In New moon)

I do not own Twilight or its characters!

I was sitting at the kitchen table mindlessly staring at my cereal in front of me, I wasn't hungry even though I haven't eaten for the last couple of days, but Charlie insisted I took a few bites.

"Bella, you have to eat something, please." He was begging now. I could barely hear him because of the pain that was in my chest, this... hole that formed was eating at me. I felt like I wasn't alive, like there as no reason to live.

Charlie began to get angry and he slammed his fists down on the table, his eyes were digging into mine.

"Just because Edward left..." Charlie trailed off, as soon as he said his name, my heart ached, I went numb with pain and my eyes began to fill with tears. No, I don't want to feel pain anymore! I don't want to cry! I wanted to be mad...

I quickly stood up and I could feel my face turning red, I looked down at my cereal and smacked the bowl off of the table as I ran up to my room.

"Bella! Bella I'm sorry!" Charlie called after me, I didn't care what he said... I ran into my room slamming the door on the way by.

I stopped dead in my tracks looking around and it was a complete mess. Clothes were everywhere, then I remembered that I haven't done my laundry in over a month, I haven't really taken care of myself ever since he left...

I looked over at my empty CD player remembering the lullaby he made me. The tears started to build up in my eyes again but I refused to cry!

The pain was building up inside of me so I tried to walk over to my bed but I didn't make it, the pain was unbearable! I dropped in the middle of the floor gasping for air.

"Why would he do this to me!" I whispered. I drifted off into a mindless sleep, holding my sides together trying not to fall apart...

Edward

I was sitting on the edge of my bed holding my head in my hands. Even though this bed was useless it still brought back memories... I have been sitting like this for days. All I could think about was Bella... Oh my sweet Bella. She was in pain because if me! I knew she was in pain, I could see how jasper was feeling...

"Edward were going out to hunt, please come.." Tanya said as she walked into my room and sat beside me. I didn't look up as I spoke.

"Fine, I will go" I said sadly. She got up off the bed happily as she began to skip out of the room and I finished my sentence. "I want to go alone..." I said fiercely. She stopped and looked disappointed, she then continued to walk out of the room.

I didn't care about Tanya, she was trying to get me to fall in love with her but there's no way I could love anyone as much as I loved Bella... I finally got up off the bed and walked out of the room.

As I walked towards the living room everyone became silent, Jasper was holding his sides gasping for air, he looked over to me and shot me the feeling.

"You like how it feels!" He yelled at me as he stood up from the couch, some sort of feeling... formed in my chest and I could feel it ripping open. I fell on my knees holding my sides...

I was sobbing dry sobs and Tanya was immediately at my side, I don't want her trying to comfort me! I want my Bella...

"Jasper please stop!" Tanya yelled at him. I wish she hadn't, I wanted to feel Bella's pain... He finally stopped and let me get to my feet, I stood there looking at everyone then I ran for the door. No one tried to stop me.

Rosalie

I watched Edward fall to the floor, in pain. That 'Tanya' went over to comfort him! Why would she do that!! I hate her with a passion! I swear if I could rip her head off I would! Sure Bella was a human but I have grown to care for her like a sister, even though I didn't show it.

I miss Bella, I hated to admit it but I truly did. nothing has been the same since we all left. Alice has talked to me about her visions and there horrible. I wish we could just go back to the way things used to be.

As I watched Edward kneeling on the ground gasping for air I didn't care... He deserved to feel how Bella feels.

Jasper finally released him and he went running for the door, I was hoping he was going to get Bella but I knew he wouldn't break his promise. We all stood in the living room speechless and Tanya finally began to walk out the door, I fallowed her hoping to 'talk' to her. I got outside and i was on the front steps.

I was right behind her and I glanced over to see Emmett peering through the window. I glared at him and he stepped away to give us some privacy.

"Tanya, going after him will not help things." I was trying to be as nice as possible. "He loves Bella and he will always love her" I could hear a growl building up in her chest.

"I don't care about this 'Bella', She has caused this mess and she deserves to hurt!" Tanya was now facing me and I was also growling. Her eyes were burning into mine. I started to get more and more angry with her.

"HOW HAS SHE CAUSED THIS!!" I yelled at her! Wow, I never knew if I would see the day I would be defending Bella.

"We should be with are own kind, Bella is just another human who will be dead in the next 80 or so years so who cares about her" She said while laughing.

Tanya turned and started to walk away. I looked at her in shock, how dare she say that! We care about Bella...

"Hey! don't you DARE go after him! He will NEVER love you like he loves Bella so you can stop trying." I started to walk after her yelling. She stopped dead in her tracks and began to talk with her back turned to me.

"Bitch! you already have a mate! Don't worry about Bella the voultri will take care of her soon enough." She began to laugh, a deep throaty, evil laugh. I could feel myself fill with anger and rage!

"If they don't look after her... I will..." She said happily. "But I dont think I will have to take care of her, once the Voultri see she's still human they will kill her." I wanted to rip her damn head off! All of the anger drained from me and was replaced with worry, she was right... The Voultri would come for her even if we weren't there. I didn't care about Edward's promise we had to help Bella. I completely forgot about Tanya and focused on Bella.

I turned and ran to my car to see Alice standing there with my keys.

"Lets go." Alice was frantic but at the same time happy, so was I. I smiled at her and climbed in the drivers seat. She passed me my keys and I started my car. I sped off down the long, narrow, icy road.

Edward's silver Volvo was right behind us... We couldn't see who was driving it...

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Do you think the Volvo will fall behind? Or will it get there before Alice and Rosalie?

It's going to get REALLY GOOD! Trust me!