I sit alone at my desk
Tears streaming down my face
I wonder what I did wrong why I cause so much hurt
The people in my office
Keep a wide distance from me
They all think that I am crazy and the truth they can not see
So I sit her crying
Rocking back and forth
Frothing at the mouth now giving life a second thought
I try to think about tomorrow and hope for a brighter day
But I know no amount of effort will make life go my way
I am told I do not listen to what others have to say
But when I try to talk to them they just hurry on the way
The tell me its not time to talk there too busy with what they have
They fail to understand and see I have placed my entire life on hold for them
I used to be successful in a very material way
I had a good job and a happy life but it was not to be that way
See I wanted something deeper something more profound
I wanted a life of true happiness and a life on a solid ground
I managed to fulfil my dreams I met a girl that could change me
She made my heart scream and sign and she totally rearranged me
My life was good and I was happy for deep love was bondage
But in truth and time I could not sustain as my heart was not enough